far apart but close to my heart (never let go of my hand)

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
F/M
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far apart but close to my heart (never let go of my hand)
Summary
Petunia has a life in the Muggle world Would she remember her Raven or will he become just a ghost to her?
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Confronting her past

In the Evans household, it was a grim morning. The shadows in the hallway seemed to deepen as the weight of Petunia's words hung heavily in the air. Rose and Harold sat at the kitchen table, their faces etched with worry and confusion. Rose's voice trembled as tears streamed down her cheeks, “Did she truly think that I wanted to kill her?”

 

Harold leaned in closer, wrapping his arms around his wife in a comforting embrace. “Something has happened, darling. This is not the Petunia we knew.” His brow furrowed, concern evident in his deep green eyes.

 

9-year-old Lily Evans stood quietly by the door, her heart racing. She had overheard everything, each anguished word twisting like a dagger in her small chest. She wished she could just shout that everything would be okay, but she knew it wouldn't help.

 

Harold continued, his voice low but filled with determination. “Did you see the way she looked at us? It’s as if we are the villains in her story. Something must have happened during her coma.”

 

Rose nodded through her tears. “Harold, we need to do something. We need to talk to her. We can fix this!”

 

Just then, the doorbell rang, slicing through the tension in the room. Harold stood abruptly, wiping his eyes, and walked to the door. When he opened it, he found two girls standing there, their expressions a mixture of concern and nervous energy.

 

“Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Evans. We just came by to take Petunia’s things,” Emma announced, though the words felt like a slap to Rose.

 

Rose’s breath caught in her throat. “Wait a minute, what do you mean? You came here to take Petunia’s things?”

 

Emma and Yovonne exchanged glances, suppressing the urge to scream at Rose as frustration bubbled just beneath the surface. “Petunia told us she’s going to live with her grandma from now on. She asked us to take her clothes. She didn’t want to come here anymore.”

 

Rose's heart shattered at the confirmation. “She… what? She wanted to leave?” The ominous thought echoed in her mind. “But… we can work this out! We can fix this!”

 

Yovonne, always the peacemaker, tried to ease the tension. “I think you should talk to her yourselves. But she really needs her things.”

 

While the girls began collecting Petunia's belongings from her room, Lily's heart raced with a mix of fear and disbelief. It felt wrong to see her sister’s best friends rifling through her sister’s life as if it were nothing more than discarded clothing.

 

When Emma spotted Lily lingering, she shot her an apologetic look. “Don’t get angry at us, Lily. It’s what Petunia wants.”

 

Rose felt as if the walls were closing in on her, panic rising. “Please! This isn’t right! Let’s just talk to Petunia!” But the girls were relentless, packing boxes and bags until every inch of Petunia’s room felt bare.

 

Harold, standing firm against the tide of emotions, called out to the girls. “You can’t take her things! If she wants her belongings, then she needs to come here and get them herself!”

 

Yovonne attempted to reason with him. “Mr. Evans, Petunia just got out of the hospital. Don’t you want her to have her personal stuff?”

 

But Harold stood unwavering, his resolve firm. “Put my daughter’s belongings down, girls.”

 

Frustrated, the girls hesitated, but ultimately complied, placing the boxes down with exaggerated reluctance. Emma turned around, her emotions boiling over. “Now I know why she wanted to leave!”

 

Lily screamed, fury igniting within her. “Take that back!” She lunged forward, pushing Emma, but Emma barely budged.

 

“Oh please, why should I? It’s the truth, isn’t it?” Emma shot back, her voice dripping with anger. She jutted a finger at the Evans couple. “One tried to poison her, and the other one just ignored her existence!”

 

Before the words fully registered, Harold erupted. “Get out of my house! I never want to see you here again. And I’ll make sure Petunia never speaks to you again!”

 

“Please, let’s just go,” Yovonne pleaded, sensing that Emma was going too far. But Emma, fueled by hurt and anger, defiantly gave Harold the middle finger as they stormed out, slamming the door behind them.

 

In the aftermath of their confrontation, silence fell over the house like a heavy blanket. Lily watched as her parents stood, lost in their grief and confusion.

 

“They don’t even know what’s going on…” Emma's words echoed in her mind.

 

“Who are we, if we can’t reach her?” Rose whispered, her hope dwindling like a fading candle.

 

Meanwhile, outside, Emma and Yovonne walked briskly down the street. “I can’t stand those people,” Emma fumed.

 

“You're right,” Yovonne agreed. “They have no idea what Petunia went through.”

 

“I’m just glad Petunia left that house,” Emma proclaimed, ire flashing in her eyes. “Come on, let’s head to Daisy's. I want to hear Petunia’s violin playing.”

 

As they walked, Yovonne asked, “Isn’t it strange that Petunia became a pro after waking up from her coma?”

 

“I know, right? It’s like she was meant to play,” Emma replied, her anger fading into a sense of longing for their friend.

 

In the dim light of the Evans house, Rose sank into silent tears while Harold stood like a lonely pillar of strength, both wondering how they could possibly mend what had been broken. Lily felt like a ghost in her own home, torn between wanting to fight for her sister and the inexplicable fear of the rift that had opened between them.

 

And amidst the lingering echoes of their confrontation, the Evans family realized that the battle ahead was not merely about Petunia’s things—it was about understanding a sister, a daughter, and perhaps themselves.

 

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Petunia Evans blinked as sunlight filtered through the window, stretching across the walls adorned with faded posters of childhood dreams. She had just awakened from a long, dark slumber—years lost in a coma—and now she sat in her bed, feeling strangely vibrant yet eerily familiar. The room was her grandmother Daisy’s. This was her safe haven, the only place she felt she could truly breathe.

 

“I still can’t believe it. I’m 11 years old again. Is this some kind of dream?” she mused, letting her fingers brush across the soft cotton sheets. She slipped out of bed and stood, feeling the ground beneath her bare feet as if testing the firmness of reality.

 

In front of the mirror, Petunia’s gaze swept over her reflection. She examined her hands, slender and untouched by time or the burdens of adolescence. As she took off her pajamas, she stared at her body: a body that had been skewed by pain, by the weight of sorrow, and by the rashes her mother inflicted as a “cure” for her allergies. “My God,” she whispered, feeling the absence of scars that had once defined her.

 

Petunia looked closely at her face, scrutinizing every angle that had once been deemed “ugly” by the cruel words of peers. “Ugly duckling, horse face,” they’d called her, but now she realized that beauty had always been within her. The blonde hair framed her features like strands of spun gold, and her blue eyes sparkled with a newfound maturity.

 

An unsettling thought crept into her mind—Why did her parents treat her so differently than they treated Lily? Was it because her sister was magical? Or had there been something within Petunia that they had never been able to accept? The questions spiraled, drawing her into a whirlpool of uncertainty.

 

“Wait a minute,” she murmured, a sudden revelation hitting her with the force of a freight train. “Blonde hair, blue eyes… Mom has brown hair and grey eyes, Dad has red and green… What’s going on?”

 

Her heart raced as pieces of a puzzle she never knew existed started to align. “Rose Evans, you have some explaining to do.” The implications of her thoughts echoed in her mind just as there was a knock on the door.

 

“Tuney, it’s us!” came the familiar voices of her friends, Yvonne and Emma.

 

Petunia hastily threw on some clothes and opened the door. “Hi Tuney! Sorry we couldn’t bring your stuff from your parents’ house. Your dad kicked us out,” Emma said, the nervousness evident in her tone.

 

“What happened?” Petunia asked, the anger boiling within her.

 

“Your dad said if you wanted your stuff back, you needed to come back home and take them yourself.” Yvonne spoke up.

 

“Oh, really?” Petunia snapped, the fury rising like smoke. “That’s just typical!” Her friends exchanged worried glances, sensing the storm brewing within her.

 

Without another word, Petunia took her grandmother’s jacket and marched towards the door. “Let’s go pay my parents the visit they wanted,” she declared. Yvonne and Emma followed, unsure of how to quell the tempest that Petunia had become.

 

As they approached her childhood home, Petunia’s heart pounded. Each step felt heavy with the weight of her unresolved childhood. She stopped in front of the house and, fueled by an indignant surge of courage, began to kick the door. The echoes of her frustration ricocheted off the walls.

 

“Open up already!” she shouted, kicking until she felt the door give a bit.

 

When her father, Harold Evans, finally appeared, surprise washed over his face. “Petunia! You’re back!” He reached for her, but she instinctively stepped back.

 

“I thought I made it clear that I’m going to live with Grandma Daisy from now on. Yet you kicked my friends out because I asked them to bring my stuff!I thought we were past this, but clearly nothing has changed ” Her voice reverberated with authority, leaving her father speechless.

 

“Petunia, we can talk this out—” he started, but she raised a hand, cutting him off.

 

“Don’t say anything! You and I have nothing left to say.”

 

As she strode toward her room, her friends trailing nervously behind her, the air felt charged with unspoken tension. And then she saw her mother, a figure whose influence had shaped so much of her life, standing in the hallway, a barrier she needed to break through.

 

“Do you know who I am now?” Petunia asked, her voice steady and unwavering. “Because I’m not that little girl you can dismiss anymore.”

 

“Petunia, please!” Harold interjected, desperation creeping into his voice.

 

But Petunia didn’t turn to him. Instead, she met her mother’s gaze. “Do you?” she repeated, steel in her voice. “Because if you don’t, what does that say about you?”

 

At that moment, Harold grabbed her arm, frustration boiling over. “I’m your father! You need to listen to me when I’m talking to you!”

 

Ignoring any semblance of control he tried to assert, she shot back, her laughter bitter and mocking. “You actually think you can just sweep this under the rug? You are not my father!”

 

The silence thickened, filled with the weight of unsaid words. She challenged him anew, “If you are really my father, let’s put that to the test. Why don’t we get a DNA test?”

 

Shock danced in Harold's eyes, disbelief and hurt woven into his expression. The realization hit him—not the child who would obey and fit into the mold of his familial expectations, but rather a young woman with fierce blue eyes that seemed to reflect the conviction and pain he had tried so hard to forget.

 

He opened his mouth to argue but faltered, suddenly faced with the inevitable truth that Petunia was now beyond the threshold of childhood—she was ready to step into her own power.

 

“Are you ready to accept what your daughter has become?” Petunia continued, her resolve unyielding. “You need to understand what you’ve lost, and I need to find out what I’ve won.”

 

Behind her, Yvonne and Emma watched wide-eyed, caught in the crossfire of family tensions—where love intersected with abandonment, and where a girl was learning to reclaim her broken crown. Petunia stood tall, no longer waiting for approval but rather preparing to carve her own way forward.

 

This was not a dream. It was a second chance. And she was determined to take it.

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