Regulus Black curly hair , short "girl"
black baggy clothes to hide her chest cause she doesn't know what she feels sighs sitting down writing in HIS diary "I wish I were a boy
Not all the time, just sometimes
I wish I could put on eyeliner and glitter and actually look good
And have guys whisper about me in bookshops because I look like a character from their favorite book
I wish I were a boy
With dark fluffy hair that I love to mess up, and shake, and makes everyone stop and stare
And I wish I were a boy
So I finally look cute in dresses and skirts and pants and suits
And I wish I were a boy
With a deep rock and roll voice
That makes people stop in their tracks
But I don't have that choicе
And I wish that I did because evеry Poem I write for myself
Never sounds right because it was meant to be wrote by somebody else
I'm happy being me, but sometimes I wonder
What I would be like as the opposite gender
Would I finally be happy being me?
Because I like being a girl" she sighs. A curly haired boy sits next to him in a red button up shirt with blue jeans "hi! Your Sirius sister, hesta?" He asks, regulus sighs ".. I am his brother. Regulus.." James looks at him with excitement and joy" ooo cool love the name regulus! The lions heart!" Regulus smiles nodding his head "correct, what did you want?" James rocks on the chair looking at his diary on accident "eh just to talk to you"
"Oh ok.." regulus sighs getting his diary and leave the room leaving James there shocked
James pov:
Woah regulus looks so different, I mean he was a girl now he's a boy but that's not what I'm talking about, he's so pretty... I wish I was like him he's so gorgeous.. I gets up and goes up the few stairs to gryffindor common room then to my room sits down with Sirius, regulus brother,and Remus my best friend flirting and Peter reading a book about Plants, god it's so boring here. I stare zoning out laying down in bed thinking about the lion heart star... Regulus oh how pretty he is "Pronges?" Sirius asks, I didn't hear tho I'm busy in thoughts fully crashed in bed day dreaming.. Peter taps my shoulder after I didn't answer a few times "hm? What did I miss?" Sirius looks at Remus "I think someone's Inlove" Remus tickles Sirius to shush him up "he's been Inlove with lily for ever we all know this" no I don't love lily Romantically that was just an excuse... I love lily planotically for sure , romantically? No she loves Mary I love Regulus, tho I cant say that cause that will ruin Mine and Sirius bond if he finds out I love jis little brother.
"We asked if you are okay" sirius says with a chuckle. "Oh yeah im okay! By the way Sirius why didn't you tell me Regulus was your brother not your sister?" James asks realising he mis gendered regulus so many times feeling bad... Sirius thinks them realises he's talking about Regulus not the dead brother "Oh I didn't know you two talked" "okay!" Peter seeing the awkwardness "let's go to Great hall I'm Hungry" his stomach rumbles violently for food. -
Regulus pov:
I head to the slytherin common room bumping into Severus which isn't that bad me and him are sorta mates .... "Yo baby black". Oh what does he want from me? I question. "Yeah sev?" "I was wondering since when did you speak to Potter" oh shit he saw me with James "oh me and him don't speak I mean we do when we have to normally we don't to be honest" he wrapped his arm around me , I flinch afraid I was gunna get hit.. "okay just wondering cause you know hes the worst bully ever" He isn't a bully, you just deserve it he's actually really sweet and accept people, I thought and sighed nodding in agreement "yeah Hesta" oh.. ow.. he knows I'm trans and go by regulus... "Hay Snape.. you know how I told you I am trans?" Snape nods his head disgustingly..."can you actually call me Regulus not Hesta just makes me dysphoric?" "Wait so your a tranny?" I nod my head sinking in side the jumper. "Oh.. weirdo.. you will always be a girl you were born one" I push his hand off me and run to the Classroom Minnie's classroom to be Pacific and let out a slight tear drop sadly Minnie isn't hear she at the great hall I really need her... My breathing starts to get shakey heart pounding I rest my head on desk crying constantly thinking back at you will always be a girl... I try to calm down by tapping my fingers with my thumb counting by three slowly as it's what Sirius taught me ... I hear footsteps walking in, I recognise them but I can't put a name on it...