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𝓕𝓮𝓫𝓻𝓾𝓪𝓻𝔂 1980

"I still love her!... And that is the truth." Snape shouted to Elizabeth while holding both of her arm.

Elizabeth looked at him in shocked eyes widening and her tears began to slowly run down her eye

"I... give you... Everything!" said Elizabeth almost whisphering. she looks away then slowly looked back at him again but now with, Anger.

"is that why you can't look me in the eye!" Elizabeth yell. she remove Severus hands on her shoulderand push Severus "WHY DID YOU DATE ME FOR? huh! To move on from her?! And what... Use me?! and think of HER while making out with me? Is that it Severus?! IS THAT IT?!" Elizabeth burst out.

Severus got push by Elizabeth, he almost lose balance and yet he still manage to stand, speechless while looking at her with widening pupil.

"that's not- what... i...." that's all he can say while looking down on the ground, not sure what to say.

"why can't you say anything now, SEVERUS! why?… because IT'S TRUE! You only use me for your own pleasure. I have loved you And give you everything, severus! but you fucking made me look like a fool!" Elizabeth shouted that to snape like a rock that hit Snape face harder than his father did. Snape was standing in front of her, jaw tighteng, his expression is blank while looking at her. He is feeling guilty for using her, But his heart is saying that he would still choose lily if he had a chance.

"Why severus?! WHY?-" Elizabeth cried out.

"Because... You're not.. Her." said snape while Gritting his teeth, feeling More guilty, but he say what's his heart is saying.

When Elizabeth heard those words, it hits her like a dagger. She was stunned but she still knows her worth, And she Don't want to continue this drama. So she wipes her tears away, breath for a moment and look at severus again.

"you disgusted me! Severus snape. let's end this useless relationship. WE.ARE.DONE." Elizabeth Spit out. Then she turn her back away from him, but as she was about to leave Snape grab her arm making Elizabeth look at him but Elizabeth look at Snape with raging gaze.

"WHAT?!" elizabeth ask with impatient tone.

"I... am...sorry eli! i know you can't forgive me for loving her too much but i really can't do anything about it. i love you... but i love her too! i dont know eli." Snape is struggiling while explaining nonsense thing to her because his mind and heart is fighthing.

"Severus... I don't understand either! you look like a fool! we both do look like a fool! so please, for merlins sake! let me go if you can't love me like the way you love lily." elizabeth reply while whispering, Her voice sounds tired and snape notice that.

"i know you're tired eli, and i'm not stopping you if you want to go. But i really mean what i said... I'm so sorry eli but i love her and that can never be change."

Elizabeth look at severus with her pupils softening, losing hope that he will ever change again. then she looks down, she loss hope too. she thought severus will fight for their relaitionship, but he didn't. so she just nodded and accept it, she remove her arm from severus hands then turn her back away from severus.

"eli.."

"What...?"

"Where will u go?..."

"I'm moving back to Ireland....to my auntie... and, don't you dare follow me." Elizabeth said then walks away.

Elizabeth and Severus separated.

Elizabeth move to Ireland, where her auntie is living.

but Elizabeth keep vomiting ever since she move to Ireland, three days ago.

Eli was standing sitting near the window reading a book waiting for her pregnancy test result. when suddenly she heard Her auntie that is screaming while holding Eli pregnancy test.

"ELI! you. Are. Pregnant!!!" She scream with happiness.

"what…." she said in shocked when she realize that she is pregnant... her world stoped and the sounds around her start to slowly fade. She just realized that she is pregnant with Severus child. But instead of getting mad, or scared, she finally feel the... HAPPINESS. That after all Snape has done to her she can finally smile, again.

𝓝𝓞𝓥𝓔𝓜𝓑𝓔𝓡 26, 1980

y/n dashwood Snape was born.

After 9 months Elizabeth give birth to Ali, with the help of her auntie. Elizabeth was so happy.

"y/n... what a cute baby you are." elizabeth auntie said to Alison with admiration. "That is your Pretty and strong Mother, I call her Eli so i must call you "y/nn too." Auntie Cecill said while smiling. and Elizabeth Smile.

𝓐𝓕𝓣𝓔𝓡 1 𝓜𝓞𝓝𝓣𝓗

Elizabeth was taking care of her baby during the war between British government forces. And it's all chaos! The British troops kill innocent people, and one of them was y/n mother, Elizabeth. Whos was just standing in the living room with her auntie and y/n on her arms. Hoping the Rivals wouldn't attack them.

SILENT...

It was night. When Elizabeth heart starts to beat faster beacause from the silent sound. it was so suspicious.

"I think they're gone-" Cecill said calmly, but they jump when they see the door knob fall to the ground, and the rival pushed the door very loud.

Elizabeth was about to run upstairs behind cecill, but Elizabeth accidentally stepped on cecill long skirt. Elizabeth fell, but she still manage to held her baby's head so it won't hit the ground then as she fell down with her baby besides her... her head hit the ground fisrt very hard and Cecill look back to eli, shouting Eli's name and Eli's vision becomes blurry and her head is bleeding with blood on her head.

Then the rivals shot Cecil in the head and cecill fell to the ground. Aftet cecill was shot in the head, The rivals walked close to eli's body and shot her with no mercy.

Elizabeth accepts her faith..... "I love you y/n... i love yo….u.." She spoke This last word to y/n.

12 𝓗𝓞𝓤𝓡𝓢 𝓐𝓕𝓣𝓔𝓡 𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓐𝓣𝓣𝓐𝓒𝓚

After the chaos, the irish troops managed to stop the British forces from attacking them, Since they'd been attacking Irish people before the month of November ended. Some are healing and some are going to find a new home. And there's this man named Eamon De Velera, Who was helping people. He looks at each house to see if there's still a person in each house. As he walks into this looking abounded house... a dove looking at the crying baby that was lying next to her mother's lifeless body and her auntie that was lying on the ground with them too. Eamon sighed and it broke his heart, he felt awful for them. he immediately took the baby in his arms... he saw a little note with a ribbon tangle on her wrist. little did he know before Elizabeth accepted her faith, a moment before the rivals attacked them, she wrote a letter on the paper saying.

"My precious little daughter, y/n Hazewood Snape. Please! give her the love and education she deserves. don't leave her, she deserves to live and live a life that once the world resented from me."

Eamon read it, already feeling bad for the baby, that she would grow up with no parents.
Eamon flipped the note and then he saw another letter again, and he read it.

"This is my child with you, Severus Snape. We made this baby when your heart is still SEEKING a person who is gone and does not care about you.
yet, I will still forgive you. for our daughtersake. please love her, that she doesn't need to beg for it. that's all i want you to do, Severus."

As eamon read those word, he felt a pang of guilt and sadness for this baby and the mother, because how can his father leave them like this?!..

~

Eamon's feeling suddenly hit him that he should take the baby with him and take care of her, but he know damn well he can never take care of the baby, because of his work. even though he wanted to. cause he never really have a children before. Every woman that he ever dated with, always ended up breaking up with him. Because its either they only uses him for money or he's always busy with his political life to fighting for his own country. So hecan't give them the time they want. So he can't never really take he. He held the baby and look at it for a while, And his decision is final, he will take care of her. Until he still hasn't found the baby's real Father, he will take care of her. he'll decide to find the father that was written on the note.

Eamon got out of the house with a baby with him, and talked to the people who is he with.

"i found this baby in this house, with her... dead mother and relative," Eamon said with a polite irish accent while holding the baby.

"What are you gonna do to that baby?" the other person asked.

"i would want to take care of her. for a little while until I find her father," said Eamon

"well, that baby is lucky, since the adaption centre is full! and people can't really adopt much kid now, haha!, not on this kind of situation." Harry said.

"Exactly! but Eamon... there is a hospital that gives free medicine and baby stuff to people who need it, so you can take care of that baby well." Michael
said.

"Thanks!.." Eamon respond.

~

On the other side Severus Snape himself heard the news, about the Ireland war. he was standing near the window in his Hogwarts office overthinking of
what might happen to Elizabeth there. he knew where his ex lover Elizabeth live, because she told him before they even get separated. But little did he know he had baby with her.... so severus felt a pang of regret inside him when he heard the news. he wanted to seek for her in ireland, but he don't wanna face her but just... wanted to looked after her, if she's dong fine. He immediately assigned for day off.

Severus go to the Headmaster dumbledore office. And he come inside.

"Headmaster, i would want to assign assigned for a day, i don't know when exactly i will come back. But i will come back within a week." sad snape.

"What is the problem, severus? Do you need my help?" Dumbledore ask snape with concern.

"No! headmaster, I just need to... look for someting in ireland." snape answear with no emotions.

"I see.. i see! i heard the news about what happened there. so, yes i'm letting you severus... you better take care and make sure she's doing fine." Dumbledore said letting snape go.

"Thank you! headmaster." Severus said and dumbledore nodded and Severus leave the headmaster's office.

After he assigned a day off for a day, he immediately pack his things and take Elizabeth picture with her, and immediately travel alone from London to Ireland. as he go there he is traveling he stare to the window, feeling more guilty that his heart still seeking for Lilly even though Elizabeth was there for him not lily, but Her.

~

The next day as Severus arrived in Ireland, it was afternoon and Severus began to search for Elizabeth. he go where Elizabeth's Auntie lived but he didn't know where exactly she lived... But he's carrying a picture of Elizabeth with him so he starts asking people where exactly Elizabeth is.

"Excuse me!... Ma'am, do you know this woman?" Ask Snape to a woman, who is selling fruits on the street.

"No, no... Sorry! Maybe try to the other streets." the woman replied.

And Severus nodded.

People who used to live with Elizabeth already died with her and it's now hard to find her so he lost patience but continue to seek for her, he go to other streets to ask people again.

As eamon was walking back to his home from the hospital, to check the baby's condition... he glimpse this angry weird looking man with long hair. As Snape caught this man looking at him he sigh and go to his direction and eamon stop while snape is now standing infront of him and Snape show A picture of Elizabeth.

"Excuse me gentleman, do you know her?" Ask snape with british accent and polite tone.

He looks at the picture then Eamon was a bit shocked and looks back at Snape

"yes, I know that woman. Are you related to her?" Eamon said in a serious concern tone.

"May I ask if you know where she lives? And yes, I do know her... I- She was my ex lover..." he said cooly but still serious.

Eamon Reply back "Yes, i know where she lives... So, if you are his ex lover... you must be, Severus.Snape.?" He said while his eyebrow raised with a hard voice but still sounds formal and calm.

"Yes....How do you know me?" Severus answered plainly and his eyebrow is raising in curiosity.

Eamon hit back by saying "How dare you abounded your ex lover and children alone, while mourning over someones death,
instead of taking care of them?!."

Severus world stops... he was to stand to speak, but a moment later his voice is now hardening while talking to Eamon "children? Alone...? Abounded..?!" he said in very curious tone while looking at eamon very confused and his gaze slowly looked down at the the baby that eamons is carrying.

"How are you so sure? We got separated a months ago now. And how do you know about me?!" said snape very curious and so serious almost shouting but his voice is still low.

"well, who would it might be..."Eamon take search the letter in his pocket then he took it out of his pocket pants and he gives him the little note that was tangle on baby y/n wrist before.

As severus read it... his pupils was widening, he still couldn't believe it he had a daughter with Elizabeth and how dare he not know about this?!....

Snape immidietly ask "How is Elizabeth?! Is she doing fine? Why are you with our daughter?..." Severus ask, he asked very worried.

And eamon didn't look at snape ang sigh "I found your baby close to her mothers lifeless... Body." said eamon feeling bad for them.

Snape world stops he just looked at eamon with widening pupils and regret then look away sliding his hand on his long hair, speechless don't know what he would do! but he needed to be strong for their childrenabd don't want to look stupid so he breath and take a moment then eamom ask him.

"If you don't mind, let's go to my house."Eamon said with concern and snape agree.

Eamon lead Severus at his house, they were talking about what happened and how snape regret everything what he did to Elizabeth.

"I didn't know that... i have a child with her, we got seperated a months ago now so i don't know what is happeing to her life. that's why I'm here." Severus said and Eamon can feel the guilt and regret on Severus voice as he speaks about elizabeth.

"yes! i understand, sorry for your loss... severus."

A minute of talking, Severus happily agreed to take the baby with him since it was his daughter.

But then...Eamon, suddenly hit a pang of sadness when he realized that he needed to take the baby back from its real family.

"it's a miracle, that even you and her mother separated she still give you a memory of her.." Eamon said smiling but still have a mix of sadness on his tone

"I'm beyond grateful to have my daughter. why? Don't you have a lover?" snape asks.

"I don't have anyone for now, but maybe in the future... haha! well who knows, rigt?!... but I just know, your daughter will be your joy, because she gives me stress and joy for.. One day!" Eamon said while smirking.

Snape smirked at eamon and nodded "yes, she probably will."

Then Eamons borrowed baby y/n and held her like his own daughter and said while whispering "we will meet again soon! little one, I promise. I'll never forget you." Eamon said while ticking the baby.

Severus hear those words, wishing that he can say those words to Elizabeth when they are still together, and before she was even gone. And wishing that he witnessed how his daughter got out of her Mother's womb.

So... Severus decided to tell Eamon that he could visit his daughter anytime, but Eamom knows it's a long travel since he was busy saving his country, so he can't go there anytime soon. but but Eamons realised the timing was... perfect! He needed to LOOK... For something in UK. So Eamon tell Snape that he can go with him.

"Your timing Is… perfect, I need to look... and fix For something! in there" said Eamon in slowly suspicious tone then smile.

Snape was glad that Eamon can go with them. Eamon was glad too, Because can see where He and Severus daughter live, and Snape don't mind at all since Eamon saved Snape's daughter.

Next morning they're ready to leave, Eamon teach snape how to carry a baby he still do it even sometimes Snape looks at him like he would eat him alive. they start to travel from Ireland to uk. Eamon carrying the baby while snape is being dramatic, regretting what happened to Elizabeth, But still looks cold and mean outside.

And Snape find it funny, How Eamon have no idea that the baby he is carrying is a Witch.

THEY ARRIVED!

Snape lead him to his childhood house. To SPINNERS ENDS COCKWORTH, ENGLAND

They go inside. Eamon sit on the couch and give baby y/n stuff from the donation Eamon Receive.

"Thank you! Severus, for taking me with you here. for giving me permission to look for your daughter anytime."

Severus smirk to eamon then nodded "no problem! do you want a tea or coffee?"

Eamon immediately said "No... no! I'm fine, i'm gonna leave soon anyway."

"uhh... do you have a work?" Eamon asked.

"yes! I am a professor." Snape asnwered. Raising his eyebrow

"wow ok! where?" Eamon asked again

"well, I prefer not to say... where." Severus said in amusing tone.

"alright." Eamon chuckle uncomfortably.

"How about you Eamon? what is your work?..." snape asks.

"oh! well, I took over as... president of the Executive Council"

"Great!" said snape with brow raised. "that's why you are quite busy today? huh?..." snape asked curiously.

"Yes! very very busy!." Eamon answer.

After a long conversation between Eamon and Snape. Eamon borrow baby y/n again and he touch her head and said.

"Goodbye y/n, little one... See you soon!"

then Eamon give back baby y/n to Severus.

"Well, Severus i need to go now! i still need to fix something." Eamon said politely

"Sure! Good luck to your journey. and i wish for the peace of your country. " Snape said with little smile.

"yes! i will. Goodbye, Severus." Eamon said.

Severus sigh and look at Eamon again and said

"thank you... Eamon. Without your help I wouldn't be with my daughter today, and give the love and support that she deserves" he said smirking.

Eamon replied back "No problem! until we meet again, Severus. Have a great day with your daughter. take care of her." Eamon smile and leave the house.

WILL EAMON COME BACK? WOULD HIM AND Y/N MEET AGAIN