Lost but not forgotten

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
F/M
Gen
G
Lost but not forgotten

The moment Ron tore away from the camp, a primal urge driving him, he felt a small pang of doubt. But the locket’s whispers coiled around his thoughts, tightening and twisting until all he could hear was a cruel mockery of his own voice. You’re nothing, always in their shadow, always the one left behind. He shoved those thoughts down, his pace quickening as he tried to escape them, one foot pounding after the other.

It wasn’t until he reached a dense, dark patch of forest that his steps faltered. He glanced back, his breath misting in the cold air. Darkness had settled like a suffocating blanket, blotting out any sense of direction. The silence pressed in, mocking him with its emptiness, and his stomach twisted with the first pangs of real fear.

He turned around, intending to retrace his steps, but every tree, every shadow, looked the same. With a rising sense of panic, he pushed forward, searching for some sign of their campfire, a sound, anything—but there was nothing. He was alone in an endless stretch of forest, his breath echoing in the cold, damp air. For the first time since he’d stormed off, he realised how reckless he’d been.

“Bloody brilliant, Ron,” he muttered under his breath, his voice trembling. But the words fell flat in the oppressive quiet, leaving him feeling even more isolated.

Hours passed, though they felt like days. Every turn seemed to loop back on itself, the shadows stretching as if the forest were closing in on him. He tried to listen for the faintest sound—Hermione’s voice, Harry calling his name—but all he heard was the eerie whisper of leaves. Panic began to claw at his chest. What if they’d moved on without him? What if they were miles away by now, oblivious to his desperation, while he wandered here, utterly alone?

With every passing minute, his frustration grew, fueled by his own guilt and the whispers of the locket he still carried. His anger had faded, replaced by an overwhelming sense of regret. He thought of Hermione’s voice, choked with frustration and hurt, and Harry’s silent, uncomprehending stare. They were his family, his best friends. How could he have been so foolish?

Desperation set in, turning every step into a frantic search for them. He stumbled over roots, brambles tearing at his skin as he pushed forward, his eyes darting around in search of any familiar landmark. Every path seemed to mock him, leading nowhere, and the silence grew unbearable, heavy with the weight of his own doubts. He was lost, in every sense of the word.

Eventually, exhaustion forced him to stop. He collapsed against a tree, burying his face in his hands as the reality of his situation sank in. He’d walked away from the two people he couldn’t bear to lose—and he’d been too stubborn to realise it until now.

In a moment of bitter clarity, he yanked the locket from around his neck, throwing it as far as he could into the darkness. The metal made a faint sound as it hit the ground, and in its absence, a new clarity seeped in. He had to find them. He would crawl through every inch of this forest if he had to, but he wouldn’t stop until he was back by their side.

With renewed determination, he stood, picked the locket up and shoved it into his pocket, and kept moving, his pace slower but steady, his heart a steady beat of please, let me find them.

The forest felt endless, each tree blending into another as Ron stumbled forward, weighed down by more than just exhaustion. The locket still pulsed angrily in his pocket, begging to be put back around his neck. He barely recognized his own mind anymore; thoughts kept circling back to the moment he’d walked away from them—Harry’s look of quiet disbelief, Hermione’s face frozen in shock, the sadness in both their eyes. The weight of that decision clung to him, gnawing away until all he could feel was regret. He knew he couldn’t touch the locket again.

He lost track of how long he’d been stumbling through the dark, mist creeping between the trees as if mocking him. Between sleeping and walking, time had past but Ron had no recollectionof how long. "What am I doing?" he muttered, leaning against a tree to catch his breath, the damp, freezing air cutting at his lungs. "I’m such a bloody idiot." The words were swallowed by the vast silence around him, offering no answer, no absolution.

His mind was a maze of desperate pleas and memories—Hermione laughing softly over a book, Harry’s rare, lopsided smile, their shared silences on nights by the fire. They were his, and now he didn't know if he would see them again.

Just when he thought he might drop to his knees yet again and stay there forever, the faint glow of firelight broke through the trees. His heart jumped. It had to be them. They hadn't left yet! He gathered what little energy he had left and moved closer, his steps faltering as he reached the edge of their camp.

They sat huddled by the fire, and for a moment, he just watched them, his chest tight. Harry was staring into the flames, expression distant, as if lost in thoughts he couldn’t escape from. Hermione was curled up nearby, her shoulders hunched, fingers clenched around her wand like a lifeline. The pain etched into her face made his stomach twist.

He took a shaky step forward, the crunch of twigs beneath his feet giving him away. Hermione’s head snapped up, and her eyes went wide, shock flashing across her face before it hardened into anger.

“You,” she said, her voice trembling, the word sharp as glass. She rose to her feet, her expression fierce, every ounce of hurt and betrayal crashing over him like a wave. “How could you? You left us!”

Ron flinched, her words cutting deeper than he’d expected. He wanted to speak, to apologise, but no words came. He just stood there, shoulders slumped, bracing himself as Hermione’s fury spilled out.

“We were barely holding it together, Ron!” Her voice rose, thick with emotion. “We needed you—Harry needed you, and you left us. How could you be so selfish?”

Her words were like hammer blows, but he took them without protest, knowing he deserved every ounce of her anger. When she finally fell silent, breathing hard, he dared a glance at Harry, who’d been watching the exchange quietly. But there was no anger in Harry’s face—only a look of tired relief that nearly undid him.

“Ron,” Harry said softly, his voice warm and familiar. Just one word, but somehow, it was enough to tell Ron that he’d been forgiven before he’d even managed to say he was sorry.

Ron’s vision blurred as he stepped forward, throat tight with emotion he couldn’t quite contain. He looked down, the words catching in his throat, and he could only manage, “I—I’m sorry. I was an idiot. I shouldn’t have…”

He trailed off, barely able to keep his voice steady. He wanted to tell them how sorry he was, how he’d been haunted by his own doubts, how he’d felt worthless and afraid, and the locket’s whispering hadn’t helped. But he knew no words could ever make up for the hurt he’d caused.

Harry closed the gap between them, pulling him into a hug, and Ron felt the tension in his shoulders finally break. He clung to Harry, grounding himself in the weight of his best friend’s arms. For the first time since he’d walked away, he felt steady again.

After a moment, Harry pulled back, his hands still gripping Ron’s shoulders. “You’re here now. That’s what matters.”

It was so simple, so sincere. Ron felt his chest tighten with a surge of relief and gratitude, as if something that had been missing finally settled back into place. He gave a shaky laugh, wiping at his eyes with the back of his hand. “Merlin, you two don’t make anything easy, do you?”

Harry smiled, the corners of his eyes crinkling, and Ron felt a warmth he hadn’t realised he was missing. Here, in this ragged clearing in the middle of nowhere, he felt like he’d finally come home.

Hermione, watching from a few steps away, softened, her anger melting into something closer to understanding. “Just… don’t do that again, Ron. Promise me you won’t leave.”

He nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat. “I promise.”

There was a pause, a gentle, quiet moment that settled over them like a balm. Then Harry glanced between them, his mouth twisting into a grin. “We’re in this together. All of us.”

Ron’s heart swelled at those words, and he felt an overwhelming sense of belonging. Harry wasn’t just his friend; he was his other half, his brother in every way that mattered. No matter how dark things got, they’d face it together. Harry was his soul’s mirror—Ron knew that as surely as he knew his own name.

Ron glanced back at Hermione, who was finally smiling, albeit reluctantly. Then, feeling lighter than he had in days, he threw an arm around Harry’s shoulders, tugging him close. “Alright, then. No more solo missions or solo ideas. From here on out, you’re stuck with me.”

Harry gave a mock sigh, rolling his eyes. “Great. Can’t wait.”

But the glint in his eyes told Ron everything he needed to know. And as they settled back around the fire, Ron felt a warmth blooming within him that no cold forest night could ever extinguish. He’d come home.

The three of them relaxed, a trio again at last, letting the silence stretch, filled with unspoken words that, for now, could wait. The forest felt less menacing, the shadows gentler as the firelight danced across their faces. Ron leaned back, exhaustion catching up to him, but his heart felt lighter, as if he’d left his worries somewhere along the path he’d taken to find them.

As the fire crackled softly, Harry shifted to sit beside Ron, stretching his legs out, his shoulders relaxed for the first time in days. They shared a look, one that didn’t need words, a bond carved out of years of loyalty, laughter, and shared danger. No matter how many times they disagreed or pushed each other away, Ron knew they’d always find their way back. Harry wasn’t just his friend—he was a part of him, like his own reflection staring back with an understanding no one else could match.

Ron reached over, clasping Harry’s shoulder firmly. “Guess you’re never getting rid of me, mate. You’ll have to put up with me, whether you like it or not.”

Harry grinned, the firelight reflecting in his green eyes. “Good. I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

The words settled between them like a promise, as if each understood that whatever happened, they would face it together. Ron felt it deep in his bones: no matter where life took them, he and Harry would always be each other’s anchor. They were brothers in the truest sense, bound by something even stronger than blood.

After a comfortable silence, Hermione, who had been listening quietly, leaned her head on Ron’s shoulder, her earlier anger softening into a warmth that made his heart ache in the best way. She closed her eyes, letting herself finally relax, her fingers entwined with his as they sat close. He looked down at her, marvelling at the quiet strength she’d always shown, even when he’d stumbled and faltered.

He squeezed her hand, the simple gesture carrying more meaning than any words he could find. “I’m sorry, Hermione,” he murmured, his voice low. “For everything.”

Her fingers tightened around his, a soft smile playing on her lips as she looked up at him. “You’re here now. That’s what matters.”

The words echoed Harry’s, but the look in her eyes held something different—a promise of a future beyond this war, one where they might be able to find happiness together. She leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek, and he felt a blush rise to his face, the warmth spreading from his chest to his fingertips.

Harry watched them, a gentle smile on his face. There was no jealousy, only an understanding that this was as it should be. Hermione was Ron’s heart, the one who grounded him and challenged him, and Ron felt that connection with a certainty that was as steady as his bond with Harry.

The three of them settled back, a triangle of friendship, love, and trust that could survive anything. The fire crackled on, casting shadows around them, but they sat together, bound by promises both spoken and unspoken.

And as they watched the flames die down, Ron felt it deeply—that Harry and Hermione were his soulmates, each in their own way. One was his best friend, his brother, someone who would always understand him even when words failed. The other was his heart, the one who saw every flaw and loved him all the same.

Together, they were whole, and as the stars began to fade with the dawn, and food began to be cooked, Ron knew he’d never walk away from them again.