Characters
Regulus Black, Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Andromeda Black Tonks, Bellatrix Black Lestrange, Sirius Black & James Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin, Euphemia Potter/Fleamont Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter, Hope Lupin, Sirius Black & Peter Pettigrew, Ted Tonks
Tags
Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
Torture
Grief/Mourning
Aftermath of Torture
Loneliness
Dark Magic
Loss of Limbs
Sirius Black Needs a Hug
Sirius Black as Padfoot
Good Sibling Regulus Black
Sad Remus Lupin
I love them all
I can’t believe im writing Harry Potter fan fiction what the fuck
Regulus is bad but not that bad
james and Sirius are ride or die
Summary
“You were so angry as a teenager.” Remus counters, wondering how they can still argue so easily after thirteen months apart, when even soft touches feel like open heart surgery. “We fought all the time. You didn’t know what to do- leaving Hogwarts was hard. Our last year was terrifying.”“I want it back.” Padfoot says, churlishly. Finally, his eyes open and meet the desolate ones in the glass. “I just want it back.”“Everyone does,” he says, softly, “don’t they?”Sirius says nothing. Slowly, he finishes dressing, pulling blue socks over his pale feet, and Remus doesn’t know how to apologise, how to fix it. Sirius burns with an unholdable, foldable, hideable hurt- the sort that lingers in silences and lurks in your shadow when the sun comes out.(aka, what if Sirius was the secret keeper after all?)
Note
hey so what the fuck is this? <3feel free to point out as many typos or mistakes as you find