I'll Tell Him
"Remus, Remus please," Sirius pleaded tearing up as soon as they apperated to the flat, Remus took him by the shoulders,
"Sit down, Pads."
"No, no, please Remus, please, I'm sorry, I'm not mad, Remus please believe me, I'm not mad, I'm sorry, Moony."
Remus cringed and looked away, panic flared in Sirius stomach and he jumped to his feet, Remus was still taller then him, by far.
"Sorry, sorry, I'm sorry!"
"No, you did nothing wrong. Sit down, I'll make you a tea."
Sirius tried to sit, he really did. But he couldn't. About thirty seconds later he was standing in the kitchen doorway, watching Remus moving around from counter to counter.
"Moony?" Remus stopped. He stood still, back turned to Sirius, gripping the counter as he took a deep breath.
"Sorry." Sirius looked down at his feet fiddling with the cuff of his battered prison top.
Remus turned around, he looked Sirius up and down before sighing.
"Come on," He walked over and took Sirius by the shoulders again and began to lead him to the bathroom, "You need a shower."
Remus ran the water and fiddled with the nob until it was the right temperature, Sirius sat on the seat of the toilet, now fiddling with a hair bobble he'd picked up from the bathroom cabinet. Remus left the bathroom and Sirius followed him at the heel, still not looking up from his hair bobble.
Remus walked into the bedroom and got a pair of pyjamas from the wardrobe.
"Why's it in the wardrobe?" They'd always kept their clothes in the drawers, only formal clothes were in the wardrobe.
"Didn't wanna look at you stuff." He held the leggings up to Sirius's waist, "They'll do."
Sirius followed Remus back into the bathroom, he folded the pyjamas on the toilet seat leaving Sirius standing in the doorway.
"Where'd you get this?" He asked holding up the hair bobble. It wasn't his, his were all black, this one was purple.
Remus glanced at it before looking back to the bathtub with a sigh, Sirius raised the bobble so he could examine it better at eye level, squinting.
"Some girl's"
Sirius lowered it to raise an eyebrow at Remus who sighed again and rubbed the back of his head, "One night stand thing, get over it."
Sirius blinked. "Remu John Lupin," He said smiling,
"Yes?"
"One night stand? Remus?"
"Shut up, bastard." But he was smiling too, oh that smile. Sirius would do anything for that smile. Moony's smile.
"Your beautiful."
Remus looked at him, smile gone a look of sadness in his eyes as he scanned Sirius's face.
"I love you."
Sirius grinned, he couldn't help it. "I love you too."
Before he knew anything, he was against the wall, Remus's lips on his and.. oh, oh, Sirius's couldn't think anymore.
"I love you!" He panted as Remus pulled away, laughing.
"Get in your bath, idiot." Sirius grinned, beginning to unbutton his shirt as Remus turned to leave.
"Not staying?" Sirius asked with a smirk,
"No, prick. Shower. I'll order a chippy."
Sirius smiled.
"My Moony." he whispered under his breath, yet despite that and the rushing shower he still heard Remus's reply,
"My Padfoot."