I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams
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Summary
Uhh I listened to this song and I wanted to make it about Snape. Definitely not my best work. This is a lyric fic or whatever you call it, also sorry for the bad formatting and maybe bad grammar

I'm so tall, can't get over me
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Severus is a wizard. And of course that automatically makes him better then muggles. Magic flows through his veins, through his mothers blood. But of course, his father had to ruin it for him. Like he always does. The few times his mother even speaks to him, it's to tell him about how much more powerful he would've been if he was a pureblood, how she regrets ever falling in love with Tobias. Magic flows through his blood and so does pride.

 

I'm so low, can't get under me
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Hogwarts was supposed to be where he could finally leave Spinners End. But no, Potter and Black always have to attack him. Stripping him in front of their peers, but he would never be equal to them. He's a dirty, ugly, poor, halfblood Slytherin afterall.

 

I must be all these things
For I just threw out the love of my dreams
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He regretted it the moment the words came out of his mouth. He just couldn't help himself. He stayed by the Gryffindor dorms for days just to apologize. He knew he would never be forgiven, what he did was truly horrible. He would never get Lily.

 

She is in my eyes, she is in my ears
She is in my blood, she is in my tears
I breathe love, and see her everyday
Even though my love's a world away
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Lily was sitting with Potter and laughing along with him. Severus glared at the Griffindor table. He knew their friendship would never last, he could tell she had been spending less time with him, had started falling for Potter. Severus looked at her again, she truly was a world away from him.

 

Oh, he's got me wondering
My righteousness is crumbling
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Lucius had been telling him about how the Dark Lord would finally make him respected ever since they met. So, when he approached his soon-to-be master he did so with pride and ignored the pain flaring through his arm as he got his mark.

 

Never before have I felt this way
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Severus thought back to his childhood after his first mission, killing a muggle. He though back to the many times his father had beat him an inch to death. Severus smirked when he saw the muggles corpse, and imagined it was his fathers. He had never been so happy at the though of his father, but there's a first time for everything.

 

Know what is right, want for her to stay
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How could he know the prophecy was about Lily. Even after all this time, he still loved her. He couldn't get her killed. He begged and begged Dumbledore to protect her.

 

I must be made of steel
For I just threw out the love of my dreams
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Severues dropped down next to Lily's corpse, not paying mind to the baby's crying. He could feel the tears drip down his cheeks. His first friend, first love was gone. And it was his fault.

 

She is in my eyes, she is in my ears
She is in my blood, she is in my tears
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He couldn't breathe, that snake had ripped his throat out. But he saw Lily. Lily's eyes stared into his as he died.

 

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I breathe love, and see her everyday
Even though my love's a world away

 

Oh, he's got me wondering
My righteousness is crumbling

 

Oh, he's got me wondering
My righteousness is crumbling
And I see her everyday
Even though my love's a world away

She is in my eyes, she is in my ears
She is in my blood, she is in my tears
I must be made of steel
For I just threw out the love of my dreams