I'm not ready to say goodbye || Δεν είμαι έτοιμος να πω αντίο

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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I'm not ready to say goodbye  || Δεν είμαι έτοιμος να πω αντίο
Summary
.War is inevitable, and deaths are the order of the day.Regulus survives the cave. But for what? The love of his life has died, leaving behind a little boy.
Note
Hi, thanks for reading, whatever this is, a few days ago my cat died leaving four orphaned kittens that soon joined her, this is not the first time this has happened to me, in fourteen years this is the fourth time, I don't know why it feels different. So different that I want to give up.The song/plot was written in order to go through my grief, with the stages of denial, anger, bargaining and acceptance, the story was written around it, in the future I hope to improve what I wrote here.If you go through something similar, I want to tell you that it is okay to be sad, angry, and even happy at certain times when sadness is forgotten. Remember you did the best you could.

 

 

 

 

Voldemort ha muerto: las calles se alegraron con la noticia, el mago oscuro más temido había muerto.

¿Cómo lo sabes?

 

 

Quizás sea un engaño, esperando a que salgamos y nos cacen.

 

 

No, no les digo que es real, un amigo mío trabaja en el ministerio, en la madrugada de hoy, 31 de octubre, hubo un allanamiento en la casa de la familia Potter.

 

 

Sí, escuché lo mismo, aparentemente ya saben quién murió a manos del miembro más joven, Harry Potter.

 

 

¿Harry Potter? ¿No es un bebé? ¿Cómo pudo derrotar a un mago tan poderoso? ¿Quién está a la altura de Albus Dumbledore?

 

 

Escuché que no pudo matarlo.

 

 

Los murmullos continuaban arriba y abajo de la calle, el estatus secreto se iría a la mierda pronto a este ritmo, pero para un joven encorvado al final de un callejón este era el último problema que le importaba, su mente solo podía pensar en POTTER en la casa Potter de Harry Potter.

 

 

 

 

El joven de piel pálida y demacrada fue transportado al Valle de Godric, no era seguro a dónde iría, solo me estaba demostrando lo que temía, después de todo Albus no sacrificaría a los Potter por el bien mayor, ¿verdad? ¿No?

 

 

 

 

The closer he got to the ruins of the house, the young man could not stop thinking. How could he continue living when the sun has stopped shining, when the largest star in our solar system, who lights us up every day, has just died.

 

 

Standing in those ruins, with his heart in his throat, he walked through each of the rooms, feeling the last trace of magic wither away.

 

 

          As he passed through one of the rooms he noticed in the back, leaning in a corner, an old guitar, one he recognized from his youth a lifetime ago.

Liar, Liar, you promised that we would both make it to the end of this war, you promised.

You promised

James…

 

 

 

 

It's hard to say goodbye

 

I still remember that summer when I met you
a time of peace, tranquility and happiness.

 

Oh autumn you are here.

You hurt my soul,

a mistake, a carelessness took you from me.

I regret having ignored the signs, that breeze, that whisper

like the cruelest irony the afternoon I found you was perfect,

 

maybe if I hadn't trusted too much,
maybe if I hadn't deceived myself with your dance,
now our bed is cold, now I see you in every corner with light.

 

Now I realize that you deserved much more than what I could offer you, I'm so sorry.

 

Hello winter that freezes my soul.

Hello regrets for not having saved you,

 

Do you remember how our last afternoon together was? How the sun shone.

 

How the air blew softly over you, remember how you wanted to go out that night.

 

How I didn't look for you even though my heart screamed otherwise

 

I remember the cold morning I found you, how everything seemed the same as any other morning and yet, how my world stopped turning.

 

Do you remember when we met? How you could see more than I could,

How we were destined to meet, condemned to say goodbye

 

You know when I saw your body there lifeless, without you, the only thing I could think, that in another life we would meet again.

 

Once you were my immense happiness, today cruelty incarnate, I still remember the last time I saw you,


how we fought without knowing that those would be the last words you would hear,

 

how I walked out that door without looking back, how that will be my greatest regret, how I knew there was something wrong,

 

how I ignored everything, the first night I waited awake for you to be by the door,

 

how I broke down when it wasn't like that,

 

my subconscious knew before I did, when I saw you there cold as ice, there as perfect as ever but dead, a part of me died with you, because I knew that time I left without looking back was when I lost you,

 

you know what it's like to walk around the place and see blood and wonder in your last moments what you thought,
burying yourself while I didn't stop crying.

 

I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I wasn't enough, I'm sorry, now it's my turn to continue with your mission to a better place, I will take care of your son so please don't call him to come to your side

 

Por favor no dejes que enterre a uno más a tu lado, por favor permíteme tenerlo un poco más.

 

Lo siento, quisiera poder cambiar de lugar.
Escucho tu llamado en mis sueños, desesperada, hambrienta, por favor espera un poco más, aún quedan cosas por vivir, por favor permíteme recordarte hasta el último día de mi vida.