Chapter 4
Pov: Albus Potter
”Door closed, Albus... Please?”
I've heard those words one too many times, it's Albus and my 5 months, I should be happy but I can't help but feel.. hidden.
“y-yeah.!”
My smile quickly falters as I walk to the door of Scorpius’s room.
Click Pop
Shut and lock.
I feel an affectionate Scorpius hugging me from behind, I smile, knowing I can't take this for granted. I have him and I shouldn't ask for more.
I lean my head back as I clasp my own hand where the white-haired boys are.
“I’m such a fool for you, Albus”
Scorp said as he nuzzled his head into my higher back His words stabbed me in the heart, I loved this boy but he didn't love me enough to show everyone.
What? No. Fuck. Why would I even think that? He loves me, I love him. He is putting himself at a risk for me...
“Albus? What's wrong?”
“Sorry- I uh... Spaced out”
I lied through my teeth, it came out like rapid venom. It hurt me to lie to my boyfriend but this was okay.
A white lie, to protect him.
“Are you sure..!”
Scorpius blurts out in the high-pitched voice he does when he is about to cry
“hey, hey...”
I turn myself around, looking slightly down at Scorpius.
“I'm okay, I just have some stuff on my mind, but what would help me is seeing you happy again”
I say, angry at myself for letting him see my feelings like that. I hug the shorter boy, comforting him I say,
“I'm so sorry Scorpius, I'm sorry for making you feel like this”
“I make myself feel like this. Albus, kiss me, I don't want to cry today”
I nod slowly, kissing my lover. Slow and passionate. Everything is perfect. It has to be. It has to be okay. I have to be okay with this.