Trying to find comfort
He stayed very still until James was away. He heard the door fall close and shifted into a different position. Everything felt so different hear and he wasn't yet sure wether that was a good or bad thing. Till now James hadn't punished him... But how long would that last? He seemed like a pretty good Alpha till now, didn't he? Shut up, it won't last!, his inner voice told him. In his discomfort he looked around in his room. He hadn't been able to take a proper look around. They had gone straight here after their wedding and after he got knotted and claimed by James, he was so exhausted that he just slept. The room was light, the sun slowly rose behind the trees of the cottage house. There was a book shelf across the room and also a wardrobe and a door that led to the bathroom. He got up and turned to the wardrobe. 'Omegas have to look presentable at all time', he heard his mother's voice. He took a deep breath and opened the closet. As soon as he did so, he got hit by James' scent. The vanilla smell quickly made him feel safe and calm. He grabbed a , as it seemed, used hoodie and pressed his nose in it. What are you doing?? He pulled it away from his face. And then the urges crashed down at him. He grabbed some other clothes from the closet and went straight to bed with them. Gosh, he was so stupid! Good omegas don't nest, he knew that. But he simply couldn't do anything against it. James would be gone a while, he tought to himself, as he snuggeled under the blanket and curled himself around the hoodies, socks and shirts. He could feel himself finally come to rest with that familiar smell around him. He found himself starting to purr. What the f*ck?? He really started to question himself. Why was he being so stupid???