Sirius` point of view.
I opened my heavy eyelids.
“Fuck”
My head was throbbing. I looked around me. No one was around. No even Moons. My eyes were burning. My long, curly hair was a mess all over my face and the pillow was terribly flat.
I wanted to sit up but my body was too tired to do so. I had to lay for another few minutes, which for me, fortunately felt like hours.
I somehow managed to sit up against the headboard of the bed. I rested my head against the wall. I closed my eyes.
I wanted someone to be next to me.
Someone to talk with.
Someone that would bring me water with painkillers.
Someone like my lovely Remus. My dear Remus.
He would laugh at me. Call me stupid for drinking so much. But he would definitely look after me.
Where was he even? He might be already up.
I wanted to call out his name. I couldn`t. My voice was too weak to do so. I tried over,over,over and over again. No sound came out. I sighed heavily. I gathered all of my strength and tried again.
“Moons”
I called out weakly.
I was hoping he heard me.
I heard heavy footsteps. I smiled weakly. He heard me.
No way. No way. I did it. Damn right I did.
I closed my eyes. I still had the stupid little smile on my face. The heavy wooden door opened.
“Pads”
Remus said softly. His voice was so sweet. Almost like the sweetest candy.
God he was literally breathtaking.
His big curly hair was a mess. He had a band-aid on one of his fresh scars. He was wearing his usual sweater with colorful patterns on it. The colors were very gentle and almost comforting. There was light brown,dark red and mustard yellow.
“You idiot”
He let out a soft chuckle.
This damn chuckle of his.
“You're wasted Sirius”
I nodded. He was right. I felt like a shit.
“I bet you need some painkillers, don't you?”
Remus` hand slowly and gently pushed my dark, lightly knotted curls out of my face. I nodded weakly. Remus smiled.
“Anything else Mr. Sirius?”
He asked in his unusual teasing voice.
I chuckled a bit weakly.
“A-a hug?”
I opened my eyes and looked at him through half opened eyes. I had a weak smile on my face. Remus rolled his eyes in fake annoyance.
“So damn cheeky”
Remus sat next to me and rested his head into his chest. I smiled and closed my eyes. I felt so secure at that moment after such an intense night full of music,alcohol and loud sounds.
“Moons?”
I asked after a few minutes of silence. He nodded a bit.
“Hm”
“The kiss yesterday. Moons it it shouldn't happen we we were drunk. Especially me.”
My sentences were messy.
“The kiss was my first kiss, Pads. You think I'm gonna forget it so easily? Pads it should happen. Pads”
His words were slow and calm as always. But the last word was said differently. It was said more lowly and helplessly.
“Pads, it should happen. I love you”
I love you.
The words were repeating themself in my head as some kind of mantra. I didn't know what to do. I closed my eyes again.
“Im tired , Moons. I'm gonna sleep bit.”
I ran away from the situation like a pathetic idiot. God, how dumb I was. I heard Remus sigh.
“O-okay Pads have a nice sleep”
He muttered the last words a bit awkwardly and automatically.
I went to sleep and Moony stayed helplessly with no answer in my arms.
“God I love such an idiot” A thought ran through Remus' mind.