Empty the fucking bucket
“You have to slit the neck so that the deer bleeds out.” Said Shauna, trying to explain to Nevaeh how to cut up the deer.
“So what do we do while we wait for it to finish bleeding?” Asked Nevaeh
“Well, usually I'm doing this alone and I write in my journal, but since you’re here we could talk I guess.”
“What's going on with you and Melissa?”
Shauna paused, confused but also intrigued that someone was being upfront with her.
“Nothing really, she does whatever I want and I feed into her crush on me.”
“So you’re leading her on?”
“No, I'm giving her the attention she wants.” Said Shauna, feeling more and more annoyed by the second.
Sensing the energy change, Nevaeh decided to back off and just go back to asking safe questions.
“Did you like soccer? Maybe that's a dumb question considering how we got here.” Nevaeh said while awkwardly laughing
“I actually hated it. I wanted to play volleyball, but Jackie signed us both up, so I just went along with it. She had a way of controlling my every move.”
“I always thought you two were a couple.”
“What?”
“We all kinda assumed, at least until she got with Jeff.”
“We should check on the deer, it should be done bleeding out by now.”
Shauna abruptly got up, leaving Nevaeh confused. Had she said something wrong? Did she mess up by mentioning Jackie? Or maybe by mentioning Jeff?
Shauna motioned for Nevaeh to come over. Rolling her eyes as if she’d rather be doing anything else. Like maybe fucking her dead best friends boyfriend again. Or maybe talking to her dead best friend in a shed.
“First you have to skin the deer like this. Now you try.” Said shauna
“Like this.”
“Close, more like this.” Said Shauna while guiding Nevaeh's hand
Nevaeh felt her heart beating faster, she started sweating. She had been that close to Shauna before but something about being all alone with her, after months of built-up tension. She couldn't get the idea out of her head. There was nothing she wanted more in that moment than Shauna.
Shauna. Shauna. Shauna. She wanted to feel her, touch her, kiss her. She wanted to be wrapped up in her arms, tangled in her legs. She wanted to feel all the built up anger. She wanted Shauna to use her like she used Melissa but 10 times worse. She didn't want to be Shauna's lap dog but she wanted Shauna to tell her what to do and how to do it. How fast, how slow, how hard, how soft. But she couldn't think about that right now, she had to focus, but my god, it was hard to focus with Shauna that close, and with that pulsing she couldn’t stop.
“Nevaeh, are you even listening to me right now?”
“Yeah of course I am.”
“Then what did I just tell you to do?”
“Maybe you could repeat it?”
“I told you to empty the fucking bucket Nevaeh! Don't make me say it again!”
Godddd the way she said her name just drove Nevaeh insane. All she could think about was kissing Shauna. So that's exactly what she did.