
chapter 1
I hear the rain outside. I sit at the window with a cup of the and read the book " the song of Achilles". I stopped reading an hour ago. Now I´m only sitting there thinking. Then I hear the door open. I quickly put my cup and book down on the table, after that I stand up. Through the door came my husband . He must have forgotten, because he´s really wet from the rain." I told you to take your umbrella with you.""I´m sorry, love. Next time I will listen to your advise." After three years of marriage my hearth still starts to rase, when he calls me nicknames. "You should go upstairs, get out of thouse wet clothes and then take a hot shower or a bath." I say and then give him a kiss. "A hot shower sounds really good." he answers and starts walking upstairs to our bathroom. 10 minutes later I hear him coming down the stairs. I´m standing in the kitchen cooking dinner. He hugs me from behind. "What are you making for dinner?" "I was planning on making chilli with some rice. I already socked the beans in water." "Can i help you with something?" "Sure, it would be lovely if you could cut the onions and after that you could wash to cups of rice. Then put it on the stove, so that it can cook." We start working. After one hour the food is ready and we put it on the table. While we eat James starts talking about his day at work. He says that my brother Sirius, who is also James best friend, would like to come over again sometime with his husband Remus. After dinner we wash the dishes together. Then we make ourselves comfortable on the couch. I´m lying on the couch and james is lying between my legs and half n top of me. I have my book in one hand and I´m running my other hand through James hair. After one hour I ntice him getting sleppy."Mon amor, i think we should go to the bedroom, then you can sleep in peace." We get up and move to the bedroom. James is hugging me around my stomach, while I am still reading the book. After some time I notice that he has fallen asleep. I lay my book on the bedsidetable and take James his glasses off. Then I lay down beside him and also start to fall asleep.