I Still Love You
Josh's mouth dropped. It was Tyler. Tyler is in his bed all cozy asleep. He was speechless was he waiting on me to come home? did he miss me? was he lost? was all was all Josh could think about.
He didn't know what to do when he saw Tyler wake up and stare back at him. He's never been more nervous in his entire life then looking at Tyler blankly stare at him.
Literally Tyler just stared. He did not say a word. He did not move. He just stared.
Josh audible gulped. He was extremely tense. He can't see Tyler's mouth he just sees his stare. It was actually kind of scary, really it's been 1 minute of Tyler just uncomfortably staring at him hes starting to think hes dead.
"Tyler..." Josh spoke in a raspy voice. Then he saw Tyler blink and look him up and down he bit his lip and stopped staring.
"Josh" Tyler's voice was also raspy from crying last night. He got up and ran into Josh's arms crying again, "I missed you, Joshie!"
Josh smiled, "Tyler I owe you an apology your everything I could ask for. Your better then Brendon. Hes an ass your a god I swear i didn't mean any of those words. I miss everything about you!" he said rocking Tyler from side to side, "Tyler please, please forgive my stupid ass for saying those words to you. Your too kind and valuable you didn't deserve to hear that."
Tyler blushed he can't help but get a little turned on when Josh starts praising and loving on him like he actually means something. He lent up and kissed Josh and memories filled his head from the 2 nights they spent doing nothing but falling in love.
Tyler's breath hitched again after he felt Josh lick that spot again, "Dammit." he blurt out. He wanted to tell Josh to stop but it felt too good. Josh pulled away hearing Tyler whimper from loss of contact, "I'm not doing it. I know your vulnerable right now." Josh said, his eyes roamed freely over Tyler's body. Tyler could feel Josh practically undressing him with his eyes, "Josh." Tyler's face was as blank as paper. "What is it Ty?" Josh smiled hoping for a smile in return. He didn't get one instead Tyler crossed his arms looking at Josh, "You don't get a choice Josh." "Oh yeah? says who?" Josh had his grand victory smile on. That quickly faded when Tyler spoke up. Tyler's face turned into a innocent pout, "Says Daddy's little whore." Tyler had gotten good at playing his innocent face and words together correctly. "Please? Daddy" Tyler slightly tilted his head left. Josh's mouth dropped again. He quickly shutted it and played his poker-face "I'm not doing it." Tyler smiled carefully planning his every move. He wrapped his arm around Josh's neck, "I think you will." Tyler whispered in Josh's ear. Josh barely noticed he was slowly slipping into Tyler's innocence. "I won't." Josh started off kissing Tyler's cheek to his mouth then his collarbone. "Mhh, Daddy." Tyler moaned out for Josh to keep going. Josh wasn't processing anything that was happened. He snaked his arms around Tyler's waist, "I won't" this time it was a whisper.
Josh shook his head and walked a few steps away from Tyler, "I said not while your vulnerable. Your in a time of need because we split for 8 days." Josh was right Tyler was extremely vulnerable especially towards Josh.
Tyler whimpered, "But Josh don't you love me..." his voice was small, but Josh still understood him. Josh got quiet and threw off his shirt, snapback, and shoes then layed in bed. He pulled the covers over and patted the empty spot next to him, "Come here." his tone was sympathetic. Tyler climbed in next to Josh and felt hold him like they do when they sleep together. Josh whispered in his boyfriends ear, "I do love you. Your mine nobody else can love you like I do. Tomorrow let's do something together." Josh then cuddled Tyler. Tyler blushed feeling Josh breathe down his neck, "I love you too, Joshua Dun." Josh knew Tyler was serious. Josh slept with Tyler after showing him affection with some kisses and tickling Tyler. When Tyler woke up he didn't feel Josh next to him, "Probably living room." Tyler mumbled. He looked at the time, "2:27..." he laid in bed laid in bed for a few minutes then got up. Josh was on the couch. Apparently passed out watching movies a few hours after he got up. Tyler opened the door and saw Josh's feet. He slowly came closer to sleeping Josh. Tyler thought his face was so cute he poked his cheek and Josh giggled in his sleep. Josh woke up and looking at Tyler, "...What the fuck are you staring at." Tyler laughed, "You silly."
Josh watched Tyler sit against the couch watching some movie neither recognized. Tyler's face had a bright smile it's funny how he remembers just 7 months ago he liked girls and ended up with Tyler.
But he doesn't care. He just cares about Tyler.