Holding Onto You
After an hour of Debby saying how good Tyler was and pampering Tyler with snacks
They were whispering and laughing together and playing never have I ever.
He was getting close to Debby too close for Josh's liking Tyler had his legs on Debby's lap and Debby's hand was dangerously close to Tyler's crotch.
Jenna was all over Josh, but Josh doesn't go for girls so he pushed her away.
Tyler switched spots with Debby making him even further away from Josh, Debby had her head on Tyler's lap and fell asleep like that.
"Isn't she cute sleeping, Josh" Tyler asked smiling.
"Yeah I guess..." He replied depressingly.
Tyler didn't notice Josh left the room nor cared he was too busy with Debby and Jenna to pay attention to his friend Josh.
Until Blurry rudely interrupted Tyler's thoughts became more sad, vivid, crazy.
His mind went racing with thoughts beyond normal he tries to ignore it when it happens but if never goes away.
Josh came back with a glass of water and noticed Tyler staring into a wall his eyes looked fearful, his eyes never blinked.
There was a thin line between blurry and reality right now reality was getting it's ass kicked.
Jenna left the room after seeing this it freaked her out.
Tyler's imagination went further he started clawing his face and neck "Not today..." he spoke with a entirely different voice...because it wasn't his voice.
Blurry was Tyler, Tyler was blurry.
"Hey Tyler something bothering you?" Josh asked his eyebrows furrowed as he put his glass down.
Blurry was seeping out into his lungs preventing Tyler from speaking to Josh, his mouth slightly gaped open but nothing came out.
Josh walked over to Tyler and sat in front of him, "Tyler?" He asked .kn hope of a reply.
Tyler saw Josh's face and snapped out of it, "Hey Josh what's going on"
Josh gave him a strange look and rubbed his thumb on Tyler fresh claw marks.
Tyler winced and pulled his head back avoiding Josh's touch, "Don't that hurts!" He whined.
"Why did you do that to yourself" Josh hugged Tyler tears freely fell from his eyes.
Tyler knew exactly why, blurry told him to.
"I don't know..." Tyler lied to Josh instead of telling him to he's crazy.
Josh nodded understandingly, then he hugged Tyler, his tears stopped.
Tyler started thinking again [Some days I don't even trust myself, so don't listen to my screams they might be blurry playing tricks on you because we sound the same were behind the same face...Josh]
Tyler was crying at this point he's alone to fight blurry by himself.
Tyler felt loved all night Josh held him in his arms and let him cry and sleep happily next to his side, before he fell asleep he heard Josh's voice whisper something in his ear.
"I'll never let you go Tyler..."