He Still Loves Me... The Signs Are There
To say that I wasn't nervous was an understatement. I was freaking out on the inside but outside, I looked like the same ugly person. Levi wouldn't suspect a thing.
What if he brings me to his place, seduces me (because lets face it, Levi is 34 and fucking hot as fuck!) then kicks me out with a "It was a one time thing bye." Though I doubt he would do that, not with everything we have been through together. I still have my doubts about this whole thing with Levi coming back thing.
Even though im nervous, I cant help but be excited. I never been to Levi's place before obviously so this should be fun, just chilling with Levi and hopefully watching netflix on his couch... if he has one, this guy has weird tastes in furniture.
"So Eren..." I hear Levi's voice break into my thoughts. I hum in response.
"Say something dammit im dieing over here!" He chuckled. I looked at him and couldnt help but think 'God I love this side of him.'
"What do you want me to say?" I shrug my shoulders innocently.
"Anything... ok remember the time when you first introduced me to Mikasa and Armin?" He asked. I gasped with a smile on my face.
"Yeah, she wasnt so happy about that but Armin was a little more... 'calm'." I looked at him.
"Little bit calm? He was calm the whole time what do you mean?" He asked, looking at me with confusion in his eyes.
"Yeah about that..." I trailed off. He growled and pulled my hair playfully.
"You little shit tell me." I laughed. I smacked his chest, though I doubt it bothered him with how hard his chest felt under his close... Eren dont think about it, dont think about how hard his chest is.
"Keep... your hands to yourself mister" I say while escaping Levi's one armed hold. Fixing myself while playfully glaring at Levi. "And eyes on the road pervert!" Levi smirked.
"What I cant help myself you're beautiful." I looked at him and blushed from his small smile and soft expression.
"... Armin had texted me throughout the time you were meeting my friends..." I muttered while looking away.
"And?"
"And he thought you were a serial killer..." I smirked and he frowned.
"A serial killer huh?" I nodded as he returned his gaze back on the road.
"... You would be one hell of a sexy serial killer though... I would do anything you wanted of me." I said in a low voice that I knew drove Levi crazy. I was attempting to lighten the mood because I felt that my previous statement had offended him and offending Levi never ended good.
"... yeah exactly." I looked at him and he looked at me with his signature smirk.
"Oh damn you.... you old fart." I said, huffing and looking out the passenger window.
"Hmm well im not that old babe."
"Whats with the confidence huh?" I asked, all the sass in my voice.
"Oh but im always confident... hmm well maybe you just bring it out of me." He looked at me and I mumbled something under my breath.
"What was that?"
"I said you overconfident bastard."
"You're cute when you blush..." I glared at him and he just smirked with a low chuckle.
"Eyes on the road mister or you'd get us both killed for being to confident!"
"Yes your majesty." I growled while he out right laughed, saying something that sounded like 'You're too adorable.'
"Fucker..." I hear him chuckle before the ride becomes silent.
The silence was rather comfortable to say the least. I allowed my thoughts to wonder back to what I was thinking about before Levi brought me out of it.
Does he still love me? -Of course he does. Why else would he go through all this trouble to earn your trust back?
Well this could all be a joke just to get a laugh out of it- Bullshit and you know it! You know Levi wouldnt fall for the same mistake twice.
Maybe he's changed. Maybe he just became more heartless. Maybe he just hates me and...- Just stop it Eren. Nothing good will come of doubting and not trying. You just have to try before you can doubt.
... I guess you're right.- He loves you Eren, the signs are there.
Yeah...
"We have arrived my beloved." I hear Levi say as I argue with my self. I smile, hiding any negative emotion as to not worry him.
"Wow..." I gasp as I look upon the building Levi now lives in.
"Wait till you see my apartment." I nodded and smiled. As we walked toward the front doors to the building, Levi hands his keys to a guy in a suit.
"Who was that?"
"Oh he's the guy who parks the cars and protects the keys. I forgot what he does is called so I just call him the Car whisperer." I chuckle.
"You trusting a guy you barely know with your car... man you have change because the old you would have rather died than trust a stranger with your expensive car." I say as we enter the elevator.
"Oh yeah I was like that when I first moved here but... yeah I guess I became more trusting." I hummed in response.
"I can thank a certain brat for that trait..." I looked at him as he stared at me with a soft expression.
He used the old nickname he gave me...
"The honor is all mine." I muttered.
"Hmm..." He trailed off as the elevators came to a stop at his floor. The doors opened up, revealing an apartment that looked like a penthouse!
"Wow!" I gasped in awe.
"After you." Levi said, motioning me to enter his home.
"This is amazing..." I say.
"Feel free to look around, I'll get us something to drink." I hear Levi call to me as I walk toward his living room window.
I look back at Levi, who was preparing a drink and snack for the both of us. A fond feeling spread through my chest upon looking at him.
Maybe he does love me- He does Eren. The signs are all there...
I just have to look for them.