It was funny how my Semblance kickt in, every time one single lock of my hair got cut of
and in a moment where i needed it the most..... nothing happend!!! I was unconscious and couldn't
protect the one that i Love. When Sun told me that day she was running away again, my feelings were about
to destroy me from the inside. So much hate filled my entire body. not just for Blake, also for my inability to protect her
I thought about so many ways how i can get rid of this pain deep down in my heart. At first i wantet to
punch someone or at least something, but without my right arm i was so fucking helpless.
Then somthing came to my mind. Blake liked stories that were brought to paper... So I startet to let my emotions flow
on a little piece of paper * maybe my handwriting wasn't so pretty but at least i tried :)*
I was so happy, but now I am not,
because my anger is burning really hot.
So hot that the Flames will burn our House,
but no one survives, not even a Mouse.
I must get happy, but don’t know how.
Till then I will stay calm as for now.
Your disappearing may broke my Heart
and even tore our world appart
But as long as I know that you're near,
there is for me nothing to fear.
My Flames will guide you as long as you like
and next time i will land my strike.
Please stay save where ever you are.
I will wait for you my Shadow-Star.
One day I put this poem on the windowsill...the next mornig it was replaced with a little black Bow.
The Spark of Hope was still in me... but now it is more like a big blazing Fire