What Hurts The Most
“Mm Lex you have to stop doing that with your mouth.”
Muffled sounds comes from her girlfriend who continues swirling her tongue around the blonde’s hardening nipple.
They promised their friends they would refrain from having sex in their tent five feet away from the rest of the group. Too many times have their friends had to hear Clarke’s moans and Lexa’s gasps and whimpers while they were in the throes of passion. Ever since Clarke and Lexa got together about a year and a half ago, they became the epitome of a PDA couple. Nobody could really blame them, they were secretly in love with each other since they met at Clarke’s freshman year orientation where Lexa was a sophomore tour guide. It only took a little over a year and a drunken dare to makeout for them to finally own up to their feelings.
“Lexa I’m serious if we don’t stop now - oh fuuck!”
Clarke’s eyes rolled into the back of her head as Lexa’s teeth lightly grazed over the pink nipple still in her mouth. Her other hand meanwhile was working it’s way down to Clarke’s embarrassingly wet core.
Both naked as the day they were born. Both as turned on as ever to be in each other’s presence. Both sexually frustrated teenagers with raging hormones and unpredictable impulses.
Lexa releases Clarke’s generous breast with a loud popping sound. Smirking at her girlfriend she leans up to lock her lips in a heated wet kiss with the blonde. Clarke’s soft hands gently massage her modest breasts as the younger girl's hips buck up desperately in need of more contact.
“So you sure you want me to stop Princess?”
“Your mouth is going to be the death of me. We’ll have to be quiet so we don’t wake up the others.”
“When have we ever been quiet? Actually no. When have YOU ever been quiet?”
“There’s a first time for everything I suppose. Enough talking more kissing.”
“I thought I was the Commander here.”
“God Lex shut up and kiss me already!”
And that’s exactly what Lexa did and much much more all night. They ended up waking up half the group by the time they went for a second round. Lexa was right, Clarke never could be quiet. Their friends ended up making them move their tent to the other side of their campground for the rest of the weekend but that didn’t stop the smell of sex and sounds of Lexa and Clarke’s mixed pleasure from permeating through the air.
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“I still don’t understand how Clarkey can be so vocal. Like damn they don’t call you the Commander for nothing.”
“Raven can we please talk about literally anything else besides the sounds my girlfriend makes while she comes?”
“What about the sounds you make? Cause we hear plenty of that too.”
Lexa shot the young mechanic a playful death glare while the blonde wrapped in her arms quietly giggled, finding the whole situation rather amusing. When Lexa realized her girlfriend was laughing too, she directed her glare to her.
“Oh c’mon Lex! We ARE loud. And this isn’t the first time they’ve heard us.”
Octavia removes her lips from Lincoln’s to chime into the conversation.
“Yeah Lexa. If you didn’t want us knowing so much about your sex life, maybe try having sex in less public places.
“Well I can’t help it if you’re all attached at the hip to my girlfriend.” Lexa defeatedly mumbles. She knows she’s not gonna win this one. Truthfully, she doesn’t really care if they can hear her. But Clarke. She likes being the only one who’s ever heard Clarke climax. Well at least the only person who’s witnessed it firsthand (because everyone and their neighbors have probably heard Clarke deliciously screaming out Lexa’s name at one time or another.)
“You’re gonna miss us when you go off to the academy in a few months Commander.”
“You may have grown on me a bit Reyes.”
Raven beams at that. Lexa was a bit intimidating at first. Clarke and Lexa clicked right away. Lexa acted different around the blonde. She wasn’t as stoic and cold around her. She smiled with her eyes and laughed with no reservations. Still though, Raven and Octavia were hesitant the first few times she hung out out with them.
Lexa Woods was a force to be reckoned with. Her sophomore year she already was co-captain of the soccer team, not to mention the fact that she had a black belt and was absolutely gorgeous. Despite all this, she kept to herself for the most part. She hung out with a big brooding sophomore named Lincoln who already had a shit ton of tattoos at 15 and that was it. Until Clarke.
Soon enough, the groups melded together quite nicely with a few additions like Octavia’s older brother Bellamy, his girlfriend Echo, his best friend Murphy, his girlfriend Emori, and high school sweethearts Monty and Miller. That was the group. Now six of them were leaving for college at the end of the summer.
Lexa was planning to start the police academy in September so she was staying in Polis. Clarke was happy because selfishly that meant they didn’t have to try long distance. Clarke would have done anything to make them work, even if that included long distance, but Lexa wanted to stay in Polis. Polis was her home and she grew up wanting to join the force. Everything she ever wanted, she had right in Polis. There was no reason to leave.
Bellamy was also set to go to the police academy. To everyone’s surprise, Lexa and Bell grew close once the groups blended together. Lexa and Bellamy both appreciate order, have a deep rooted desire to seek out justice, and are eternally loyal to the people they love. Somehow, their friendship works rather well.
Murphy was going to Ark U a couple states away for marketing. He always had a nact to spin a story to his advantage so marketing and sales would be perfect for him. Monty was going to Ark U as well in their honors program for computer science.
Lincoln and Echo were going to Ton DC College across the country. Lincoln was majoring in philosophy and Echo in government. Both of the Blakes definitely weren’t happy that their significant others were going so far away for school, but agreed to try and make it work.
The band was dispersing for bigger and better things, but as most high school friends promise, they swore up and down they would remain in contact and as close as ever. But they were wrong. That camping trip for Clarke’s 17th birthday was the last group trip they ever went on. And for Clarke and Lexa, that summer changed everything.
7 YEARS LATER
“Alex sweetie go put your shoes on.”
Clarke was running late for her shift at the hospital. She’s been working as a nurse at Jaha Hospital for about half a year now. The hours are long and hard but she loves it. Once upon a time, Clarke wanted to be a doctor just like her mother. But life happened and becoming a teen mother definitely put a permanent pin in her plans of become a big bad trauma surgeon. Not that she would change her life for anything.
Her daughter is her life. It was difficult raising her while juggling school, but Abby financially and emotionally helped them out. Clarke took enrolled in Polis U online a year after Alexandria was born. The past few years were some of the most difficult and most rewarding of her life. She couldn’t have survived without her amazing support system: her mom, Raven, Octavia, Lincoln, Bellamy, and hell even Murphy (a surprise to everyone).
“Mommy can you tie my shwoes for me.”
“Of course sweetie. Sit down. Remember for next time it’s loop, swoop, pull.”
“Loop, swoop, pull.”
“Mhmm good job. Did you brush your teeth?”
“Yes Mommy.”
Alex looked down at her feet while she played with her fingers - a tell tale sign she was lying. God, she was so much like her mother. Whenever Lexa felt guilty about something, she would do the exact same thing. Alexandria may have never met her mother but she has the exact same mannerisms as her sometimes. It’s a bit scary.
“Oh yeah? Smile for mama.”
“Nooooooo.”
“Oh no huh? I’ll give you two minutes to go brush your teeth missy or I’ll tell Aunt Raven to drop you off at the hospital’s day care instead of letting you go with her to the car shop.”
Alex’s eyes widened at that as her little feet pattered down the hall to brush her teeth. Clarke’s daughter loved her Auntie Raven. She was so much fun and always stuck her tongue out at her mommy when she wasn’t looking. She was funny too, always playing little pranks. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Alex would go with her to the car shop where she would do her homework as her aunt worked on the cars and made funny jokes about all her customers.
“All done Mommy! See!”
Alex smiled wide and giddy with excitement to show Clarke her clean teeth.
“Alright good job sweetie. Let’s go. Mama’s late. Don’t forget your lunch box hun.”
The older blue eyed blonde and young brunette with piercing green eyes held hands walking down the street to the nearby elementary school. This was their routine. This was their life and it was a good one. A very important person may be missing from it, but that wasn’t anyone’s fault but hers.