When Two Worlds Collide...

ALEX POV

So Allie and Bati got out of jail because they made bail and they made a deal they will eventually have to go to court so they will get a lighter punishment, but we will have to wait to see what the judge says, but that means I will have to be there, and I will have to see Servando again which I really don't want to see him again, why can't he just stay out of my life? But if that means that he will be locked up for a long time then Logan and I won't have to worry about him for a long long time.

Today I am going to talk to Allie about somethings that have been bothering me lately.

So I told her to meet me at a coffee shop about two hours from Portland so we could talk, I am walking up to the door at the coffee shop. and I really am trying to think of everything that I need to say to her. There is so much i need to say.

I really don't know if I can trust her.

She did take my son...

I walk in the door and she has a smile on her face.

Why does she look so happy?

Does she think were going to be close like we were before?

She stood up then came in for a hug, but I pull back from her and she looks at me with a What? look

"So no hug?"

"Yeah not really"

"Look at you, I see you finally got your Jeep you wanted? Did you get a new Sugar daddy?"

I just looked at her with no emotion.

We go and order our drinks then after we got them we sat back down at the table.

"What's going on Alex?"

"Well I came here to talk to you about somethings that have been on my mind lately, and this is hard for me to say."

"Ok so you were my bestfriend and when I became pregnant you were there for me and you were there to help while I was pregnant then you helped me with Logan and you and him bonded which I was so happy about. But when I told you that Servando and I were having problems it was like you just took his side because he was Bati bestfriend. But I couldn't figure out why you would take his side over mine, but i couldn't worry about that. But the one thing that really hurt my feelings was when I told you that Servando was beating me and I only told you because I thought you were my bestfriend I thought I could tell you things in confidence, but you didn't believe me you would say maybe he was just drinking or had a bad day, but why would that be ok? It really wasn't but who was I suppose to go to when I would have a problem besides my parents? I thought I could come to you but that didn't happen. You probably didn't know I was so scared to face Servando when he was drinking. But the only thing that matter to me was Logan he was the most important person to me, so I did everything in my power to keep him safe and that involved me get hit more and more. But it got so bad when he put his hands on Logan I knew I had to get away from him because as a parent you have to protect your kids from bad people, it killed me that Servando was such a jerk he didn't care about his own son, and all Logan wanted was to have a father that care about him. So I decided that we needed a change and that is why I moved, and I just told my parents that I was moving out of the state."

"See Al you didn't tell me you were moving and in my eyes I thought we were bestfriends, and you also didn't tell me that you were jumped"

"Really how would I tell you that I got jumped I was on my death bed, I really couldn't call many people."

"Why would I tell you where I was moving too, you were far from being my friend"

I can feel myself getting piss talking about this but I have to keep my cool, I really don't want to start a scene.

"That is ridiculous Alex"

"You didn't believe me when I told you about Servando beating me, most people would ask me if I was ok or maybe take me to the police, no you didn't do that"

"Well Al if you knew that what he was doing was so wrong why didn't you go to the police?"

"Are you kidding? I thought he loved me and I really did love him and it was mainly for Logan I wanted him to know his father, I wanted Logan to have both A father and mother I thought that's what Logan needed but I came to realized all Logan needed was love."

"You will understand when you have kids"

"But I came to realize that I was a better friend to you than you were to me."

"That's not true."

"Yeah I think it is, because the first time that I slept with Servando which was my first time when I told you, you know what you said to me?"

"No"

"You said why?"

She starts to laugh.

"How is that even funny?"

"I mean you are basing our friendship on how I reacted when you first slept with Servando"

"No.. No I am not, if you want I can go through all the time you turned your back on me but I really don't feel like bringing up those memories. I just brought that one up because that was a important event in my life and I wanted to tell my bestfriend."

I was thinking to myself that I should leave, no I need to do this I want her to know everything.

"So I guess Servando wanted to know where my where about was so he went to you, and you went to my parents because you knew my parents would tell you because they thought of you as a daughter and they would do anything for you."

"Al I told you that I wanted to see you and I missed you"

"You didn't miss me until Servando asked you where I was because you never once called me back or anything when I moved to Portland"

"Alex you didn't tell me that you were moving to Portland"

"If you really cared about me like you did, didn't you think it was weird that you didn't talk to me, when we used to talk all the time"

"I just thought maybe you just wanted to spend time with Logan"

"Ok Allie!!"

"So why all those times that I would call you or text you when I moved to Portland you never could return my calls?"

"Because Servando told me that you moved to get away from me."

"First why would you believe him and if I wanted to get away from you why would I call you and text you?"

"Look Allie I really can't give you answers that would make you understand, I just believed Servando and everything he said to me"

"That's my point Allie why would you believe anything he said and not your bestfriend?"

I really just want to walk out of this coffee place, but no I need to finish everything I need to say.

"How do you think it made me feel when I told Logan that we had to move away from you because you were his buddy"

"So then Servando used you again to get to see Logan even though he isn't suppose to be anywhere near him, by getting you and Bati to kidnap Logan and you did, because he knew that Logan wouldn't run or scream if he saw you."

"Why would you do that?"

"Ok first he said that Logan wanted to see me, and also Alex he told me that he missed you and Logan and then he asked if I would pick him up from soccer practice."

" How the hell would he know anything about Logan??? he hasn't seen him in months. So no he doesn't miss us, Allie you are smarter than that"

"Ok so why would you have to wear sunglasses and put your hood on you?"

"Well I guess I didn't think that far into it"

"Really that just sounds fishy hey go pick up Logan and make sure no one see your face. ok Allie"

"Well when you put it like that ok ok I am sorry"

"Why should I forgive you or why would I want to be your friend again?"

"Well why won't you just let him see Logan? He is his father he needs a father type in his life, or are you going to be that person too. And Alex he said he misses you guys why don't you just listen to him and let him talk to you without jumping down his throat"

"You don't get it Allie I don't want Servando to see my son and I don't want Logan to be around him, and Also he knows he can't be around him so he is trying to find ways around that, he really needs to be in jail, and just so you know Servando was never a good father figure to him. I wish I never went to that party with you and then met, actually you know what never mind because I got the best thing out of that relationship a amazing son that I love to death and I wouldn't trade that for the world."

"I guess I will never understand your logic Alex, but you just need to let people in your life"

" I will be what ever I need to be for Logan and I have my parents and I have friends in Portland that are there for Logan and me"

"You should forgive me because we've been friends for about ten years, and plus I protected Logan from Servando from hitting him, and I also called your phone to prove and show where we were, I didn't have to do that, and if I didn't you wouldn't be with your child right now."

"Ok yes you did protect him, and you called my phone, which I thanked you for that, but you shouldn't of had to protect him because Servando isn't allowed around him, and you are the one that took my son."

"I told you that I was sorry."

"But sorry doesn't cut it, it does help the fact that I was scared to death that I wouldn't see my baby anymore, I just couldn't figure out who would take him from me, also what I did to deserve to have my baby taken from me, then it turns out that Servando just wanted to make me suffer, just to get a laugh, and he had my suppose to be bestfriend there for the ride."

"Alex when I found out that he might hit him and he was yelling at him I knew I had to do something. And just so you know that I took the hits from Servando for Logan."

"So now that it happens to you then you realize that Servando is a bad person but when it happen to me he was just drunk... ok Allie but you will still be his friend I really don't know what he has held over you that you have to stay friends with him."

"What is it going to take for you to just see how sorry I am?"

"I really don't know"

"But Allie you know what Logan thought that you were a good person, and he could trust you then when he found out it was you that took him, he was so hurt and he cried and he thought I was going to be mad at him because he thought he could trust you... how do you think that made me feel? Logan is five years old he just wants to be loved and care for he doesn't know better."

"Alex I feel real bad ok"

"It breaks my heart when he cries"

"Allie, Logan is my whole world and you know that he is the best thing to happen to me"

I was going to tell her about Tobin but she doesn't get to know anything about my life now.

"Allie I am happy in Portland I have a great job, Logan is doing great in soccer and we're making new friends, we are staying away from all the negative things."

"One day I will forgive you for what you did, but I will never forget what you did"

"You will have to prove yourself, but I really don't know why you want to be my friend so bad, but I will tell you something I will not be your friend if you are still friends with Servando, I know Bati and him are bestfriends but I just can't be around him or in the back of my mind have to worry if Servando is going to be there, or maybe someone tells him where I am staying at."

"Is it really that bad Al?"

"Yeah I am so worried that he is going to do something to him, which you can see that he wanted to kidnap him from me, I don't trust him"

I stood up and started to walk to the front door.

" Alright well I have to get going, I need to get home to see Logan."

"I guess I will see you around"

I just walked out the door, I am so glad I got that off my chest, I just don't know if I am ready to let her back in yet, I need to text Tobin

Lex: Hey babe

Tobs<3: Hey how did it go?

Lex: Tell you about it when I get home, I'm on my way home

Tobs<3: See you soon... be careful

Lex: What is Logan doing?

Tobs<3: He is running around with Ash, I think she is trying to wear him out.

Lex: should I go to Ash house or are you at the Apartment?

Tobs<3: we are at Ash's but we are getting ready to leave so just go to the apartment.

Lex: OK.

Lex: Aww tell Ash I said hi and tell Logan I will see him soon and also will you tell my sexy girlfriend that I miss her and can't wait to kiss her.

Tobs<3: She said hi, Logan said he loves you and your girlfriend said she can't wait to kiss you and make you moan her name tonight.. :)

Lex: :) I like where her mind is...

Tobs<3: only thing on her mind is the most beautiful women in the world, and her adorable son.

Lex: What did I do to deserve you?

Tobs<3: she is the lucky one. : )

Lex: Alright I have to get off here see ya soon.

Lex: Love you babe

Tobs<3: Love you too beautiful

I pull into the Apartment complex about a hour and half later, getting out of the car and started to walk up the stairs and the door opened and Logan came running towards me. I picked him up and gave him a kiss he wrapped his arms around me.

"Momma.. Ash got a new too of a shark like the fake one I got at the festival"

"She did?"

"Yeah. Toby and I went with her"

"She told me that I could name her too I named it 'Jaws' "

The way he is so excited to tell me about his day, I really won't get tired of that.

"You did?"

"Yup.. then we went to get a cheeseburger and some shakes...and we got you a cheeseburger too but we ate it for a snack"

"Wow sounds like you had a fun day"

"We did but we missed you tons"

"How much did you miss me?"

He stretched his arms out real wide "this much"

"Wow that's a lot well you want to know how much I missed you guys"

I stretched my arms way out. "This much"

"Woah!!!!"

I walk through the door with Logan still wrapped to me, I walked pass Tobin and gave her a kiss

"Hey"

"Hey beautiful"

Then she kissed me back

"Are you hungry?"

"Yeah I am a little hungry I didn't eat anything today"

"Well I am making dinner, some spaghetti and meatballs"

I put Logan down and he went running towards the other room.

"I'm about to run and take a shower"

"Hurry back babe."

"That was so good babe"

"Yummy Toby"

I just finished putting Logan to bed then I walk into our room to grab some clothes to change into for bed and then Tobin walked up behind me and wrapped her arms around me then kissed my neck.

"Babe everything ok?"

"Yeah I just don't know what to do about Allie"

We sit on the bed and she sat next to me then starts moving my hair away from my face, and rubbing her fingers up and down my face.

"What did she say?"

"She just doesn't get that it's hard for me to just forgive her, I know we were bestfriends but she took my baby from me"

"She thinks that since she protected Logan I should just forgive her"

"But I can't be her friend if she is still Servando friend."

"Babe I know you really needed to tell her how you felt and maybe she will realize that Servando is bad new, and I will support you with whatever you want to do, if you become her friend again I will get to know her, but if you don't forgive her till 10 years later that is fine too, I just want you to be happy but I know deep down that you miss her friendship you just have to trust her again and maybe things will change we will just have to wait and see."

The tears just fell down my face.

"I do miss her but even though she did protect Logan she was the one who took him and that is in the back of my mind, I just have to start to trust her again"

She wipes the tears away, then kisses my cheek

"I know trust is really important, and sometimes to regain trust it takes awhile, and hopefully if she really cares about you and your friendship she will wait."

She begins to massage my shoulder then starts to kiss my neck, I let out a little moan, she pushes me down on the bed and I pull her with me now she was hovering over me "you are so sexy and beautiful, I missed you so much today, I want you so bad" she just sent chills down my body her breathe was making me so hot. I lend forward and kiss her softly, the moment my lips touch hers she deepens the kiss with the so much need in just that one kiss. I just can't get enough of her kisses, She pushes me back down on the bed, she goes to straddle my waist, I am trying so hard to kiss her lips again I finally get to kiss her neck then she lightly pushes down on me now my heart is racing so bad I just want her so much. she starts to kiss my jaw line then she moves to my neck again, she bites my neck a little I let out a little moan and she does also then she starts placing open mouth kisses where she just bite down on. I can't take it anymore I grab her chin and pull her face towards me I kiss her hard but not to hard, I slip my tongue in her mouth she kisses me back we were fighting for dominance she groan into the kiss, I slipped my hands down to her butt and squeezed it and she bite my bottom lip. She pulled my shirt off then moved to kiss my shoulder and pulled down the strap of my bra she moved it down very slowly she finally pulled the bra off now she is hovering over my body she starts to kiss the skin around my breast she flicks and kisses my already hard nipple, now she is sucking on my nipple she kisses down to my stomach and starts to pull down my pants down my long legs she groans a little now she starts to kiss my inter thighs she starts to rub over my panties and I knows she I am wet. "Damn I can't wait to taste you babe" she takes her shirt off then takes her shorts off now were both just laying naked.

Tobin......please...

She pulls my panties down and she sticks her tongue into my sensitive area and I fell apart, she was twisting her tongue in and out, next thing I know she is sticking two fingers in and I let out a moan, she starts pumping in and out, she starts slows and picks up the pace, I feel the orgasm about to go through me, my hips begin to raise up and she pushing them down, she inserts another finger and next thing I know I let out.

T..O..B..I...N...

next thing was I am coming down her hand, I pull her up to my lip and gave her a kiss, I still can taste myself on her lips

"Wow!!"

"Damn babe"

"That was amazing"

"I can't get tired of your tongue"

"I love you so much!"

"My turn to return the favor"

"God I missed you"

"Damn!!"