I never have to see you again....
Alex POV
The next couple months went by fast I love being back at work except I miss spending all my time with Tobin and Logan but it is making our relationship stronger, she is back to work and sometimes we just see each other at night or in the morning but like I said it is making us stronger, we have a least a date night twice a week, sometimes Logan goes sometimes it's just us. But no matter how busy we are Tobin and I go to every Soccer game of Logan also try to make it to his practice, So we are making it work.
Well Tomorrow is my court date, So I am gathering all my police reports, and hospital bills from when I was beating up by Servando, also grabbed the court order for the retraining order, I am a little nervous but Tobin has been there by my side helping me trying to calm my nervous down.
"Babe it is going to be ok"
"I know but I just don't want to see him, and this is going to be the first time I see him since I got the retraining order"
"Well I will be there"
I walked over to her and gave her a kiss
"I know and I am so thankful"
"But babe I am going to have to relive everything he did to me and Logan"
She wrapped her arms around me and kissed my neck.
"I know it will be hard, but it's for the best and you wont have to worry about Servando"
"Just think about Logan and how happy he will be that he wont have to see Servando"
"Yeah you are right"
"What if Servando lies?"
"Babe the judge will know if he is lying and you have proof with the police reports and he hospital bills"
"But he has had the same job for 10 years, I haven't"
"Babe you have been back to work for a month and Syd is going to be there and she will tell them how great of a worker you are and if they ask why you weren't working for months then you will have to tell the Judge what happen"
I started to cry
She walked up to me and wiped the tear away from my face
"Lex you are so much stronger after that day, and you know it's going to be hard, but just remember I will be right there, your parents will be there for you, we support you no matter what"
I am finally calming down, she is right this is the best thing for me and Logan, I want everyone to know what a jerk Servando is and what I had to go through...
I really don't know what I would do without Tobin
The next morning we were all getting ready, we finally make it to the court house and Logan was put in a side room, because he wasn't allowed to be in the court until the judge calls him in to ask him some questions by himself.
So my parents just got there so they sat right next to Syd, HOA, KO and Tobin in the first row right behind where I was sitting with my lawyer.
I look over and I see Servando in a nice slacks and nice shirt, I have never seen him dress like that.
I am getting a little nervous then Tobin walked up behind me
"Babe it will be ok, just stay calm"
(remind you I really don't know how this goes but I will try)
The judge comes in and we all stand.
"You may be seated"
We all sit down.
"We are here for the Custody Battle of Logan Morgan"
Miss Morgan what is your financial status?
"Well you honor I am working a full time job and I have been working there for about a year, but I had to take some time off, but I have been back there for two months now"
"Miss Morgan why did you have to take time off?"
"Well your honor I was in the hospital because I was mugged walking home from dinner with my son"
"Maam I am sorry to hear that"
"And while you were in the hospital Did Mr. Carrasco take care of Logan?"
"No Sir"
"My friend Tobin Heath and my Parents looked after him"
"Because that Bitch didn't tell me she was in the hospital"
Servando just started to talk
"Sir sit down now!!! I did not ask you to talk"
Miss Morgan what custody arrangement are you seeking and why?
"I am seeking sole custody of Logan"
"I really don't trust my son with his father"
I am really nervous but I look over towards Tobin and she is whispering
"You got this... stay strong"
"Why Maam?"
"Well your honor when I was with Servando his used to be very abusive toward me and Logan"
"He used to hit me, and he ended up hitting Logan also, he sent me to the hospital and I also had to make police reports to prove it"
I hold up the packet of papers, the cop walked over and grabbed them and handed them to the judge.
He was looking over the papers for about 5 minutes
"Mr. Carrasco why do you think it's ok for you to hit Miss. Morgan or your son?"
I really didn't think he would ask, I didn't think that would be important.. wait yeah it would
"Well your honor I was a little drunk."
"So you are telling me that when you get drunk it's ok for you to put your hands on a female?"
"No your honor"
"So help me understand why you thought it was ok for you to put your hands on Miss Morgan"
"I don't know"
"So if you don't know who knows?"
"Mr. Carrasco so if you had a daughter and her boyfriend was drinking and he hit her would that be ok?"
"No I would kill him"
"But you for some reason thinks its ok to hit females"
"Look I was drinking I didn't know what I was doing"
"Ten times?"
I kind of start to chuckle because Servando is looking like a fool
"She probably said something to make me mad"
"Well we are going to get back to that"
"Mr. Carrasco why do you think you should have custody of Logan?"
"Well I love my son very much and I want to be in his life and his mother won't let me be, I want my Logan to know his father"
"How is your communication with the child's other parent?"
"Well I actually have a retraining order on him, so he can't be less than 100ft from me and Logan"
"Miss Morgan has he tried to contact you or has he tried to come around you?"
"No"
"Mr. Carrasco how is your current financial situation?"
"I have been working at my Job for about 10 years now I live with my parents right now in California"
"Why with your parents?"
"Well I am looking for a two bedroom apartment"
"So Miss Morgan was living in California and now she moved to Portland?"
"Yes"
"Miss Morgan why did you move to Portland and take Logan away from his father?"
"Well like I said before I had to get away from him and I had to protect us, I was tired of getting beat up and I was tried of him hurting my son, so I wanted a change and plus I got a new job and Logan got into a Soccer camp here"
"Did you tell Servando that you were leaving California?"
"Yes I told him I was leaving California but I didn't tell him where I was moving to because I didn't want him to find us, I was trying to protect us"
"See she took him from me"
"SIR.... I told you to stop interrupting us"
The judge was looking over some more papers
"HMMM"
"Mr. Carrasco you are not on the Birth certificate?"
"no"
"Has Miss Morgan ever ask you for money?"
"NO"
"Have you every tried to give her money"
"No"
"Mr. Carrasco why have you not tired to give Miss Morgan money for Logan?"
"Well she never asked"
"Sir you have some responaibity with having a child"
"If she doesn't tell me how would I know?"
"Mr. Carrasco It comes with having a child"
"Miss Morgan and Mr. Carrasco I am going to ask you guys to go into separate rooms, I am going to talk to some witness and then to your son, I will come get you guys when I need you guys"
I walk into this room, and I am just sitting there.
Logan POV
"Mr. Morgan"
"Hi"
"Hi"
"I am going to ask you a couple questions ok?"
"OK"
"Whats your Name"
"Logan"
"Your Age"
"Five almost six"
"Why do you like living with you mother?"
"because she makes me feel safe... and she is my bestfriend"
"Why don't you want to live with your father?"
" Because he's mean.. he made my mommy cry.. he made me cry too.. he made me purple, and he made my mommy purple"
"Do you like it in Portland?"
"Yeah my mommy is happy here, away from my daddy"
"When your mom was in the hospital did your dad take care of you?"
"NO"
"Who took care of you?"
"Tobin did, also my Nana and Papa"
"Do you go to school?"
"Yeah kindergarten, I also play soccer"
"My momma takes me to the dentist and to the doctors"
"Thank you Logan"
I just smile at him
Alex POV
I've been sitting her for awhile now, wonder who he is talking to?
Tobin? Mom? Dad? Logan? Syd?
"Miss Morgan the Judge is ready for you"
I am so nervous but when I walk in I see Logan sitting on Tobins lap, I smile at him and he waves his little hand
"Miss Morgan I want to tell you that you are doing a great job raising your son, I have done these battles tons of times, and this time I think this was the easily one to make my decision, I can tell you love your son and your son loves you, you have a steady job, and your boss said you are doing a wonderful job and you have transportation, you have a apartment that is perfect for you and Logan"
"Miss Morgan come her please"
I walk towards him
" Miss Morgan what you went through when you moved to Portland I could not image how that feels but I can tell it made you stronger and you have been raising your son by yourself, well with the help of your friends and your parents, You should not be ashamed of anything in your life, you are one strong women and the fact that you moved away from Servando, you were protecting you and your son, some women can't walk away, and they stay with the people that are abusing them, so hold your head up maam"
"Thank you"
Then he motion for me to go back to stand by my lawyer.
SHIT..... here goes....
"It is my honor to grant you Miss Morgan Sole custody of Logan Morgan"
I fall to my seat and start to cry and the Logan came running towards me and jumped in my arms.
"I love you momma"
"I love you too baby"
Tobin gave me a hug and whispered
"I am so proud of you and I will kiss you later"
"Mr. Carrasco you don't deserve to have kids, because you can't control your temper because you think it's ok to hit females or little kids, and I don't trust you with Logan it is my job to protect child and that's what I am going to do, maybe later on in life you could have kids but I recommend you to get some help with your Alcohol problem and maybe you should go to anger management classes, and I am going to tell you one more thing if I ever see you in my court again or I find out that you hit a female or a child again, mark my words I will make sure you burn in jail"
(once again I really don't know how everything in the battles go)
I looked over at Servando and I realize I will never have to see him again and Logan will never have to see him again...
I am so excited, I am talking to my parents and they said they were going to take Me, Tobin and Logan out to lunch, to celebrate
So we get to the restaurant, and I look at Logan and he is smiling at Tobin and my Mother and Father, I just can't stop smiling.
I really don't think the day could get any better..
TOBIN POV
So the next month everything was going great with Alex and I so tonight Alex and I were going on a date, so Logan was staying with Ash and Ali for the night.
After dinner we were walking around the beach holding hands, just listening to the water, feeling the sand between our toes
"Tobin I want to thank you for being by my side through everything"
"Alex it's no problem I would do anything for you"
We stop and she grabbed my chin and put her lips on mine and we started to make out, she pulled away
my heart...
"Will you dance with me?"
I just looked at her, I could be more in love with this women
"To show you how much you mean I will sing while we dance"
I put my arms around her waist, while she put her arms around my neck
The she began to sing.
When the sun had left and the winter came
And the sky fall could only bring the rain
I sat in darkness, all broken hearted
I couldn't find a day I didn't feel alone
I never meant to cry, started losing hope
But somehow baby, you broke through and saved me
She kissed my lips so I kissed her back
You're an angel, tell me you're never leaving
Cause you're the first thing I know I can believe in
"I'm never leaving you Alex"
"I believe in you Tobin"
You're holy, holy, holy, holy
I'm high on loving you, high on loving you
You're holy, holy, holy, holy
I'm high on loving you, high on loving you
"I love you so much Tobin"
You made the brightest days from the darkest nights
You're the river bank where I was baptized
Cleanse all the demons
That were killing my freedom
Let me lay you down, give me to ya
Get you singing babe, hallelujah
We'll be touching, we'll be touching heaven
"I love you too Alex"
You're an angel, tell me you're never leaving
Cause you're the first thing I know I can believe in
"I will never leave your side"
You're holy, holy, holy, holy
I'm high on loving you, high on loving you
You're holy, holy, holy, holy
I'm high on loving you, high on loving you
I don't need the stars cause you shine for me
Like fire in my veins, you're my ecstasy, you're my ecstasy
You're holy, holy, holy, holy
I'm high on loving you, high on loving you
You're holy, holy, holy, holy
I'm high on loving you, high on loving you
"You make me so happy when I am with you"
You're the healing hands where it used to hurt
You're my saving grace, you're my kind of church
You're holy
As she finishes the song we are still dancing just staring at each other with fire in our eyes, I grab her chin and plant a sweet kiss on her lips, then whisper
"I want you so bad"
"You are so hot and your voice is so sexy"
I say as I start kissing her neck with open mouth kisses and rubbing her back, and I can see the goosebumps on her neck.
"Lets go home"
Damn I want her...
She doesn't have to tell me twice.
She grabs my hand and walk to the jeep, we make it to my apartment and right when we walk into the apartment Alex is slamming me against the wall, I pick her up and she wrap her legs around my waist, I put my hand under her shirt so I start rubbing my hands up and down her back, she starts kissing my neck, "Take me to our room" We make it to our room never leaving contact with each other. I lay her on the bed and she pulls me down with her, I am laying between her legs as we are making out, I pull my self up and I straddle her, I look down at her and I take my hand so slowly to lift her shirt off, I throw the shirt to the ground, I look down at her body I am just staring at her.
"Damn you are so beautiful"
She pulls me down into a kiss,
"Do you want this" I ask
She nods her head
We are laying on my bed moving our hips together I move from kissing her mouth to start kissing down her neck to her collarbone she let out a little moan, I move to take one of her breast in my mouth while I am rubbing the other one with my hands, she has her hands in my hair
After I spend enough time one the first breast I move to the other breast and spend the same amount of time of that one, I move to start kissing down her abs kissing all over her stomach I make my way to her inter thigh
"please Tobin" she gets out in her raspy voice
I make it to her sensitive area and I can tell her panties are soaked
"are you wet for me lex" I whisper to her
"Tobinnn please"
I grab her panties and I hook my fingers and start to pull them down her long legs, I throw the panties to the ground, I was so turned on trying to tense her I couldn't take it anymore I needed to taste her.
I finally make it to her sensitive area and I stick my tongue in and start twisting it around, Alex pushes my head closer to her sensitive area, I can feel all her juice on my mouth and she keeps pushing her hips up closer to my face, I stick two fingers in and start to pump in and out, I start off slow and I pick up my pace
"am I hurting you?"
she shook her head no
"Fasterrrrrrr"
I stick another finger in and continue with the same speed, I am pumping in and out and I can feel her tighting up around my fingers and that just made me keep going, her body now was wiggling, her hands were on my back digging in, but it is just making me keep up the speed
"I'm going to cum"
"just let it go babe"
Next thing I know she is coming down my fingers, her body is shaking
heavy breathing, moans, my name coming off her lips
"TOBINNNNNNNN"
"SHITTTTTTTTTTT"
"Fuckkkkkkk"
That is so sexy
I still have my fingers in as she is calming down, as I take my fingers out, another stream came down my fingers she grabs my face and we put our heads together and she kisses me
" I wanted to taste myself on your lips"
"Damn you're so sexy"
She grabs my hand and takes the fingers that were just inside her and licks my fingers every inch of my fingers
I moan because she is turning me on by licking my fingers
DAMN.....
"Wow"
"Wow Indeed"
I lay down and I pull her with me, she is laying next to me
"Tobin I love you so much"
"Alex I love you more than anything"
"Tobin I have to return the favor,"
I pull her face to me I can see the desire in her eyes
"Babe it's ok, I know you will"
I really don't care about that right now I am just glad I could show her how much she means to me.
We are just laying there she is cuddling my side rubbing her fingers on my stomach and she all of a sudden gets up and starts to straddle me, I am getting really turned on because she is straddling me naked, she lends down and starts to kiss me, she then moved to my neck she grabs my shirt and pulls it over my head never breaking the kiss, she grabs my hands and puts them above my head
"don't move them"
she starts kissing down my neck to my stomach, she is kissing every part of my body, she makes it to my shorts and she start to pull them off a very slow pace, I try to help her,
but she stops me
shakes her head
"keep you hands there"
Shit...
She finally pulls them off and she is rubbing her hand over my underwear, I know she can tell I am wet, shit I was still wet from when I went down on her, she pulls my underwear off and starts kissing my inter thigh kissing everywhere but the place I want her to be
"Alex.... please"
She all of sudden makes it to my sensitive and sticks her tongue in my folds, she is twisting her tongue around, I so badly want to touch her, when she sticks two finger in my folds as she continues to twist her tongue, sticking her in and out of my folds all while she is pumping her fingers in and out a good pace.
"LEXXXX"
I am about to explode, my legs are shaking shit my whole body is shaking, next thing I know I am coming down her fingers
SHITTTTT
"LEXXXXX"
I pull her up towards me and I kiss her I can taste myself on her lips
"Lex that was amazing"
"Babe was that ok"
I look at her and she still have fire in her eyes
"That was great, the things you do with your tongue was just great"
She got a smirk on her face
"I am glad I wanted to show you how much you mean to me"
Damn
"Lex I can't wait to make love to you again"
She climbed on top of me
"Well you don't have to wait any longer"
Shit she is so sexy
Well Round two and three were probably as great as the first round if not better. we final passed out after we were too tired to think.
I keep falling more and more for this girl..