Was I too unfortunate to have known her?
Her cherry pink lips
Her sweetness and my,
My... Wickedness, if so my peers would describe if they had the nerve to face me
But she... She was so lovely
I didn't deserve her, truthfully
So tender and kind
At least at the start
Who would have known, who would have known
Liar, she said
Traitor, he echoed
And I am, aren't I?
To have abandoned them
To have abandoned her
My dearest Ruruka
My darling Andou
Why her? Anyone else, but why her?
So she hates me, my love
And he as well, my friend
For sparring their lives I am met with distain from them
From all others
I can see it in their eyes now
They sneer at me
They whisper
No, no I am not their main concern
I am not their target
But her
Her and him
They jeer, they stare, they accuse
Perhaps their hatred
Their distrust
This is what will end us all
And yet here I lay
Sleepless again
Watching for our undoer
And I see her sleeping there
Resting her head on his shoulder
Far from my hold
Far from the weight of my wrongs
If only my shoulder were his
The clock rewound to that day
To hold her in my arms and tell her all I wanted to since we were girls
To feel her arms around me
To tell her
But now I am left here lying
With the body count rising and soon
All eyes on me
All glares in my direction
And her sour tongue to drive the last nail into my heart
Perhaps then I could stop loving her
Perhaps then I could move on
From the torment of the battlefield that brought us here
Who would have known, who would have known