A/N
It’s been 6 years. I was 16 when i started this story. I’m now a 22 yr old adult lol. Sometimes I’m reminded of the things i wrote during 2016, believe me; this was the height of my y/n fics.
I fell out of undertale after I obsessed over it for like a year or two. The thought of getting back into it now, doesn’t appeal to me the way it used to.
i want to finish this. Perhaps i will do a short little ‘what was supposed to happen.’ Or maybe ill just write it all out.
I was going through my fics to see what people write on their bookmarks (I always write a lil something on the ones i bookmark). And i saw @imdeadlikeart and their words. They bookmarked it in feb of this year.
if there are people enjoying my fic now, then perhaps people would still like to hear what comes next.
I wanted to talk about where i was when i first started this fic, where i am now. And what’s going to happen.
i was 16 years old, i didn’t have a job. I lived in an emotionally abusive household, which just served to concoct a load of mental health issues i currently still deal with. At the time, i read all these reader fics, and decided i had to get my own out there. I wrote so many.. i finished like, one.
Anyways. Two years later, i graduated highschool and went to college. Dropped out of colllege to take care of my younger siblings and now i work, constantly.
I have so many ideas, constantly swirling around in my brain. And for some reason i feel determined to finish them all. But never start them.
Ill continue this story if i can find my notes on it. I’m pretty sure its on a flash drive that got lost two moves ago….
no biggie, i can go with what my mind has already been supplying thus far.
Ill write a new chapter soon, and this is solely for imdeadlikeart. I hope they know, i read their bookmark and the fact that they think this is good when i physically cringe at some of the inconsistencies. Is the only reason i feel i need in order to continue it.
I have placed some things in the story already that serve as a Chekhovs gun.
I will delete this A/N about a month after my next chapter gets out.
Thank you everyone that’s been reading this so far.
Thank you everyone that reads this in the future.
I have mental health issues, and no idea how to finish what i start. So my first step, will be by doing.
I love you guys, and think about this often.
Thank you.
- Jo