
Mistakes
Yuu had never slammed the door so hard in his life. He sunk to the floor wrapping his arms around his legs. He never let anyone see him cry anyone and the thought of someone like Mika saw the tears running down his face made him angry, furious even. “ You're so fucking stupid Mikaela Shindo. So fucking stupid…..” He sat there quietly sobbing to himself hearing his cries echo around the room. He didn't care if anyone heard him he just got his heart crushed. “ I really thought that I might've had something with you, but I should've known better.” He hugged his knees even tighter if it was possible.
Then he touched his lips, Mika's lips were so soft against his. Yuu had enjoyed it even if his first kiss was in vain which made him hate Mika even more. “ I swear from now on I'm letting no one come near me. Not even him.” Just then Yuu’s phone rang. He got up brushing his pants off and walked toward his night stand. He looked at his phone Shinoa’s name showing on the screen. He slid his finger over the call button before bringing it up to his ear.
“ Hey, Shinoa what's up?” Yuu tried sounding casual. “ Oh Yuu what's wrong?” Shinoa said worriedly. ‘ Damn she saw right through me.’ “ It's, it's nothing.” He scratched the back of his neck. “ Yuu even from here I can see you scratching the back of your neck, you always do that when you lie.” Yuu froze bringing his hand down feeling ashamed that he thought he could keep it from Shinoa.
He took a deep breath. “ I just had my first kiss.” Shinoa squealed on the other side of the phone. “ Is that why you sound sad because your head over heals for him that it pains you to be away. Tell me details tell me everything.” It didn't look like she was going to end her rambling soon so Yuu cut her off. “ It was just to prove a point!” Shinoa stopped talking obviously waiting for Yuu to explain. “ Look I called this guy a homo and he thought he could prove to me that he wasn't by kissing me, okay! Afterwards he told me he didn't feel anything! So there you have it.” Another tear fell down Yuu’s cheek. Shinoa at first said nothing.
Yuu was growing impatient at the silence that came over Shinoa. “ You need to get revenge.” Yuu almost gasped at how serious she sounded. “ What?” He said wiping his eyes. “ You heard me Yuu-san get revenge you did not deserve this shit! Your first kiss should be special not wasted like this! So you better stop your fucking crying and get off your ass and show that guy what you're made of! Your fucking hot use that to your advantage! Make that guy want you!” Shinoa finished breathing heavily over the phone. “ Well shit thanks for the pick me up Shinoa.” He chuckled at least he had friends in this line of work. “ And how do you propose I do that?” He leaned on the wall behind him.
“ Well I consider myself quite the smooth talker, but Mitsu says otherwise.” Shinoa giggled. “ Well if you ask me Shinoa, going up to somebody and saying “You're just like my little toe, because I'm going to bang you on every piece of furniture in my house.” doesn't always work.” Yuu heard Mitsuba say on the other side. He couldn't help, but laugh at the lilac haired girl and her girlfriend. “ Anyway Mitsuba is the one who knows her way around people, how do you think she got me?” A smack and “idiot” was heard over the phone before Shinoa handed it to Mitsuba.
“ Look it's not as hard as you think. It's actually pretty easy to catch someone's attention these days and from what I've heard is that you already have someone's eye on you.” She clicked her tongue. “ All you have to do is give him the cold shoulder and act like you're interested in someone else. Let him catch you in the act so that it'll burn him even worse.” Yuu flinched at that. He never would've done this if it was optional, but he hurt and if he needed revenge than that's what he's going to do.
“ Well if I need someone else as bait I think I already have them nailed down. The first day I was here I made Chess the receptionist blush, but even then I'm not good with the whole fake lovey dovey thing.” Mitsuba at first nodded her head in agreement, but then realized Yuu probably couldn't see her. Shinoa laughed at her before Mitsu gave her a kick in the leg. “ Yeah, we know.”
“Hey maybe we should call this operation: hook,line and sinker!” Shinoa said over the line. “ Wow, were not even going through with yet and you already have a name for it.” He shook his head. He heard grunting on the other side and the sound of a phone dropping on the floor. At first he was scared and didn't know what was happening until Shinoa picked up the phone. “ I'm still here Yuu.” Shinoa sang. “ Mitsu wouldn't give me the phone so I tied her to the chair.” His heart rate started going back to normal. “ Jesus Christ can you at least tell me beforehand I thought you were getting kidnapped or something!”
“ Sorry! Anyway you gonna do it or what?” Yuu gave it some thought before answering. “ Yeah, besides the jerk deserves it.” “Yaaaaaaay!!! Oh, also have you used “it” yet? I had it made especially for you, you wouldn't let me down right Yuu?” Yuu furrowed his brows at her question. “ What are you talki…… Oh My Fucking God my sex life has NOTHING to do with you!!!!! Did you really think sticking a dildo with the name cherry boy on it in my suitcase was a good idea. Mitsuba it's your fucking job to keep her in check so that she doesn't do these sort of things!!!” Shinoa was laughing her head off on the other side. “ Hey it's not my fault she did it without telling me!” Mitsuba replied.
“ Oh, looks like I'll have to go to the kinky section of the store then. Because it looks like you're into other things I had no idea Yuu, you really should have told me.” She faked crying. “ Don't you fucking dare Shinoa! I don't want to see any fluffy handcuffs in there or butt plugs you hear!!!” He yelled at her realizing how he had just made the situation worse. “ Ohoho, I didn't expect you to be so honest Yuu-san. Who knew you liked being handcuffed to a bed.” He blushed at the same time wanting to throw his phone across the room. “ Okay, that's enough now, why did you really call?” He said putting all jokes aside.
“ Well you see it turns out that you're going to need some backup on this mission after all.” Yuu could feel the smirk creeping up on Shinoa's face. “ Oh no please don't tell me…….” Yuu was deeply terrified to hear her answer. “ Yep! You guessed right Shinoa squad is coming to Nagoya! Better get ready bitches because we're coming tomorrow!” Then Shinoa hung up. “ oh fuck.” There would be hell to raise tomorrow and not just because Shinoa and the gang was coming. He placed his phone back on the night stand and flopped onto his bed.
Yuu didn't know what to make of things right now. His head was spinning because of earlier events and now that the squad was coming. He turned groaning into one of his pillows. “ grrrr what the hell I just...need some time. Yeah, sometime to sleeeep…..” Just like that Yuu fell asleep hugging a pillow on his bed.
“ Hah, looks like it worked.” The man chuckled while he watched Yuu. It seems that it really did work he put Yuu to sleep. With the push of a button Yuu willfully obeyed whether he knew it or not. Sure the man might have been limited to what motions he could do, but this was one of them. Yuu was somewhat under his control only until he finally broke would he be able to have full control, but in time that moment would come. “ Now, let's go outside I think you need some fresh air.” He made Yuu get up and walk over to the window that overlooked the beach. He opened it, using his arms to pull him up onto the ledge planting his feet firmly on the window sill.
He was met with a slight breeze and the sound of waves crashing against the shore. It was like riding a roller coaster where your going up, up, until you plunged down. Going faster and faster that's what Yuu did he took a step off the ledge, falling faster and faster he was mere inches from hitting the ground. Then time slowed as a pair of black wings emerged out of Yuu’s back. Yes, it was painful, but Yuu wasn't conscious so it didn't matter. He burst out over the ocean the sound echoing across the beach. He flew higher and higher until he was in the clouds. A few drops clinging to his skin the more he flew. Down under dolphins were jumping in and out of the water.
A triton of salt appeared out of thin air as Yuu was lowered. He came closer until he could reach out and touch the dolphins, their playful squeals sounding about. Then he struck one instantly turning it into salt. Than another and another until their song seized and what remained were just statues of what used to be. They slowly dissolved into the ocean leaving no trace of what he had done. The triton in hand he searched for more test subjects. “ Why don't we try something new?” The man mused while looking at a map where Yuu was located. The satellites nearby provided him with a visual on Yuu. It also helped that he had someone he won't mention put a tracker in him when he was asleep on his flight.
He saw a boat nearby nothing major just a fishing boat with a few men. “ They look promising.” He flew Yuu higher into the sky again and made him hover right over the boat. Down below the fishermen walked lightly chatting and smoking some cigarettes. One was hauling in a net filled with fish to the brim. That's when Yuu struck. He turned all the fish that was flopping in the net into salt. Confusion took over the crew when they hauled it in to inspect the fish an abrupt “ What the fuck?” was heard before he swooped down striking his first ever human and turning him into a pillar of salt.
Screams followed as the crew mates ran at him with fish hooks and guns in hand, but it did nothing they were all turned into salt. Silence fell upon the ship only the waves of the sea could be heard before he struck the ship as well. Flying off he watched as the ship dissolved along with its inhabitants. The man was about to take Yuu back because he would be waking up soon when he heard cries. He directed his attention back to the boat seeing items floating up here and there. A woman was swimming about holding onto something. He zoomed in on the screen to see a child. “ Aw isn't that nice. A mother with her child barely clinging to life. Let's finish them off Yuu.” The woman grabbed onto a barrel trying to balance herself and her kid, but it wouldn't work they both wouldn't fit. She saw Yuu fly closer to her, she was scared as her eyes grew wide realizing the situation she was in.
Then something bumped her leg and soon realized that sharks were circling them. She had no choice, “ Please! Please save her! Forget about me! Just let her live, kill me if you want, but she's only three!” She yelled hoping to get through to him and when he didn't move she shushed her crying girl and closed her eyes and hers. Yuu swung the triton up about to strike the woman with her child. Within the second he changed his direction and aimed it at the shark that was coming to attack her. She gasped in disbelief tears flowing down her face. “ What?!?” The man yelled. He kept trying to strike down the pair, but it didn't work. “ H-he’s awake!!!”
Yuu opened his eyes one colored black with a red pupil the other normal. He almost broke down at what he saw a mother and child so close to death and being ripped apart by sharks. He swooped in without even realizing what he was doing and picked them up. He just knew that he wasn't going to let them die. They clutched onto him as he gained more room between them and the ocean. He didn't know why, but he had guilt pooling in his stomach and couldn't help feel some regret. “ I-I'm so sorry.” Was all he could manage to strangle out. “ It's okay we forgive you, because well you did save us.”
He looked down at the little girl he clutched in his arms. She had fallen asleep in his hold curling up to contains some of the warmth she still had. He finally reached the other side where there appeared to be a local town just a bit further ahead. He landed softly hoping to not disturb the sleeping kid. “ I'm not sure I can accept your forgiveness it's just I feel bad, but I don't remember anything I did wrong.”
He looked at her confused. She returned the look frowning a bit and hesitated before speaking. “ We were out fishing my husband and his crew when, well you came out of the sky.” She paused as tears streamed down her face again. “ You struck my husband first and then the others, we hid hoping you wouldn't see us, but when the boat was gone we were left stranded.” She sniffled clutching tighter to her daughter.
“ I thought we were dead for sure, but then you opened your eyes and looked so heart broken.” She laughed a little. “ Then you saved us, she may not remember him, but he'll live on in memory.” She smiled at him. “ Of course I still hold this against you, but at least we're still here. So in a way Thank you.” She punched him in the face. “ That's for my family.” She shook her wrist, walking away until she was out of Yuu’s sight. “ He rubbed his cheek where she had hit him. “Damn, that's one good punch.”
“ Now how the hell do I get home?” He looked at his surroundings yet nothing stuck out as familiar. “ This should do it.” He repositioned a satellite letting him reconnect with Yuu. This time with stronger force Yuu was put back to sleep again. “ I think it's time we all head home, shall we?” He proceeded to fly Yuu back until he was safe and back in his own room again. “ This will all feel like a dream in the morning.” He stretched back cracking some of his sore muscles. Reaching over for his note book he scribbled in today's progress. “ Day 14, Experiment Yuuichirou Amane.” He crossed out his last name. “ Yuuichirou Ichinose.”
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Mika was frozen in place.
He probably didn't think what would happen after he went through with it, but he did not expect the guy to cry. “ How was I supposed to know he never kissed anybody?” He slumped at the thought. “ Hey stuff happens and you don't always get what you want.” Hell Mika lived by that rule. His first kiss and time weren't anything special he got drunk with his co workers and left later that night with a lady from the bar. She was nothing special just looking for a one night stand. That's the story of Mika's first he just wanted to get it over with. Also it wasn't like people had described it, he wasn't overwhelmed with pleasure, clouded with lust and every inch of his body on fire. He actually just sat there letting her ride him until she orgasmed.
Later she gave him a blow job because to his surprise he hadn't cum. That did the trick then she past out on the bed where as Mika got up showered and left. No note or anything left behind the shower had sobered him up from all his drinking so he was safe to drive. That was it sure he did it again from time to time with other girls trying to find what he was missing, but in the end he wasn't satisfied. Something didn't feel right he couldn't put his finger on it. The time came where he got curious and decided to search on google what might be wrong.
He should've never done that. He was forever scarred at all the information he read about sex, positions, toys, fetishes, kinks, and something even called tentacle hentai. He shivered how young he was when he read all of that. Now some of it made sense to him, but he was still disgusted by tentacle hentai. Also he clicked on a web link where it quizzes you on who you preferred woman or men? In the end it said he preferred men which made Mika angry and confused. That added fire to the situation he was in. Maybe he was gay? ‘ No, no that doesn't make sense! My parents weren't gay! I've only slept with woman!’
He realized he had been standing in front of Yuu’s door for quite sometime now. He probably looks like a stalker to passerbys. He headed back to his room the question still plaguing his mind. ‘ I probably, also did like that kiss.’ He blushed he hadn't conjured up any feelings for Yuu so technically he wasn't lying. But he did not want to stop kissing him. He wanted more, he wanted to stick his tongue in his mouth and feel around where no one else has, but Yuu was stiff and allowed no entrance. He couldn't help but feel attracted to him. “ And what was not to like?” His mind wandered back to that day when he saw him outside standing in the rain. Just in sheer bliss, enjoying the feel of the rain against his honey colored skin. Like no one else mattered in that moment, but Mika had noticed him.
Those big green emerald eyes looked at him and he looked back. He pictured kissing those lips again feeling Yuu bring his arms around his neck ruffling his hands through his hair. How warm Yuu would be when Mika wrapped his arms around his waist. He'd deepen the kiss sucking on Yuu's bottom lip, at the same time pushing him against the wall allowing no way to escape. Mika leaned on the wall for support in his room. His breath came in quick short pants, he opened his eyes his shorts suddenly feeling restrained. When he looked down he realized he gave himself a hard on. He was shocked at what he just thought of and that it gave him a hard on. “ Does this mean I’m gay then?” He palmed at the bulge in his shorts, just testing the waters and once again images of Yuu popped into his head.
He rubbed a little more feeling himself get hot and flustered. He pictured Yuu’s hands on, him at that point Mika couldn't take it. He dropped his shorts and underwear to the ground hissing when the cool air hit it. He turned to face the wall gripping the edge of the window next to him. He did small short strokes than going faster and faster, bringing his thumb over the slot wiping pre-cum over his head. “ A-ah!” He moaned thinking of Yuu giving him a blow job. He sped up his pace feeling his release. “ Yuu-chan!” With one last stroke he came into his hands. Seeing his cum drip down the wall, he collapsed on the floor. Trying to balance out his breathing, then it hit him. “ Did I just call him Yuu-chan? Wait so t-then I really do l..lo...like him?!?”