Vivid

Loving him was different, It was clumsy, exciting, and awkward to say the least. He could have stopped. The pain was enough to tell him to give up. But Getting to know someone else's body was interesting. At least to Levi, Having slept with a woman at first. Levis hands slid over every bump and curve of eren. Levi explored every part of eren that he allowed him to see. Nervous but excited, eren felt unseasy. His face burned brightly as Levi pecked the flesh near his hardened cock. It was a new sensation to eren. Having someone other than himself touch him was enchanting. He'd chuckle and freeze up whenever Levi would touch him just the right area. Feelings spurred within eren as Levi ate his supple ass. He shook and shivered with every lick and smack of his lips. Face down onto the sheets eren buried his face in embarrassment. He muttered a sentence weakly and tried to take it back. Soft moans and spilled sighs made it hard for eren to speak clearly.
"Are you alright?" Levi muttered.
"Just nervous."
"Then let's try something that will calm you down." Levi whispered. Eren could feel Levis weight lift from the bed. With a black sash in hand. Levi asked eren to sit up and close his eyed. Eren did so reluctantly and felt the silky fabric brace his eyes.
"Does it feel tight?" Levi asked.
"A little, nothing I can't handle." Eren replied. When he opened his eyes he felt oddly soothed by the lack of light.
"Do you feel better?"
"Oddly, yes. I mean, it's a little weird. But thank you for caring." Eren said, as his stiff body relaxed. Levis lips kissed the curve of erens neck. Goose bumps rose as levis teeth sank into erens tan skin. Not being able to distinguish levis next move. He was surprised by how mindful Levi was. It made eren restless and needy for more of his attention.
"Just wreck me already!" Eren demanded
"Well aren't you a greedy little shit?" Levi growled.
"I don't know, this... this is my first time. Levi I'm going insane, I just can't stop thinking of... Uhm... well.... your..."
"Hm? Did you lose your will?" Levi asked as he pulled erens head back.
"I'll remind you about who's calling the shots here." Levi stated.
"Yes sir." Eren replied excited by his authority. Eren adored being trapped like this by his lover. He felt something slip around his neck. A small snap and click indicated that it was a necklace of some sort. The pendant gave it away as eren felt it's ridges.
"What's this?" Eren asked blinded by the sash.
"It's a token of my affection. This states that you are and will be forever mine." Levi whispered into erens ear sweetly. Eren could hardly breathe. His heart nearly beat out of his chest. With no clear sentence in his head. He was filled with such pure emotion he could barely have control of his body. He nodded gleefully accepting levis offer. After levis proposal, erens mind went numb. They fucked like animals, skin clashing, teeth baring. Erens body felt as if it would break just from the moment Levi entered. The bed shook and the wall trembled as the headboard knocked against it. They fucked as if that moment had been their last. Having this moment meant the world to Eren and more. Feeling his strong body pressed against Levis was exhilarating. He felt safe, coddled and loved in his arms. It was heavenly to feel connected to someone in such a way. Being this close, this connected felt unreal and pure. The raw unfiltered emotion eren craved finally came through. Being bare and vulnerable to each other in such an act. Made eren believe they were the only two on earth.
after all was finished and done it felt like a dream. After caressing levis cheek, he had a longing and vulnerable stare. Eren noticed the scar on levis shoulder. It never dawned on him to ask where it came from. But upon further inspection, Levi was covered in scars. He wasn't the clear skinned beautiful man he thought. Instead, he was chipped, scarred and somewhat lost. It hurt eren to think of Levi in pain. Scenarios shot through erens mins wondering what Levi was like before he met him. No ordinary student would have this kind of life of constant work right?
"Are you alright?" Levi asked, after pressing his lips on erens forehead.
"Just fine, I'm checking to see if you're real."
"I am very much alive," Levi answered without any thought.
"It seems like you almost died." Eren replied running his fingers over levis scar.
"... I did, but that doesn't matter to me anymore. Dwelling in the past isn't worth it. Not when I can remember you in its place," Levi whispered.
"So what you're saying is... you'd come back to me?"
"even if I didn't remember you."
"Then can we make a promise?"
"Depends."
"Oh come on, I'm being serious... I did just give my virginity to you." Eren whined.
"I did as well."
"You're telling me you haven't slept with a man?"
"I'm as inexperienced as you, but that's what made it different."
"You're right," eren sighed contently. His thoughts fluttered toward a promise.
"Levi, will you come back to me."
"Only if you promise to come back to me. Even if you come to hate me."
Eren felt his heart flood with happiness. He nodded gleefully, The warmth of levis chest reassured eren. The lovebirds huddled together in a nest of warm blankets and low lights from the city. Up in the sky they truly felt untouchable. After closing his eyes, Eren drifted off into sleep. His dreams couldn't bring him the happiness he had when he was awake. Still, the sublime feeling waving through his body. Eren felt as if he truly found soul mate. However, the dreams of being with levi came to a bitter reality. Feeling the cool sheets and empty bed. Eren found himself alone in levis room. A dejected sigh escaped his lips as he rolled over to check the time.
"4 Am... where did he go?"