Desires
Ok, Lexa keep your cool. You can do this, just relax it was nothing. Apologize and move on. Lexa tries to talk herself down once she's in the living room after walking in on Clarke changing. I wasn't like she saw anything inappropriate per say, but what she saw didn't leave much to the imagination; which for Lexa was running wild with dirty thoughts of the blonde in the other room. She had just managed to throw together something resembling an apology as she sat down on the couch and exhaled deeply when she could hear said blonde walking down the hall to the living room. Her mind went blank as she saw Clarke again, those thoughts once again creeping into her semi-calm state; Clarke was wearing the pants she was putting on when Lexa barged into her bedroom and thankfully she was wearing a shirt now. Well not so much a shirt as a skin tight revealing tank top, Lexa knew she was in trouble since she didn't have anywhere else to go and now she had to look at Clarke all night wearing that; Lexa had a thing for adidas pants there was just something about them on other women that drove her wild.
When Clarke entered the living room she knew she looked good, seeing Lexa's expression a few moments ago in her doorway and the one she had on her face now just confirmed her self confidence. She saw Lexa take a big swig of her drink and lay her head on the back of the couch "Tired?" the blonde asked as she sat closer than necessary to the obviously flustered brunette. Lexa just nodded without opening her eyes "When do you have to be at work tomorrow?" Clarke was hoping it wasn't until later in the day.
"My first meeting isn't until 9." Lexa said "What is your class schedule like tomorrow?
Clarke smirked, she had a test that she couldn't miss but other than that it was just some lectures, a very light day "I have a test at around 3 in the afternoon but thats really it." The blonde grabbed the remote, hit the Netflix button, and started scrolling through the options available.
"Oh." was all Lexa said as she opened her eyes to look at the tv "So is that prison show really as good as everyone says it is?" seeing the icon that had been all over what little social media she had.
Clarke was confused for a moment before looking at where she was on the screen and realized what Lexa was talking about "You mean Orange is the New Black?" Lexa only nodded again. Clarke was shocked "Lexa! You've never seen it?! How is that even possible? You said you're gay right?"
The brunette chuckled again "Yes, Clarke I am gay and no I have not seen it. I'm not a big television watcher, I much prefer my books."
Clarke just gaped at Lexa before clicking play on the first episode "Well, you're about to. Prepare to be entertained." The blonde said with another smirk as she settled into the couch, moving minutely closer to Lexa in the process as the opening scene started playing.
Lexa was instantly thrown as the very first scene already had nudity and she regretted her decision to say anything about it, she was already worked up enough from seeing Clarke just a few minutes ago and now with the blonde so close to her. She could feel the girl's body heat radiating to her left and she took another hefty swig of her cider. Lexa reveled in the close proximity and the comfort she felt from Clarke, she missed having someone near, having someone to just be with. A small portion of Lexa's mind was telling her that she had built up her emotional walls for a reason and to not give in to the tantalizing woman next to her, but another much larger portion was telling her that the look she received earlier in the bedroom was almost beckoning her to do something like flirt with Clarke. Instead she just sat on one hand while the other was occupied with her bottle so that she kept her hands to herself and didn't make any other decisions she might regret. Locking her eyes onto the tv and trying her damnedest to focus on what was happening on the screen, she put her determined face on and listened to the warning voice telling her to protect herself.
Halfway through the episode Clarke noticed that her guest's drink was gone and wordlessly she got up and grabbed the bottle from the other girl's hand, letting her fingers linger for a moment longer than necessary. She came back a moment later with a fresh opened bottle and handed it to Lexa with a kind smile which was returned in thanks. When episode one finished she didn't immediately let the next one play and instead shifted so she was facing the brunette more than the tv, Lexa noticed and altered her posture similarly waiting in silence for Clarke to form the words she was thinking.
A moment later Clarke took a breath "So," she paused wondering if she should go on with the question running through her mind, she decided against it "what'd you think of the first episode?"
Lexa looked at Clarke for a moment, she could tell that wasn't what the blonde wanted to ask but let it go figuring Clarke would ask when she was comfortable "It was good, I can see the appeal of the show to everyone, I think before I form a solid opinion though I'll have to see more." Lexa took a sip of her drink before continuing "But not tonight, I'm not in the mood to watch tv I don't think."
Clarke got a sly smile on her face and she figured it couldn't hurt to flirt a bit "Well, what are you in the mood for then?" she said suggestively and then changed to a teasing tone "You want me to go back in my room so you can uselessly knock again before barging in?"
This earned a slight chuckle and a not-so-slight blush from the brunette "I'm sorry about that, Clarke. I don't know why I was so rude, I wouldn't normally do that."
"It's ok I didn't mind." Lexa's eyes seemed to darken a minuscule amount at the tone of Clarke's voice which made Clarke a little more brave. She scooted closer to Lexa "You didn't seem to either..." The blonde's eyes flashed down to Lexa's plump lips for a second before they shot back up to green orbs only to see that Lexa's eyes were focused on Clarke's lips as well; she took this as a signal and leaned in slightly, slow enough that Lexa had enough time to understand what was happening and back out of it if it wasn't what she wanted.
Lexa recognized the look in Clarke's dark eyes just before registering that the blonde was closing the distance between them at an incredibly slow pace; she knew what was coming and she honestly didn't know if it was what she wanted or not. Obviously Clarke was gorgeous, and they got along well, plus the blonde made Lexa feel safe for some unknown reason; that small part of her brain was telling her to run and protect herself but the stronger part was telling her that she was wanted and that she wasn't just imagining things so it was ok to give in to primal desires. The brunette went through an internal crisis in milliseconds about whether or not this was a good idea, she didn't want to lose Clarke as a friend but she realized that if she did go through with this it wouldn't mean losing her, maybe this would bring them closer; plus it wasn't like she was invested or in love with the girl so the opportunity to get hurt was low enough that the benefits out weighed the risk.
This final thought was what drove Lexa to finish closing the gap between the pair, just before she got to the other girl's inviting lips though she answered Clarke's last statement "No, I really didn't mind." And with that she closed her eyes and brought their lips together in a hungry kiss, it didn't start out slow, it wasn't full of intimacy, it was full of want and desire; the only feelings involved were that of a carnal desire.
Lexa brought her hands up, one cradling Clarke behind her head and around her neck to hold her in place while the other rested at the blonde's hip. It was all open mouthed kissing before Clarke sunk her teeth into the brunette's bottom lip eliciting a harsh intake of breath before she soothed it with her tongue, Lexa moaned at the other girl's welcomed intrusion and soon the kiss was getting heated to the point that they had to break to breathe. They didn't stop though as Clarke moved to straddle Lexa so she could get a better angle on Lexa's neck; sucking and kissing and biting a path down, being careful not to leave marks but hard enough to make the brunette moan And I thought her laugh was hot, holy shit her moans...
Lexa had her eyes closed and head tilted to give Clarke better access, she now had one hand buried in blonde locks while the other tightly gripped Clarke's waist where her tank top had ridden up, slowly she moved her way to grab Clarke's ass which made them both moan. Clarke leaned back to take her tank top off, it was over her head and thrown next to her in less than a second and as she was about to reattach their lips Lexa stopped her by putting a hand on her chest.
They were both breathing heavily but Clarke was concerned that she had crossed a line somewhere or misread something that the brunette beneath her didn't, in fact, want this. She had just enough time to freak out and was about to crawl off and apologize before Lexa spoke "Clarke, what does this mean?" Lexa asked once she regained control of her breathing and was looking into Clarke's blown pupils, her eyes looking much the same with only a sliver of green around the black pools.
"I'm stripping on top of you and you want to know what this means?" the blonde chuckled but stopped once she saw the look of vulnerability in Lexa's eyes and rushed to reassure her "It means whatever you want it to mean, I like you Lexa. I think you're gorgeous, I like spending time with you, plus I'm obviously attracted to you." Clarke paused for a moment assessing Lexa's eyes and the emotions running through them, she could tell the brunette was thinking hard "What do you want it to mean?"
This question could make or break the situation. They both knew it so Lexa took the time to actually feel and try to decipher her emotions and wants. Clarke knew she needed this time so she sat there patiently waiting while Lexa looked like she was solving a complex calculus problem. Finally Lexa decided "I'm not sure what I want either, Clarke. Although I should tell you, I haven't been with someone in months so I'm not sure if this is a primal need or something else." the brunette looked up into Clarke's eyes which revealed everything she was feeling, Lexa could register a comforting look behind the lust blown eyes of the girl on her lap "Do we have to know for sure right now though?"
Clarke smiled at Lexa as she leaned in slowly once more "No, Lexa. We don't, you're the one that interrupted my undressing to ask." she teased before she reconnected their lips for a slow kiss "We can figure it out tomorrow if you'd like." Lexa nodded quickly at that before lunging for Clarke once more and lifting her with ease, Clarke just yelped in surprise before wrapping her arms and legs around the brunette for support.
Lexa carried Clarke down the hall towards the blonde's bedroom, stopping every few feet to slam the girl against the wall and attack her neck with her mouth; eventually they made it to the bed in the correct bedroom and Clarke was thrown on it. She bit back a whimper at how hot the demonstration of force was and tugged her bottom lip between her teeth at the lustful look Lexa was giving her from above. The brunette lifted her shirt over her head revealing a black sports bra before she crawled up the end of the bed towards Clarke like she was stalking her prey; Clarke couldn't bite back the moan at the sight.
Lexa kissed her way up Clarke's torso, up her stomach, the valley between her generous breasts, and finally up her neck before connecting their mouths. Clarke had her head thrown back in ecstasy from the journey up her body, as Lexa ascended she wrapped her legs around the brunettes lithe frame to keep her close; when their hips were at the same level Lexa couldn't help the thrust down as she ground their centers together causing them both to moan. Clarke clawed at Lexa's bra and Lexa got the hint before helping her take off the supportive garment; the blonde kissed and nibbled her way down to Lexa's chest before sucking an already hard nipple into her mouth and scraping her teeth over the nub evoking the loudest moan yet from the woman above her.
After spending a satisfactory amount of time on each breast Clarke fluidly flipped them so that she was straddling Lexa's hips and grinding down onto her. Lexa reached up behind Clarke nimbly and skillfully unclasping the blonde's bra to reveal the most beautiful thing Lexa had ever seen: Clarke's milky voluptuous breasts. The brunette had always considered herself a boob-girl but now she knew she was a Clarke's-boobs-girl; she spent a copious amount of time admiring them and giving them the attention they deserved (although Lexa knew she would never feel it was enough) she moved on to place her hands on Clarke's hips playing with the waist band of Clarke's pants in a silent question while she also had moved back to kissing the blonde.
Clarke answered Lexa's question by hooking her own fingers in her pants, pulling them off along with her underwear, and throwing them across the room before doing the same to Lexa after getting the girl's approval and some help since they were in an awkward position to undress. With both of them completely naked they wasted no time exploring the newly revealed parts of the other; each had one hand move down between their bodies to the other's heated center. Before Clarke could make it to Lexa's, however, the brunette flipped their position so she was once again on top; holding the blonde's hands above her head with one and she moved the other down the girl's body at a torturously slow pace that had Clarke bucking her hips in search of anything to give her the much needed friction only to find nothing there.
Lexa got an evil smirk on her face before stilling her hand at Clarke's hip and leaning down to make a trail up the blonde's neck on her way to her ear, the brunette bit the lobe lightly causing Clarke to make a high pitched needy moan "Someone's very eager." Lexa husked in Clarke's ear, all she got in return was a whimper. Putting the blonde out of her misery she continued the path her hand had been on before stopping down to where Clarke needed her most; wasting no time she quickly started drawing circles around Clarke's sensitive bud, but only for a moment before she moved down to slip two fingers into the impatient girl.
Clarke bucked her hips at the contact in an attempt to meet Lexa's thrust, she was so worked up from the foreplay that she just needed to cum. Lexa stilled her motions but didn't move, this caused Clarke to open her eyes (she didn't even realized they were closed) to see Lexa staring back at her with nothing but hunger in her now fully black orbs and a triumphant smirk on her face before resuming more movements from a moment ago. The brunette moved to Clarke's ear again "You're so wet, Klark."
The blonde moaned at how Lexa said her name, the tone was dripping in sex and it drove Clarke crazy; between that and the amazing things Lexa was doing with her fingers inside of Clarke the girl knew she wouldn't last long. Lexa seemed to pick up on this and released her hold on Clarke's wrists as she started kissing her way down Clarke's body while removing her fingers from inside the girl to move to her clit and rubbing lazy circles on it. Lexa left marks all down Clarke's torso in her wake to get to Clarke's dripping center, she could smell the intoxicating aroma by now and was yearning to get to the source. She figured Clarke had endured enough teasing and quickly dove in; she lapped lightly at Clarke's clit a few times before moving downwards to dip her tongue into Clarke's eager hole. They both moaned: Clarke at the sensation of finally having what she wanted and Lexa at Clarke's exhilarating taste.
Although Clarke was slightly relieved to have Lexa where she wanted her most it wasn't enough so in an attempt to articulate what she wanted all that came out was "Flip" in an almost impatient tone, she could feel Lexa smirk against her immediately understanding what she wanted. So without detaching herself the brunette slowly rolled along with Clarke, it took a moment to find her rhythm again but soon enough Clarke took over and was now riding Lexa's face; she was in heaven. The moans from both of them got louder as Clarke got closer to orgasm, then she got an idea; the blonde slowly leaned back, changing the angle of Lexa's mouth, as she snaked her hand down the brunette's body before coming into contact with her sopping core circling Lexa's clit. "Now who's wet?" Clarke asked looking down at Lexa as the other girl moaned at the contact.
Lexa opened her eyes at Clarke's words and, not one to be one upped, she sneakily shimmied her hand into place before shoving three fingers into Clarke causing blue eyes to break contact to roll back into her skull and prompting a particularly loud moan from the blonde above her, Clarke's eyes made their way back down to Lexa's "Still you." Lexa said with a sly smile but her victory was short lived as Clarke got a challenging look on her face, the blonde then slid two fingers into Lexa with ease and started pumping at an unforgiving rate making Lexa moan into Clarke's wet center that she was buried in.
Clarke knew she was close so she hooked her fingers slightly into Lexa "Lexa!" she almost screamed "Oh god, Lexa don't stop! Fuck! I'm gonna cum, oh right there!" Clarke said more quietly now; all she got in return was a moan from the woman below her in agreement. Clarke doubled her efforts and right as she felt the edge coming up she brought her thumb up to put pressure on Lexa's clit "Fuck, Lexa I'm cumming!" the blonde was able to say right before she felt Lexa's walls contracting around her; she barely registered a particularly loud moan against her clit as she fell over the edge as well.
Each girl helped the other ride out they orgasm with slow pumps into the other, they only pulled out when their breathing returned to a semi-normal rate, they adjusted their positions so that Clarke was straddling Lexa's waist again while her top half laid on top of the other girl. Clarke was the first to speak "Wow." was all she could say.
"Yeah, wow." Lexa agreed "I'm surprised I lasted that long, it's been a while since I've been with anyone."
Clarke rolled off of Lexa to lay next to her on her side but quickly adjusted so that her left leg was thrown over the brunette's and her arm was draped across Lexa's middle "Why?" Clarke asked genuinely curious.
Lexa shrugged "No reason." Clarke could tell there was a reason but she could also tell that Lexa didn't want to reveal it right now, and she wasn't about to push "I'm gonna go get a washcloth, I'll be right back."
Clarke just nodded, her eyes were closed and she dragged herself up the bed to lay on the pillows and get more comfortable. The blonde was on the brink of sleep when she was startled awake by Lexa spreading her legs apart and wiping her down with a warm, damp cloth; she smiled at the girl who put the rag down after cleaning the blonde up and crawled into bed with her back facing Clarke.
The blonde was instantly drawn to the intricate tattoo running down the brunette's spine, she itched to reach out and trace it with her fingers; there was something oddly familiar about the design that she couldn't place though. Just then Lexa turned over to face her "Have you thought about what this means?"
"Not really a lot of time to think since the last time we talked. Plus I thought we said we'd talk about this tomorrow?"
Lexa smiled at that and laid on her back after drawing the covers up over them so they could go to sleep "You're right, we'll talk in the morning." The brunette adjusted her position a couple times to get more comfortable.
The blonde had been staring at Lexa since she came back in the bed, she had something to say but she didn't want to sound needy or clingy so she was trying to figure out a way to say it without sounding crazy. Finally building the courage and getting the right words she said "You'll still be here in the morning right? I just don't want this to scare you off or anything. At least till after we talk." Clarke finished with a smile which was returned by Lexa.
"I'll still be here in the morning, I promise. Goodnight, Clarke."
Clarke just smiled goofily at the girl next to her, thankful for the darkness to hide her utter giddiness "Goodnight, Lexa."
With that she scooted closer to Lexa, she wasn't about to let the opportunity to cuddle to go waste, cuddle slut had to be sated too; she was thankful that Lexa opened her arms and welcomed the cuddles, apparently they both craved the physical contact of someone being there. Clarke fell asleep that night with the scent of Lexa from the source in her nostrils soothing her into a blissful rest before their talk; tomorrow could change everything she just wanted to enjoy the moment she was in, not knowing when or if it would happen again.