Avengers Preference

There is the mention of violence and blood and swearing. Some of these were easier to write than others so I apologise for the varying lengths. I did not set out to make Bucky look evil, I just thought that you would be desperate to find out who you were and I suppose something from his H.Y.D.R.A days may have been affecting him. Either way I hop you enjoy!

Also I first wrote these way before civil war so some of them don't make sense now.

Steve

MI6 needed a favour. You obliged, Steve knew what was going on. It sounded like a routine mission, you were busting a human trafficking ring with a team, and it almost was. That was until the explosion, no one had noticed it, not even Steve or Nat who were watching the live feed. You would have been mostly ok, if you hadn’t seen the child in the corner. You had thought you and the team cleared the facility of kids. You jumped over to the child and used yourself to cover them, it had always been your way, save the children first.
Steve could do nothing but scream at the screen once he saw what you were doing. He would have done the same, but that’s not the point. The point is that the woman he loves is being carried to hospital on a stretcher. And there was nothing he could do about it. You were quickly transferred to the Avengers facility after you came round. Steve was at the doors of the Avengers facility when they wheeled you in, entirely high on pain relief.
“Hey Cap” you said sleepily. Steve took your hand and walked alongside the bed “Hey doll” he replied his voice thick with tears. Your hand reached up lazily and whipped his tears away “Its ok sweetie”, your voice sounded hazy.
Steve couldn’t believe it you had been blown up and was high on pain killers and you were comforting him. After that mission Steve made you promise never to go on another MI6 mission again, he stayed with you every night in hospital and dropped you off at every rehab session. He was going to make sure his girl got better.

Tony

Tony knew you were out on mission so he went to his lab to distract himself. A couple of hours latter Nat came in looking grim.
“Tony, I just got off the phone to Steve” She said, catching Tony’s attention.
“Whats wrong” Tony said, immediately picking up on the shakiness of your best friends tone.
“(Y/n) was shot, but she’s stable, they’ll be arriving back any minuet now” Nat said as she ran alongside Tony who was running up to the medical floor. They both watched as you were rushed into the operating theatre. Tony cried on Nats shoulder whilst they waited. He went in once you came round. He held your hand and told you he loved you. He promised to make some sort of armour for you to ware that would stop this from ever happening again. He paid for the best physios to come and treat you and made sure everything you could ever want and need was there. He was hardly in the lab whilst you were recovering as he spent every second you were awake with you.

Thor

Thor returned from Asguard to find you in the medical wing, battered, bruised, unconscious and with a broken leg. He immediately left and brought Asguards best physicians to your bedside. You woke up quickly after that, Thor had tears in his eyes. He was worried he would lose you, you were the sun and stars of his world. He showered you with hugs and kisses from that day onward.

Bruce

Bruce went numb when he heard you were hurt. He sat by your hospital bed and held your hand, he didn’t sleep, he didn’t eat until he saw you wake up. When you woke up his world fell back into place because the centre of it would be okay. He used his science knowledge to speed up your recovery and alleviate the pain. He couldn’t bear to see you in pain and would often hug you until it got better.

Clint

Clint saw you get hurt, and he blamed himself because you took the bullet for him. He carried you into the quinjet your blood dripping on the floor. He watched Bruce try to stabilise you. He felt numb. He felt broken.
Once you came round from the operation you saw him there. He tried to make you promise never to take a bullet for him again. You told him that you wouldn’t make promises that you know you may have to break.

Sam

Sam sat outside of the emergency room with his head in his hands, after the mission went so fucking well it was a drink driver on your way back to base who got you. Fuck, fuck, fuck he thought. He could feel Natasha sitting next to him, she was in the car with you, you had managed to turn the car to prevent her getting hurt too. They talked about you, how much you meant to them.
Sam was by your side when you woke up. He was instantly relieved when you told him you loved him. He held your hand and stayed with you every step of the way to recovery. Whilst you were in hospital he would sneak your phone, laptop and other contraband items to you just to see you smile.

Pietro

Pietro ran to the hospital when he heard. He sat in the waiting room, worrying. You were taking down a small HYDRA base with Nat when the explosion happened. Nat was on the other side of the facility when it happened but you were close by and was almost crushed to death by the rubble.
You were still sleeping when they brought him in to see you. He gently stroked your hair until he saw your eyelids flicker. You looked up at him and smiled, his eyes welled up with tears. After that Pietro tried to do everything for you, he would rush around getting whatever you needed just so he didn’t have to see you wince in pain as you tried to do it yourself. Every time your pain came to the surface he felt a pain in his heart and he would do anything to make you feel better.

Wanda

The mission went perfectly, until you took a bullet meant for someone else. Wanda was helpless all she could do was watch. Watch as it happened. Watch as Steve carried you to safety. Watch as Bruce stabilised you. Watched as you lay unconscious in your hospital bed. She was so helpless in this situation and she hated it. But most of all she hated seeing you hurt. She cried tears of happiness when you woke up, she was so relieved that you were okay, safe and with her.
She looked after you, making sure you ate the right kind of food. Making sure Stark didn’t annoy you too much. She helped you change your bandages, and held your hands when
the stitches were removed. She was always there for you, and was determined to be there forever.

Natasha

It was a routine mission (after the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D) until the Winter Soldier got involved. He recognised you from the bridge with the blonde man he recognised. You could have easily dealt with him with your powers, but you knew you had to take Bucky in alive. You were knocked unconscious. When you didn’t come home with the others Nat got worried. She gathered the rest of the avengers and led a search and rescue mission. Nothing would stop her until she found you.
Bucky tortured you not believing what you were telling him of his past even though it was the truth. The water boarding was the worst but at least the water helped calm the burns though. You ended up pretending to be unconscious. Bucky then left, he stupidly left the door unlocked. That was when you used your powers to break your chains, the last of your strength leaving you. Bucky had left your equipment in the corner of the room; big mistake on his part. You sent your distress signal and managed to send a message, it simply read,
TELL NAT I’M OK. BUCKY HERE.
Nat read the message first and instantly turned the quinjet to head to your location. You edged your way out of the room this armed with your weapons by your side, you were ready to fight and you soon had to. You were almost at the exit, when he found you. This time you didn’t care what happened to Bucky, you were getting out of here. You fought Bucky, you were too weak from the torture to use your powers. You were running purely on adrenalin. You screamed as a bullet tore through your body, you drove your knife into Bucky, up through his diaphragm. He let go of you and staggered back, you took your chance and dived through the door. You were blinded by the light, you sunk to your knees you were losing blood. You crawled forward, through the field that stretched out before you. You looked up and saw they quinjet, you spotted Natasha at the helm. Steve was the first off the jet when it landed, he ran straight past you obviously looking for Bucky. Then came Nat, you were barely conscious. She was talking to you, you couldn’t hear what she was saying; everything else was a blur and then it went dark.
You were hooked up to machines in the medical floor of the tower. Nat hadn’t left your side, the doctors said you would come round soon and she wasn’t going to miss it. She held your hand, tears running down her cheek. That was when your phone started to vibrate, using her other hand she picked it up. It was your heavily pregnant best friend. Nat picked up the phone.
“Hey (y/n), you free to talk” your friend said.
“Erm its not (y/n)” Nat said her voice thick with tears, “She was hurt on a mission, the doctor says she will be ok though, she’s supposed to wake up soon”.
“Is this Nat” your friend asked, her voice slightly shaking.
“Yeah” Nat replied.
“Are you with her now?”
“Yeah, I’m holding her hand” Nat said, squeezing your hand slightly.
“That’s good” she said attempting to reassure Nat, “She would want you there, do you know how happy she was when you asked her out?”
“No” Nat said
“I have never seen her happier, she never asked you because she was convinced that she wasn’t good enough, I saw her the next day and she had a spring in her step, she looked like her old self, before the Kingsmen”
Nat sounding surprised said “I was surprised when she yes, she is too good for me”. Their conversation finished half an hour later. You stirred shortly after that,
“Nat” you said still mostly asleep, your eyes closed. Nat leaned forward, “I’m here” she said.
“I love you” you said as your eyes slowly started to open. You saw fresh tears come to Tashas face “I love you too” your girlfriend said, leaning down giving you a light kiss.

Maria

You were on a mission same as usual, when it happened. You were tied to the chair in the middle of conducting an interrogation and the moron was giving you everything. You could hear Maria smirking in your ear piece, laughing at how stupid this guy was. Then there was a loud bang, a flash of light, you were thrown across the room. The chair shattering underneath you. Maria was screaming something in your ear, you didn’t understand what she was saying. You crawled out of the building. Where you completely collapsed.
You woke up in the S.H.I.E.L.D medical wing. You looked around you and saw Maria asleep on a chair next to you, she was holding your hand. You could feel her hand it was freezing, you pulled off your blanket and draped it over her. She moved a little bit before settling down again. You spotted a pair of pyjamas at the end of your bed, they were your favourite pair. You smiled to yourself as you put them on, wincing in pain occasionally. You noticed the bandage wrapped around your abdomen, what happened? You laid back into the bed when you heard someone enter the room. It was Fury.
“You’re up” he said sounding surprised “Does Maria know”.
“No she doesn’t” You said as you took her hand again “What happened?” you asked looking at him.
“Gas explosion in the building next door, nothing you could have predicted” you nodded, it kind of made sense “You know Maria is probably going to kill you since she stayed up for the past 2 days and you chose to wake up when she accidentally falls asleep” He said as he gestured to your sleeping girlfriend. You looked at her, the same content look on her face as she had every night.
Maria stirred shortly after Fury left. “Hey darling” you said as Maria looked down at herself and saw a blanket covering her. “Your awake” She said her smile lighting up her face “You should have woken me up” she said as she moved to sit on your bed with you, throwing your blanket over the two of you. You laid down together your head on her shoulder “But you looked so cute” you say as you slowly slip back into your slumber.