Broken heart
Two weeks later
POV Carmilla
''Hey.'' Laura says while entering the living room. I'm lying on her couch. ''You know I didn't give you that key so you can just get into my house whenever you want.'' She drops her bag on the ground and walks over to me.
I smile at her and open my arms to invite her for a hug. She rolls her eyes and crawls on top of me. She rests her head on my chest and I wrap my arms around her body, holding her tight.
''You also can't expect that I always forgive you if you hug me.'' She looks at me with a serious face. I have to hold back my laugh. She is adorable. I just hum and and move my head to kiss her. She smiles against my lips. ''Damn it.'' She mumbles. ''This is just not fair.'' She presses her lips back against mine. I slip my hand underneath her shirt and start to caress her back up and down.
She bites down on my bottom lip and pulls back to start placing kisses against my jawline. ''I always win.'' I smirk. She hums and I feel her tongue against my skin. Her hand moves between our bodies and under the waistband of my sweatpants. Her fingers move closer and closer to my sex.
''Or maybe you're the loser this time.'' She whispers into my ear and pulls her hand back. She gets off of me. I raise my eyebrows at her. She is joking right? She walks to the kitchen. ''Stop being so full of yourself.''
''Urgh.'' I let my head fall back against the couch with a groan.
One week later
''So I told my dad about our not so platonic relationship.'' Laura says during lunch. I took her to her favorite place.
''What did he say?''
''He said that he kinda already knew that I'm not straight.''
''So he is cool with it?''
''Yeah.'' Laura shrugs. ''He said he is proud of me that I'm figuring out my feelings.''
''That's good. I'm proud of you too.'' I smile at her. She smiles back.
''Now let's go.'' She get's up and bends down to my ear. ''I got to thank you for this lunch.'' She winks at me and walks away.
This girl is going to be the death of me.
Three days later
''Hey Laura.'' I say while I'm behind her in the shower. ''Do you love me?'' She turns around to face me. She wraps her arms around me and looks me into my eyes.
''Of course I love you.'' She caresses the back of my neck with her thumbs. ''You're my best friend. I'm still figuring out if I love you in other ways.'' She kisses my cheek. ''I need time. That's okay right?''
''Yeah.'' I smile weakly at her. ''I just hoped that you already knew. But it's fine take your time.''
''I don't want to hurt you. I know what you feel and if all of this is getting too much for you-'' She takes a deep breath. ''-you can tell me. Okay?''
''I know.'' I nod. ''But it's fine really. I'll give you all the time you need.''
Two days later
''You said you wanted to figure this out with me!'' I yell at her while we are in the car. ''You said you don't want to hurt me or break my heart! And now I saw you kissing another girl!''
''I told you not to just get into my house whenever you want!''
''God!'' I groan in frustration. ''I feel like you cheated on me. You fucking hurt me!''
''We are not in a relationship!''
''Whatever Laura!'' I turn my attention back to the road.
There are two big white lights coming closer and closer ... My eyes widen and before I can move away, the car hits the front the car. The airbag unfolds right into my face. My head flips back and I shut my eyes close when I feel a stitch in my shoulder.
I shoot my eyes back open when I realize what just happened. I look beside me to look at Laura. Time seems to stop, my heart seems to stop beating. Her airbag didn't open. Her head it lying on the dashboard and her body is limp. Blood is dripping down her face.
''Laura!'' I shake her shoulder. ''Laura wake up!'' No reaction. I scream and tears start to roll down my face. ''NO! NO LAURA WAKE UP!''