Chapter 2
POV Laura
'I guessed it right again.'' Carmilla bites down on her bottom lip. I can just stare at her. I suddenly forgot how to speak. I'm breathing heavily again, but this time because her lips got me breathless. ''I think we should go to your place.'' Carmilla says. I just nod.
Wait what?! Why did I nod?! I don't want this! This is crazy and so damn inappropriate. But still I don't stop myself. I'm still getting up and let myself get dragged out of the house by her.
She holds my hand when we step outside into the cold air. I think my heart is going to explode. I have so many mixed feelings at the moment. I want this so badly but I also don't want this because it's so inappropriate and I'll probably regret this. I look at Carmilla who is just staring in front of her while we walk towards my apartment.
My hands are getting sweaty with every step we are getting closer and closer to my apartment. It's not a long walk so after five minutes we arrive at my front door.
Carmilla reaches her hand into my back pocket and grabs my keys to unlock the door. After we stepped inside and the door closed, she pushes me up against it. I gasp. She puts her hands against the door, next to both sides of my head, and looks intense at me. Her face moves closer and her hot breath it already caressing my lips.
This is the moment I have to make a choice. Pull back or let her kiss me ...
Her lips touch mine, my mind goes blank, I kiss her back. And god it feels good. I tangle my fingers into her long dark curls and her hand slips underneath my flannel, caressing my belly. I moan when I feel her tongue against my lips and I happily part them. I kiss her back, trying to be as gentle as she is, but I'm too eager. I really missed body contact a lot the past few months.
She grabs my thighs and lifts me up, taking a step back. I keep myself close against her when she starts to walk. She is here so often that she can walk blindly to my bedroom. She presses me against my bedroom door and starts to kiss down my neck. I throw my head back against the door and moan. I bite down on my bottom lip and pull her closer against me.
My arms and legs are wrapped around her and she holds me up with one hand underneath my thigh while she starts to unbutton my flannel with her other hand. She moves her face away form my neck to look down at my body when she unbuttons the last button of my flannel.
I quickly pull her back into a kiss. I feel a little uncomfortable with her staring at my body. She opens my bedroom door and walks us in. She let me fall down on bed. I hold myself up on my elbows and look at her while she pulls her tank-top off and throws it somewhere. She crawls on top of me, her muscles shifting with every move she makes. She hovers her face above me and presses her body against me, holding her self up by leaning on her forearm that is next to my head. Her other hand rests on my waist. She looks down at me with lustful eyes. My heart starts to beat even faster. The way she is looking at me is turning me on so much. I didn't even know I could be more turned on at this moment.
She crushes her lips against mine again. The kiss is a little less gentle then the previous ones. It's eager, full of lust. She moans and slightly bites down on my bottom lip when I dig my nails into her neck. I gasp. She smirks and moves her lips back to my neck and starts to kiss my skin like so did before. I try to hold back my moan but I'm so weak for this. My nails scratch down her neck a little. She sucks at my pulse point and that's the moment I can't suppress my moan anymore. I let it go and throw my head back, nails scratching further down her back.
I feel her tongue against my skin and she bites down on my collarbone. I have to pull her back into a kiss because the feeling is getting too much. This is only foreplay how am I going to react when we go further? I think I'm going to find out soon because Carmilla is already unbuttoning my pants. She pulls it off along with my panties. She looks down at me and again I try to pull her back to my lips to keep her from staring, but she grabs my wrist to keep me from doing that and she bends down to kiss my belly. Kissing down, and down, and down ... Oh god. I gasp when she bites down on my inner thigh. Unfortunately she doesn't give it to me yet.
She places her hand behind my neck and pulls me into a kiss, and into a sitting position. She moves her hand behind my back and unclasps my bra easily. I lie back down fully naked. It's not fair that she is still wearing pants and a bra while I'm fully naked. Like she can read my mind, she reaches behind her back and unclasps her own bra. I look at her with parted lips. Holy shit she is hot and beautiful.
I never had sex with a girl. Twenty minutes ago I thought I was straight. Now I know I'm definitely not. She raises one eyebrow at me and smirks when she sees me staring at her. I start to blush and look away. I hear a quiet chuckle and she gets up to pull down her pants, leaving her in only a Calvin Klein boxershort. How is this turning me on so much?
She crawls back on top of me and presses her thigh in between my legs. My eyes widen and her lips swallow my gasp. The kissing is getting hotter and hotter. Her tongue caressing mine and at some point it's getting sloppy because we are both getting too eager.
She places one hot kiss against my neck and then lowers herself to kiss my inner thigh again. Okay so it's going to happen. After three months it's finally going to happen again.
I feel her hot breath against my center and she looks at my desperate face for a second before pressing her lips against my most sensitive part. Fucking finally.
Her soft lips and tongue feel so good. My eyes roll back into my head because yes it's that fucking good. Maybe because this is my first time in such a long time, or maybe Carmilla just knows what she is doing. I'm not going to last long if she keeps doing this. I start to move my hips to add some more pressure.
She grabs my hips to stop me from moving. I groan in frustration. I feel her lips turn into a smirk. The things she is doing to me ... She is- Holy shit she is moving her tongue in just the right way. Oh my god I'm gonna cum. I feel the familiar feeling I've been missing so much shooting through my body. I moan and throw my head back, focusing on the sweet feeling. I enjoy it as long as it lasts and after that a release the long breath I was holding. Carmilla moves back up to kiss me.
We haven't said a word since the moment we left the party and I'm guessing we aren't going to say anything this night except for each others names.
The next day I wake up with a groan. I spent the night having sex and I'm super tired ... Oh my god I spent the night having sex with my best friend. This is not okay. I open my eyes and notice that I'm all alone in my room. Did she left? There is this weird feeling in my belly, kinda like I'm ... disappointed. I was hoping she would be here, to wake up next to her, her face being the first thing I see this day ...
I grab my phone to look if she texted me. She didn't. Usually around ten o'clock she wakes me up with a 'good morning sunshine' text. She has been doing that ever day now, for years. It's almost twelve o'clock already and she hasn't sent me a text yet. Maybe she is just as tired as I am and still asleep?
So I keep staring at my phone, waiting for a text I never received ...