Dirk and Hal
Dirk’s POV:
Why do you have to put the clock alarm so early?
“It is a new day.”
No shit, genius. You could sleep more and think about your favorite Jake fantasies to jerk off in bed, instead of preparing for another day at therapy. Damn it, you are already in the shower.
“Three, two, one, kill shot!”
God dammit, Dirk! Are you seriously singing the opening of One Punch Man? Your neighbor next door is probably going to be pissed.
“Stop singing, you weeaboo!”
Thank you short angry guy. That guy has more balls then you, and he has no literal balls. C’mon pal, we can go somewhere else. There is a sex shop in downtown that we can…
I am trying to be a rational person, dude. I have responsibilities to attend, and Roxy is waiting for me.
After dressing up and getting your hair ready, you walk to the group therapy room, and Roxy is waving at you. That blonde is so clingy even after you broke her heart. Pathetic.
She is my best friend, asshole.
“Mr. Strider, it is good that you can join us.” Says the doctor. “Would you like to talk about recent advances in your recovery?”
You should lie to them. Tell them that you are feeling okay.
“I still feel like a mess.” Dammit. “My intrusive thoughts have been strong lately.”
“Dirk, I know it is hard, but you can only fight those thoughts if you stop fighting.”
She is at it again. Blah blah blah let the thoughts flow and ignore them. Seriously, she doesn’t know what it is to have a heavy cloud inside your head. You could just run to the top floor and jump, ending with your existence right now.
“Dirk.”
What is she doing? Why is she watching you with those pink eyes? Doesn’t she know that you are a threat to everyone around you?
I am not a threat to anyone.
Yes you are. You are a threat to her, to Jake, to Jane, to Callie, and to Dave. That is right, you can end up becoming like Bro and hurt people for fun.
I will just ignore you. I want to hang out with my friends.
Yeah, leave me here in the dark corners of your mind. Talk about your feelings with a group of people as insane as you, laugh at one of Roxy’s corny jokes, analyze the actions of that blue lipstick girl, watch animes and swallow all the Sertraline you can. You can’t get away from who you are. I am you and you are me, and one day you will slip off and harm everyone…
Thank science for the creation of antidepressants. Now I will continue reading One Punch Man where I left.