One More Time
Oh what I wouldn't give
To see you one more time
When you were so cruelly taken
When I was about to make you mine
Anything to hold you close
Anything to hear your voice
Anything to see you again
And make earlier my choice
How much I wanted to tell you
Those words we all long to hear
So when the world took you from me
It cemented all my fears
But then something happened and I saw you
Something I didn't think could
I held you and kissed you
And you saved me when there was blood
In that place I could happily have stayed
And given up my former life
Just to be near you and with you
Holding you close and making you my wife
I was so lost without you with me
With no one to go to for support
I couldn't imagine going on much more
So I built up an emotional fort
I put walls up around my heart
Thought it would take away the pain
I feel everyday without you here
Thought somehow it would keep me sane
But I was so incredibly wrong
I thought feelings made you weak
But to love unconditionally made me stronger
And in every lifetime it will be you I seek
And I'm left alone again
I won't ever see you, hold you, kiss you or touch you
You are my greatest inspiration
So generous and soft
Stoic and strong
That's why you're you
That's why I love you too