Chapter nine
Kelley pov
I just drowned my second Red Bull before Megan came back into the room and caught me drinking it. The only reason why she couldn't see I was drinking it was because I was not technically suppose to have it.
As soon as I discarded the can, and put my jacket on so no one saw my arms, Megan came in bouncing all over the walls.
"Come on slow poke we are gonna be late for breakfast!"
I laughed looking at her crazy. "Okay, okay I am coming don't have a cow before we get down there."
_____
As we got down to the dining area all I could smell was the food, and the smell of it just made me want to vomit. I may have not been eating the best since last camp, but it's fine.
I went up to the food line and saw what was for breakfast. I saw Toast, oatmeal, bananas, apples, and pancakes with bacon. I opted to get a tiny bowl of oatmeal and some water.
I was looking to see who to sit with when all of the sudden I saw the older vets waving me over to their table.
As I sat over there everyone made small talk, and talking about training. I only ate a couple of bites and saw Christie eyeing my bowl before speaking up.
"Kelley you need more food than that."
I looked at her like she was crazy. I had more than enough food for me.
"No I don't," I replied. I the rest of my oatmeal quickly and left to go to my room.
_____
Christie Pov
I watched as Kelley finished off her food and quickly leave. I looked around the table and saw that Abby, Carli, Hope and Boxxy had the same look that I had.
"Does anyone know what that was about?" I asked slightly confused.
"Not really," Carli replied. "I saw her yesterday and she just looked completely out of it. And did you guys not see its like 75 degrees in this room and she was wearing a hoodie and sweatpants."
"Well whatever it is we just need to keep an eye on her. I know having Ashlyn away is probably affecting her in some way but we do not need her losing it." I said looking around at the table.
They all agreed and got up so we could get ready for training.
_____
Kelley pov
For practice I decided on a pair of shorts and a long sleeve shirt.
As I got on the bus I saw everyone in there tank tops and shorts looking at me crazy for wearing a long sleeve shirt. I just ignored the looks and went back to my spot and sat down with my ear buds in.
_____
Practice was excruciating long and I felt like I was slowly dying. Every part of me ached and I had lost alot of my speed.
As the team came down to dinner I saw Christie walking towards me and say "You're eating dinner with us, no if, and, or buts about it.
I looked at Christie and nodded my head making my way over to the the line to get my food.
I decided to get a tiny scoop of broccoli, a couple of strawberries, and a little piece of meat with some water.
I saw that Christie had a spot open for me right next to her at the table. Yeah she is like a mother for all of us at camp, but she is making me sit right next to her like she would Rylie or Reece.
As I went and sat down I saw all of them looking at me so I decided to guide them away with a conversation, because I was super uncomfortable with them staring at me. "So that game of soccer tennis got really intense today."
"You're telling me," Abby said bewildered. "I was like 99% sure MY team was gonna win!"
"Well that 1% that you didn't believe in went into my favor as MY team won!" I said fist pumping in the air.
_____
Christie Pov
As Kelley fist pumps in the air, that is when I saw it.
I saw all those red little marks running up and down her arm, and all of a sudden I could not stand to be there anymore.
I got up quickly and left. I didn't tell anyone anything I just left.
I decided that I needed to clear my mind so I grabbed my running shoes and started running.
_____
As I got tried and out of breath I saw a bench and sat down. As soon as I sat down I lost it.
I just cried.
All I could think about was Kelley doing something like that to herself.
Why would she do that to herself. I didn't understand any of and I wish I could, without confronting her about it.