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THE SYDACATION OF OUT LORD HAS LEAD US TO BELIVE THAT ALL OF OUT FALSE PROPHETS ARE NOW MEANINGLESS BUT THIS IF FALSE BECUASE THEY ARE ALL TRUE AND THE TIME THAT THEY HAVE SPENT MONst us all shall lead them to beliveig within us and within themselves tthat all that they could and couldent do would still be possible and that would lead them to belive in us all and all us us to belive in them.
the forced way that the sun bore down upon me made the anger inside slowly yet surly turn to the anger on the outside i knew that i was shoing it but i wasnt sure to what extent that it was i treid to noticed how much by tensing and realeasing my facial muscels but i couldent tell so i had to find out of course i mean how would you not find out i mean this was neccasary am i right yea im right biches...
i looked in a window and it was far more terrible than i feared for it was showing me and my body and mind to be mosnsters and monstrocities that the world would not be able to handle in this time of need and of acnolgement of the scum that was beneath me and for sure beneath them as they had no true place with us and we truley belonged without them for they were no tthe preers that we had so delirusly wanted no they were but the mucles upon my face as i soon relised that the world was escaping from me.
the stars above me were hidden from view yet i curesed them anyways becuase they were hindering my ablility to gase up into the indiffent blackness even tho they were not able to be seen by me or by anyone that i knew or even wanted to know this was not the time for colplacence or leainency this was the time for me to rise up and to take down the false beliveers this was the time for the great old ones to come down and make this the sun that i had no darn reason to relise why or why not they needed me and why they needed the sun to placated them and this is the real risck of tobacco it would come down to this and in this time why would they do this why would they do this to me or to them or to anyone at all i needed to know but yet this was not the time for the great old ones were still bering down upon me and they were still needing me to see to them and the sun still blocked my veiw and in leu blocked my curses from rising above where i was standing and letting them reach up into the stars.
the stars were not okay with me this dat and i fear that they would never be fine with me again for this was the trials and tribulations that i was required to go throught to understand the lord and what he had done for me and what he would do for me for he soon would come down and save us all form this forms and megar existance that we had yet to break free from and this would lead to the audaicus nature that now leads me and now leads you to not understand why or why not you belive in me or in the lord buy why you dont belive in yourself in this time