Songs into fanfics with a variety of ships.

You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You've made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up

[Chorus x2:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I know I'm not the only one
I know I'm not the only one
And I know
And I know
And I know
And I know
And I know
And I know, no
I know I'm not the only one

It had only been a year. One year since I had walked down the aisle with Jack's arm wrapped around mine. One year ago we made or vows to stick together like glue through the toughest situations thrown at us. We had kept it up for a year. From Jack's mother dying to our dog getting cancer, we had made it through a lot. From the tears, to the pain, to the darkness that enclosed us.

Yet now here I sat watching the pictures fly by the screen. A stupid movie that seemed to predict the outcome of my backstabbing. And by backstabbing, I mean my cheating on Jack.

I’ve never intended to hurt Jack. it just happened out of the blue. One day I was sitting on the couch with Jack, the next day at a strip club letting someone foreign dance for me.

And though there was never a day that I gave more love to the other, I still felt guilty every time I kissed that stripers lips. and my guilt only got worse when he asked me to come over to his place.

I still see him. He brings me a different side of love I've never experienced from jack. Yet every time we leave the house for an outing, I feared that we would run into him.

I stroked jack's hair as he snored louder. I leaned down and kissed his lips gently, his sweet lips reminding me of my betrayal. I shook my head and wrote down a note that explained I was going out for groceries.

I hurried out the door to run from my lie. I met up with The striper from thight club. His name was Felix, and he had given me his heart. I loved him, I loved him enough to start spending every other day with him. Either going out with him for ice cream, or simply staying at his house for a few hours before going back to Jack.

I loved jack yes, but the same love every day is so original. Every time I came home from Felix’s place, He would give me a hug and not talk to me for a whole ten minutes.

I shook my head as I neared the main street I walked up the door to Felix’s apartment, ringing the doorbell generously. The gray clouds that were clinging on to the sky desperately looked like they were about to erupt with rain.

Felix opened the door and welcomed me in with his warming smile. Felix lived alone, and I told him I too live alone, but that is an obvious lie.

“Hey Mark, how is your day so far?” Felix asked me gently as he grabbed me a drink from his fridge.

I nodded, fidgeting my hands nervously. ”Yeah. Yeah I’m fine, and You?” I questioned as he handed me the water bottle.

“To be honest I could go with a little attention.” Felix said as I took a drink of my water bottle.

I looked up at him, raising my eyebrow suspiciously. “What kind of attention are we talking about.” I said with my voice lathered sweet honey.

Felix sat down in my lap quickly wrapping his hands around my neck, “Well you could probably imagine the kind of attention I am craving right now baby” Felix muttered smoothly.

I found my slef locking my lips with his slipping off Felix’s shirt from his body as his hands roamed over my limited skin.

JACK’S POV

Meanwhile, back at Mark’s apartment…

I was only now waking up rubbing my eyes gingerly. I read Mark’s note on the table. I felt empty inside now.

For the past few months, Mark would leave unexpectedly. Not saying a word to me face to face. He never let me interrogate him, which only led me to believe the worst.

For a while I had believed he was doing the things he said he was going to do. but The fact that nearly every time he came back he had an excuse. From forgetting his wallet to the groceries were too expensive.

I knew what he was doing after a while. I caught on, leeching onto his lies and draining him until I could figure out the truth.

He would come home with the smell of alcohol. the first time I had smelled it on him, i nearly broke into tears. Yet now it wasn't just the smell of beer, it was becoming more frequently the smell of another person.

I looked around deciding that I should clean to get my mind off of everything. My eyes landed on the wallet lying there limply on the coffee table. I shook my head staring at it for a moment.

My anger lit like a fire. Mark had said he loved me, but all the clues point to him cheating on me. My eyes drifted to the ring on my finger. The huge diamond welded to the pure golden ring seemed to be the biggest lie he has ever told me.

My mind played back so many memories. From the beginning of our relationship, to our wedding to now.

Tears started to stream down my face uncontrollably. What if I’m not right at all I thought to myself. My mind dragged me down with its thoughts.

I pulled the useless ring of my finger and slipped in my pocket. Out of sight, out of mind I thought desperately trying to calm my nerves as I fidgeted more and more.

MARK’S POV

By now, I already found myself without my shirt and my lips locked with Felix’s neck.
The smell of him drives me wild. His breathy moans sent me into a spiral of adrenaline. I dragged down his pants and started to lick his shoulder, biting it barely enough to send Felix to the brink of his ecstasy.

I forced Felix to the floor, remembering his Dominant kink that drives him nuts. He’s always a control freak and not being in control drove him insane.

I unbuttoned my jeans dramatically pulling them of agonizingly slow, making Felix wait for it. I let out a groan, as I watched Felix beg. I gave fFelix a questioning look. “I need to know how much you want it you slut.” I said soothingly with my rough voice. I didn’t want to be mean, but after our time together I had learned how much he loves being called names. From a slut to a filthy bitch.

“I want it Mark! I Need it inside of me. I urine to feel you inside of me baby.” Felix whimpered trying to crawl back up on top of me.

I pushed him back down to the floor angrily, “Well then, go get me the shock collar from your room, Like the fucking dog that you are.” I demanded as I started to drag off my boxers as Felix left crawling on the floor with all fours.

JACK’S POV

During all of this, I sat in the living room twiddling my thumbs worriedly, I tried calling Mark's phone, yet only to discover that he had left his stupid phone here. I tossed my phone on the couch and grabbed Mark’s wallet driving towards the grocery story where we always get our essentials.

MARK’S POV

My grin grew when Felix rounded the corner. My anxiety about Jack was starting to rise, I was almost tempted to tell Felix that I had a family problem, but the innocence on his face was making me even more needy.

“Here’s how this is gonna work, every time, you do something you're not supposed to, you get shocked, everytime you make a noise other than whimpers, i shock you on the highest level you can muster.” I said spreading my legs more.

Felix thought it was an invitation to slip between my thighs, the moment he tried I shocked him and he backed away like a little chihuahua.

I smirked, knowing that this would be so worth it. “To start off, I want you to suck me, but every time you gag, I shock you with an increasing level, let me remind you, it goes up to 50 levels.” I said bringing Felix closer to my boner.

The moment I brought him closer his lips were drawing closer. I let out a whimper, feeling his hot breath on my cock.

He slipped it in his mouth, sucking on it jubilantly jackilating. The moment my dick hit the back of his throat he gagged causing me to shock him groaning out loudly.

Felix bit my dick hard as he forced himself to take more of my length in his mouth, he bobbed more as my taste slowly started to fill in his yet after a minute became a huge wave in his mouth, it surprised him so bad he almost projected it at me

I raised my finger over the button, “Swallow it” I said demandingly.

He shook his head refusing my demand. I shocked him on a level of seven that made him moan. He accidently swallowed it from his moan full of ecstasy.

“Do you know what happens to naughty dogs like you.” I asked calmly as my dick craved more attention.

He shook his head, afraid to talk in case he got shocked.

I tossed the remote gently on the couch, “They get something worse than shock collars.” I said as I pushed him to the ground and tore of his pants and boxers like the ravenous animal I am.

Felix moaned out like a bitch as I leaned down and bit his open thighs, making him whine loudly. I nodded, giving permission for him to moan louder. I lined up his hole thrusted my way into him, making him moan and groan.

I straddled his hips and pushed into him deeper and deeper. I undid the shock collar from Felix’s neck, giving Felix the opportunity to nip at my neck, I bent down and kissed his lips, biting down on them and drawing blood.

I wrapped the shock collar around the base of Felix’s cock. Feeling myself reaching the near peak of my ecstasy as I thrusted myself into him deeper and deeper hearing him moan and beg, only letting me know that he wasn’t even close to his peak.

I grabbed the remote from the couch and amped the level to 10. Pressing the button I watched as Felix moaned louder than I had ever heard him. He begged for more as I amped up the level of the shock to 11.

I thrusted into him deeper, hitting the button persistently. Hearing Felix moan and freezed up. He was reaching his peak. I choose I wanted to tease him. I thrusted into him a bit more with the same force as before hitting his sweet spot profusely

I pulled out of him before he could cum. I turned him around and shocked him on a level of 15. I penetrated his ass, making him pant like the bitch dog he was. I thrusted into him forcefully, my movements becoming hurriedly as I wanted to get home.

I straddled his hips, digging my fingernails into his skin, scratching him and leaving deep red marks.

His moans and groans ringed and bounced off the walls. I hit his sweet spot and he raised his ass higher in the air, begging for more, I amped the level to 20 and pressed the button, making him moan for the fact that the collar was still wrapped his dick.

I smirked wildly as I grabbed the collar from his dick as I thrusted into him, hitting his sweet spot harder. He moaned out tearing his way towards his peak. I turned the shock collar on, grabbing the end of it,my had shocked but it gave me the strength to thrust into Felix more.

I viciously whipped Felix with the collar, letting the voltage level of twenty hit his ass hard. he moaned out my name as he came all over me.

I smiled sweetly as I accepted my victory. I pulled out of him slowly in triumph falling back on the couch to catch my breath.

Felix turned back at me with puppy eyes, “Round 2?” he questioned hesitantly.

I shook my head, “No, I have to get home and check on my actual dog, she is a little butt head and gets into the trash after a while.

Felix nodded and smiled as he stood up and started to clean himself, “That's fine, Thanks baby, I hope to see you tomorrow or something,” felix muttered as he threw back on a baggy T-shirt.

I shook my head sadly as I zipped up my pants, “I can’t, not tomorrow I have to fly back home to see my family.” I said lying straight through my teeth.

Felix nodded pulling me in a kiss quickly, “That's alright then, just call me every now and again then.” He said shooing me out the door to check on my ‘Dog’

I jumped in the car and tried to call Jack’s phone quickly as I pulled out of Felix’s driveway. He didn't answer after me calling a few times. I left messages as I sped down one street after the other. Tears were filling my eyes at the thought of jack leaving me.

JACK’S POV

I rounded the corner my eyes full of tears, I had searched the whole grocery store for mark, only not to find him, I only hoped he would be home by the time I got back.

With my eyes full of tears from me speculating everything, I didn’t see the speed limit, and I only went faster as I neared the main street unknowingly.

I thought about mark and his sweet smile, the fact that he would never want to hurt me made me smile. If he was cheating, I could change for him right.

The car went faster, and before I could slam on the breaks, I slammed into a black chevy truck. My heart sunk by me recognizing it a split second before we collided.

MARK’S POV

I came to a yellow light and sped through it before it could switch to red, which seemed to be my biggest mistake as a little dodge dart hit me on the driver side.

I gasped from the impact as I caught a glimpse of the dodge dart, recognizing it in less than a second. My truck tumbled from the speed that the other car had hit me. It had to be at least 70 miles as my car tumbled to the other side of the road.

My head pounded and my ears rang from the commotion, people were screaming. For a whole few seconds I was unaware of my surroundings, untiI smelled burning metal. I shook my head and dragged myself out of the car as quickly as I could. My arm was shredded and bleeding out tremendously. I wanted to cry from the pain in my head. As my eyes adjusted to the outside, I heard people screaming and sirens from the farthest distance.

I looked around and saw the white dodge car, I screamed out in agony, “Jack!” I shouted through pain and the fact that I could have lost him. Then I watched as Jack barely could drag himself out of the white car

I heaved myself hurriedly on my palms, I couldn’t muster the strength to stand so I crawled over to him, “Mark?” He wheezed out in a daze as I drew closer.

Now that I could see him better I could see the damage done to him he had gotten a whole bunch of glass in his eye, making it bleed heavily. He had a piece of scrap metal stabbed in his arm that was bleeding at a moderate pace.

I collapsed next to him, “Jack, I’m so sorry.” I said pushing his green hair out of his face.

Jack smacked my hand away roughly. “Where were you? I went to the store and I didn’t find you?” He asked me wheezing.

I looked into his sad eyes that were begging for the truth. Jack wasn't ever a begging type, but in this moment, he was desperate for the truth. I surveyed Jack over again, only to find another piece of metal had stabbed him in his sides, right where his lung is.

I looked away ashamed and knew that this could be their deaths. “I wasn’t at the grocery store. not at all.”

He looked up at me a frown on his face, “You cheated on me, didn’t you?” He asked angrily through his pain.

I nodded even more embarrassed. “Jack look, I know my mistakes. And if we live through this and you leave me, I couldn’t bear living with my mind of blame. I’m sorry. I really am. It was just so much stress from everything that I got caught in a web of other people. It wasn’t worth it, it isn’t worth it.” My head pounded and I could feel my body wanted to drop into unconsciousness. “I love you Jack, And I would fucking die 10,000 times over to prove to you that I will change baby. It was a stupid mistake.” I say shaking my head.

Jack’s breath started to wheeze more loudly as the flames grew closer towards them and the sirens were coming closer. I watched as Jack reached into his pocket slowly. He pulled out our wedding ring as he held the ring up.

Only now did I realize the amount of power he had in this moment, he could drop the ring and let us go up in flames without loving each other, or he could put the ring on and we could go and hopefully live life together again.

I smiled genuinely as I watched him put the ring back on. Slipping the ring back on his ring finger. He intertwined our hands together. He whispered to me slowly as he wheezed loudly with each breath. “I Love you Mark.” He then kissed my lips deeply with last strength we boh we could both muster.

The sirens were now deafening as the fire truck pulled up slowly, I could hear the commotion, but I was too late as the flames went higher once they were exposed to the gasoline.

My got burned first and I could see the stillness in Jack’s body now. The burns filled me with sorrow and my head pounded. I took in a breath only for it be pure smoke as the flames burned me more. I gave in to the pain in my head only to feel my body go still and stiff without life.

FELIX’S POV

I read the headline of the newspaper and broke when I saw Mark’s full name in the description. My heart sank as my tears swelled I didnt even to bother to read the rest of the story. My mind over flowed with memories.

From our time together, to our first greeting. I scanned back over the story only to read the rest of the story. He had died with the person who he had married and they went up in flames together holding each other with their hands intertwined and both wearing their wedding rings.

I shook my head and reread it to make sure I was still reading the same story. Sure enough it was right. I thought back to the excuses he made for him having to leave. From his friend in San Francisco had died to him having to go check on his dog. I grabbed the newspaper angrily as tears still streamed down my face.

I was enraged with the fact that he had lied to me, straight to my face, and I had fell for it. Tears streamed down my face as I struggled to calm myself.

One thing was for sure, i had loved him, and a small part in my heart still did.