Drive by- Train for lapidot
On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause you moved to west LA
Or New York or Santa Fe
Or wherever to get away from me
Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
On the upside of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"
And get down to the "more than friends" at last
Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't need you until I came to
And I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Please believe
That when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve
But love for you
And a little time to get my head together too
On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
you walked down the hall of school looking for your new classes. The switch of classes between semesters were so confusing. When you found the door leading into the class. You walked in knowing you would be bitched at for being late so you, do as you usually do, and plan the conversation out in your head. Yet it seemed the teacher didn't notice because she was already giving the class a lecture.
You scan the heads of the students you would be stuck with for the next 18 weeks. Yet one back of the heads seamed on you knew and loved.
the blue haired girl who had a caged heart wore her brain on the pencil. And always wore the light blue jacket rode a black with gray wheel, skateboard.
and your hear skipped a beat s the girl, who you knew more than anyone in this room, then turned her head and and saw your light blond, that almost looked yellow gold. You then saw it. Her lips as the frown turned into a smile. Or maybe a grin you thought.
When the teacher was done with her stupid lecture. She gives everyone a independent work asighnment. You enjoyed indepent thing more than groups because it calls for human interaction. Except anytime with the blue haired one would be worth the world. Yet you had your chance with her, and you lost it. You always lose something when it good. And she wasn't good, she was more than that. Marvelous with astonishment. In other people thoughts they would say she just the average skater girl. But she was more than that. And only you knew them. But she and you were only together for five months. The best five months ever and the unknown five months for lapis.
you haven't talked since what happened with the break up. Her mother weren't very happy with the fact she was in a relationship with the same sex and the fact her mother walked in on you and lapis... when you were getting into it. They were furious. But your parents stopped caring about you when once you hit 8 grade. So when things like that it wouldn't matter they would just argue about other things.
So after this period and the halls filled with more living forms. You followed her. She ran into a janitor closet with her phone. You followed when the coast was clear.
"Lappy, look I'm sorry. Please forgive me I didn't mean to hurt you i never wanted to want hurt you. I wanted to heal your hurt" you say walking over to Her and sitting next to her. Holding her.
"I know you did. But it seemed my parents were more disappointed in me for being with a girl. And I wanna make sure I do this life right not fuck it up." Lapis says sinking more into you with tears streaming down her face.
"Lapis it's okay. I'm alright your alright. We can be together without them knowing. Because in my opinion, being with you would never fuck up my life. And I'm sorry. For how things fell. I should of been more careful..." you say grabbing her wrist. "And I'm sorry for bringing pain to You. But I wanna be the person who heals you Lapps." You say with concern.
"Do you really mean that?" She questioned looking up at you with her eyes still filled with tears.
"Yes I mean that, I'm not just speaking pointless words. I love you. And if you love me too, then we maybe could be together throughout high school. And maybe into college. Except if you want, we can sneak you in and keep you in my dorm while I take classes. I wanna spend my whole life with you. With or without peoples judgement . But I don't want you to be in love with me just because I am. I want your sY in it. I want this relationship to work out." You say pulling lapis in pot a kiss that had the taste of tears in them. Yet somewhere in that kiss you had taste sweetness and hope, knowing that this would work out hopefully.