Fuck Away The Pain- Divide The Day for phan
You think your life is done he took it all with him
So you drink enough for it to wash away the sin. Such a shitty thing he did, the way he said goodbye
You can take it out on me if you like
Fuck away the pain, erase him from your brain
Fake it like you love me, Come on baby touch me,
Show me where it hurts, this dirty little curse
Don't have to be ashamed if you wanna scream my name
While I fuck away the pain
You hate the way he fooled around behind your back
A slave to him but now with me, no strings attached
But if you wanna use me up and leave me in the bed
If that's what you need go right ahead
Fuck away the pain, erase him from your brain
Fake it like you love me, Come on baby touch me,
Show me where it hurts, this dirty little curse
Don't have to be ashamed if you wanna scream my name
While I fuck away the pain
Stronger than a shot of whiskey or any pill you take
Fuck away the pain, erase him from your brain
Fake it like you love me, Come on baby touch me,
Show me where it hurts, this dirty little curse
Don't have to be ashamed if you wanna scream my name
While I fuck away the pain
You were at the bar and tonight you were looking for a dude to lay. And yes you were homosexsual and yes you didn't care about other peoples opinion. So as you were scanning the area you found him he looked super hot he was talking to the bartender and you observed seeing that he liked fruity drinks and had a lot of cash. He was hot. Yet to someone else out there he would be considered 'standered' but he was not anything like that, you musk up the courage To talk to him.
"Well someone loves fruity drinks, how about we go to my place and see how fruity you taste" You say as you sit down next to him and call for the bartender."I'll have a pint of martini." You say to the bartender.
"Sorry dude, im not up to get laid I just got out of a long relationship and I'm here to drink and forget not for a one night stand. I wouldn't give you any pleasure." he says as he takes a drink og his red wine.
" You sure I get a lot of pleasure out of anything. Especially when it's you in bed naked and sexy." You say nudge his arm a little.
"Sorry man. I said I'm not up for it today" he says a final time this time looking at you unlike the other times. But the expression on his face seemed to change. "Are you homosexsual or anyway attractted to males." This young man said. His eyes as blue as the moon hitting the ocean with its light. And his skin looked so soft.
"I-im homosexsual." You said still staring in awe at this man. He was so angelic and you wanted him.
"Why should we go to your place uh?" He says
"I didn't say we had to go to my place, either one works but um yeah" you say in a defense
"Either way I don't care. I'll be willing to have a night in bed as long as it's with you." He says. With a look of approval you both finish your drinks and head out. It was only around 11:30 when you did.
It toke you 30 minutes to get to your place. And on the walk you learned a lot about this man. His name was Phil he just got out of a relationship with a guy who died that afternoon from a car accident and he was devastated. He wanted him back and he knew that wouldnt happen so he went to the bar. And had 8 fruity drinks and all he wanted to do there was forget but you wanted to change his night.
"So welcome. To my shitty home." You say as you unlock the door, and when you turned around to face him he wasn't looking at your home, he was staring at you. And he then toke a step closer toke his hand behind your head and pulled you into a kiss. He was trying to play it slow but it wasnt going that way. You were looking for a guy to lay, but you also wanted to show them who was boss. You then close the door once he was inside and and start to kiss his neck with and occasionally you would be biting his neck.
After maybe 3 minutes of biting and sucking on his neck and sending shivers across Phil's body, you both ended up tripping over air and did a twirl down which caused you to be under Phil. Instead of you positining yourself back on top of Phil you lay there while Phil slowly straddles your hips. And here and there he would grab your hips which caused a moan to escape from your mouth. When you look up to Phil's blue eyes they were filled with lust and he had a grin on his face as he went to your neck and started to bite and suck on it in a similar manner you did. From the pain on your neck you grabbed his cute sexy ass.
"Phil- ah fuck me already why don't ya!" You scream loud enough for the neighbors to hear.
" Well someone is alread hard as fuck" Phil said as he trailed his fingers down to your jeans and dipped his hand into you pants and grasped your leaking dick.
"Phil-! Just fuck me" you say as you pull him onto a kiss, as if in a second he started to take of your pants only to find that your boxers were wet and you dick was leaking everywhere, the first thing Phil did was go for a lick as he started at the tip and up to the base making you buckle your hips up towards him.
"Ah no, not yet. My kitty" he said looking up into your eyes which were screaming for him to fuck you. Without warning he takes two fingers and shoves them into your entrance causing you to buckle your hips giving him an advantage. He then starts to thrust his fingers deeper inside of you, fast and hard.
"Ah! Just fuck me!" You scream with ecstasy. You weren't there yet but you were getting to the breaking point. Phill then gives you a grin as he gives you a few more thrusts into you with his fingers he then takes them out and foces himself to take your dick in his mouth. With moaning and groaning and Phil trying to take you all in you feel your self getting over the edge of ecstasy. You force yourself not to though. Phil then takes you all in once more and causes you to cum he then swallows it as he gives you a glare and he finally starts to take of his pants.
"Ah! Come on Phil just shove your dick inside of me all fucking ready." You moan out as Phil gets off his boxers revealing his hard cock that was close to leaking. He then positions himself better and instead of just going full force be pokes at your entrance he grabs you hips and squeezes them.
"Fuck!" You moan out loudly as you buckle your hips into him when he grabbed you hips tightly simultaneously shoving his dick into you."god damnit, harder" you scream between heavy breaths.
"Oh come on Danny boy I haven't done my signature move" Phil says giving you a grin as he starts to thrust himself deeper and deeper inside of you. He then stops and chuckles. " You are such a bottom bitch in bed. " He says as he slowly straddles your hips the room was hot you had sweat on your forehead, your hair was a mess and Phil was still inside of you. When you thought the pleasure was over Phil pulls his dick out and then goes for, not your neck but your ear. Biting down on it hard enough for there to be a mark
"Ah!! Phil just fuck me" you scream as if it was music to his ears.
"Oh I already have and it looks like someone is looking for a round two"he says as he thrusts his dick back into you with every thrust you were moaning and the stronger Phil thrusted the more you would scream his name as he pushed deeper and deeper inside of you. You knew you were over the breaking point so as he thrusted into you more and more you screamed louder and louder until Phil plfinally stopped.
"Dan!" He moaned out. And then you just sat there with phil on top of you panting like a thirsty dog and with you under him slowly falling asleep under Phill with your hair a mess, your forehead covered in sweat and with Phil's dick still inside of you. And somehow it seemed that Phil found warmth from yoj and as well as comfort. Maybe that was all Phil needed to forget about pain, you.
(Time skip)
When you woke up you felt emptiness when Phil wasn't on top of you. He had already left but for some reason you were covered up in a blanket you had a pillow underneath your head and a pair of clean clothes next to you on the floor. You then grab the shirt only to see a letter fall from the shirt. It had a number on it.
Hey I'm sorry I left I had work early this mornin, thank goodness I wasn't late. But heres my number if you wanna hook up and also I would have moves you into the couch or something but i would have dropped you. You um yeah. Don't be hestaint to call me. And thank you for the.greatest life of my life. I would like to get together as a couple if you want.
You smile as you grab the phone and dial the number that was on the paper. You had a bigger smile as Phil answered the phone.