Cuddling (Brian x Dexter)
Brian is different from everyone else I have ever met in my life.
He seems to understand me, it isn't even that I /think/ he does, I know he does.
We are just like each other, he is my brother, he's basically me.
He's the only person that I have met that can relate to me...
We are the same, but so different as well. Like right now, for instance...
He is holding me, cuddling was never something I was fond of with Rita.
Brian is a cuddler, though, now that I have spent some time with him and learned more about him; we spent the first few days just catching up with each other. We missed over two decades of each other's lives, yet our connection is stronger than the one I share with Deb. To be honest, I don't really feel close to Deb. She is just out of it, out of the loop with me, she has so much she doesn't know about me. I'm laying now with Brian, arms wrapped around him as he idly strokes through my hair, I suppose he assumes that he thinks I'm asleep. I'm really just thinking about everything, I tend to do this. Overthink.