Missing You (Ben x Travis)
By no means am I new to loss, I have lost nearly everybody.
In fact, I would say that I am used to it...at least, I thought I was...
Then, I lost you.
I really miss you, Travis...I know, if you were here, you would tell me that there is no sense in missing someone you can never get back. That I'm hurting myself for no reason.
You really just dropped into my life, you know?
I never wanted you gone, yeah, you were an asshole sometimes. You were my best friend, though.
The day you died, I cried. I cried so hard and I still do.
All I have now are broken memories and a dull ache in my heart. It's like when we were in gym and Maggie Owens hit me in the chest with that basketball.
This isn't going away like that did, though. This is worse.
I want it to stop.
I'm laying here now, listening to gunshots, Lee and Kenny shouting, and walkers snarling.
I smile....because I know I will be with you again soon.