It was a mistake
1 month later
Carmilla was sitting on her couch reading her favorite book. She didn't go out much lately. The only time she went out, was to buy groceries. Laura gave her as much time as she needed and she was always there when she needed her.
When Laura woke up she found a message on her phone.
'i think i will have to go for a few days'
She called her as fast as she could.
"Carm, where are you going?"
"I think i have to go to my aunt's house to calm down for a bit"
"And how long will you stay?"
"I don't know, maybe a few weeks"
"A few weeks??"
"Are you angry?"
"No no! I am not angry, am i a little bit sad i won't see you for that long."
"I know cupcake, me too, but i have to do this"
"I am coming over"
Half an hour later, Laura was outside Carmilla's house. She had to knock a few times until she opened the door. Laura stepped towards Carmilla and gave her a quick and soft kiss. Carmilla seemed distant for some reason and it didn't take Laura long to realise that. They were sitting silent on the couch and Carmilla was trying to avoid eye contact. So Laura decides to break the silence.
"Carm, talk to me. What's going on?"
"Cupcake i am sorry that you have to go through this with me. I don't want to hold you back"
"No, what are you talking about? Hold me back? I am here for you Carm and i will always be"
"I know that you will, that's why i am the one who should let you go"
"No no no no. Tell me you are not going there"
"I will have to go get ready for the trip now. I think you should leave. It's for the better"
Laura was so confused and heartbroken. She jumped on Carmilla and hugged her so tight. "Carm tell me this is a joke. Tell me you don't mean it. I am not letting you go". Carmilla moved away from Laura and with tears in her eyes opened the door. "It is better for you to go"
Laura's confusion turned into anger. She was so angry Carmilla was doing that. Breaking uo with her, even though they weren't dating properly. She took her bag from the floor and left without looking at Carmilla. She didn't want to be seen crying, so she held her head down.
Six days have passed and Laura was still heartbroken. She wanted to call Carmilla and beg her to return, but she didn't. If Carmilla didn't want to be with her anymore, then she had to respect her wishes. Laura couldn't imagine her life without Carmilla. She liked her so much. No,not liked. Loved. She lived her so much. It was like losing her own heart. No, she wasn't going to respect her wishes. She was going to win her back. Laura is stubborn and when she really wants something she works so hard to get it. She was sure that she wouldn't let Carmilla go away.
She packed a suitcase and she was about to leave her house and go find Carmilla. She found the address and she was ready to go win the girl back! The moment ahe opened the door, she couldn't believe her eyes. The suitcase fell on the floor and the next thing she knew, she had Carmilla in her arms. She was hugging Carmilla. Actually, Carmilla was hugging her. Laura was unable to move. She just sat there motionless.
"I am so sorry, I made a huge mistake cupcake. Please forgive me"
Laura didn't have to speak at all. She held Carmilla and she kissed her with such passion. She didn't want that kiss to end, she missed that kiss everyday for the past week. But she had to stop it.
"Don't ever do that to me again. You hear me? I can't leave without you Carm. You are part of me and I-I love you. I love you so much that these passed few days away from you, nearly killed me".
"I will never do that again! I am stupid for even thinking that i can leave without you. Cause clearly i can't! I love Laura Hollis, i loved you since the beginning"
Laura was so happy that her roomate was away for a few days, because that moment she wanted Carmilla. She wanted to finally be with her completely.
They started kissing until they arrived at Laura's bedroom. The kiss started slowly but it was so intense and full of emotion. Carmilla threw Laura on the bed and and climbed on top of her, kissing every inch of her face and neck. The second she stopped, she removed their shirts. Laura kept herself from moaning, while Carmilla was kissing her everywhere. She never felt this way before. She never felt this way for anyone. The way Carmilla was kissing her, made her whole body shiver. She wanted to make Carmilla feel what she just felt. She used her hips to get on top of Carmilla, and she started kissing and touching her in everyway possible. "Don't stop!". And Laura didn't stop, she couldn't!
She lay next to Carmilla kissing her one last time.
"I love you so much Carm"
"I love you too cupcake"