Disgusting
AU where Katherine goes to high school with Elena, but she's still the same mean person.
No ones pov
Katherine Pierce loved Elena Gilbert, and if anyone ever asked she would probably threaten to kill them for asking such stupid questions. Katherine didn't want to love Elena, she thought it was absolutely disgusting.
"Baby, I love you." Elena's words rang in Katherine's head as she sat on the floor leaning on the lockers. Katherine hated that word, baby, what a disgusting word. But all Katherine did was smile widely, "I love you too." Katherine had replied happily. Because she did- she does love Elena. She just hates it.
Katherine Pierce, being babied by Elena Gilbert.
And every time they kissed, Katherine saw stars; and there was nothing more that she hated. Yet still- she loved it. It made her wanna throw up, it was just so- so disgusting.
Katherine's reputation is now ruined, Elena Gilbert had ruined Katherine's reputation. No one thinks of her as some mean girl who could kill them with a single look, they see her as Elena's girlfriend. Because if Elena could fall in love with her then she wasn't so bad, at least that's what everyone thought. Katherine was furious, "I might as well change my name to fucking Elena's girlfriend." Katherine thought remembering how now everyone smiles at her when she walks into school.
Katherine's mind felt like a stop light, sometimes it was green, then red, it was so infuriating. Because Katherine wasn't in control anymore, quite the opposite actually, she found herself hesitantly obeying every one of Elena's commands. What surprised her more was that Elena practically worshiped her, and Katherine didn't know how to handle that.
Every time Elena saw Katherine she complimented her, as if it were no big deal- but to Katherine it was a big deal. And she hated it, she thought it was disgusting how Elena could make her smile by simply calling her cute or beautiful. Katherine had never smiled that way for anyone- it was completely disgusting to her.
Katherine was also scared. She had never been with someone this long- "Why haven't I left yet?" Katherine asked herself, even though she knew the answer. "Oh right, because I love her. Gross." Katherine thought to herself again.
That wasn't the only thing scaring her though. In all her life Katherine has never been afraid of losing anyone- she was usually so independent. But the thought of Elena leaving her made her wanna cry- and Katherine doesn't cry.
But Katherine knows Elena would never leave her, Elena loves her, and Katherine knows that. Which is why Katherine finds it so disgusting, because it's almost too perfect. Even though they fight a lot, Katherine has never been more happy. And being this happy about a person grosses Katherine out.
Katherine especially hates it when Elena holds her hand. It makes her head spin, like she's on some sort of drug- don't even get her started on how gross it feels when Elena hugs her. Katherine never wants to let go and she absolutely hates it.
Then Elena does all these small romantic things for Katherine, things Elena thinks aren't even a big deal. Like when she opens the car door for Katherine, or when she buys Katherine flowers, and when she kisses Katherine's forehead- it's truly disgusting how Katherine's heart flutters at every affection.
Katherine thought it was stupid every time someone said they fell for a certain person everyday- she thought it was impossible. That was till she was actually experiencing it; everyday she fell harder and faster for Elena. Katherine didn't know how, but she did. "Katherine Pierce falling for Elena Gilbert everyday, how disgusting." Katherine thought as she scoffed to herself.
"Hey baby, what are you doing sitting here by yourself?" Elena asked curiously as she sat on the floor next to her girlfriend. "There's that word again. Baby. Disgusting." Katherine thought to herself. "I was just thinking." Katherine admitted and Elena furrowed her eyebrows.
"She's so cute its disgusting." Katherine thought. "What were you thinking about baby?" Elena asked as she pulled Katherine in and Katherine's heart started racing. "You." Katherine said softly and Elena smiled at her, the smile Katherine loved- and it was disgusting.
"You're so cute." Elena said as she kissed Katherine's forehead. Her head was spinning again and all she could think about was Elena, and she thought it was disgusting.
"I love you so much." Elena said gently and Katherine looked up at her, "I love you too." Katherine said back. Because she does, she loves Elena so much, but it doesn't stop her from thinking it's disgusting.