I want you
No ones pov
"I want you Katherine! Why is that so hard to believe?!" The words that just escaped Elena's mouth made Katherine laugh bitterly. "You don't love me Elena." Katherine said and Elena groaned frustratedly running her fingers through her hair.
"Yes I do Katherine why the hell won't you believe me?!" Elena practically yelled and Katherine stared at her. "I do believe you. But I also believe that you'll love me till you love Stefan, or Damon. So what's the point?" Katherine asked bluntly and it made Elena's blood boil.
"What the hell do I have to do to make you see that I am in love with you?! Not Damon, not Stefan, you." Elena said frustratedly. "Prove it." Was all Katherine said before walking away.
Katherine ignored the tears that were threatening to leave her eyes as she walked to the grill. She didn't know why she was being so stubborn, maybe it was the fact that just last month Elena was in love with Damon. And months before she was in love with Stefan.
Katherine refused to be one of Elena's toys. She didn't want to fall in love with her then get dumped for some other person that just walks right into Elena's life. No, Katherine wanted to be the one, the only one.
As Katherine entered the bar she was met by Matt. "Elena?" He asked and Katherine shook her head, "Wrong doppelgänger Matty Blue." She said quietly and Matt gave her a look of concern as she walked to the bar and he followed.
The grill was surprisingly empty. Maybe because it was closed and the only one there was Matt. But he usually didn't lock up till he left, expecting Jermey, Damon, or even Alaric to show up. But he didn't really expect Katherine.
"I need something strong." She said bluntly and Matt gave her an entire bottle of vodka. She took a chug and sighed.
"What's wrong with you?" He asked remotely concerned. Ever since he had slept with Katherine he had a certain feeling of protectiveness towards her. Even though he knew Katherine was perfectly capable of taking care of herself now that she was a vampire again, it didn't stop him from caring about her.
He was actually the few of not so many people who did care about Katherine. One being Elena, the other being Stefan- who would never admit it of course- another being Caroline who's saved her ass one too many times to not care, and the final being Matt.
"Elena told me she was in love with me." Katherine said bluntly and Matt stared at her uncertainly. "Isn't that what you wanted?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows as he sat by her. "No- I mean, yeah. But I don't believe her." Katherine said as she handed Matt the bottle and he took a drink.
"Hold that thought, I'm gonna lock up you look like you need a friend." He said lightly flashing her a caring smile and she gratefully smiled at him in return as he stood up.
He walked to the doors and locked them as he quickly walked back to Katherine and took a seat on the stool next to her.
"So, why don't you believe Elena?" He asked curiously as he took a drink out of the bottle they were sharing. "Because just last month she was in love with Damon." Katherine said taking the bottle out of Matt's hand and drinking some.
"Katherine, that doesn't mean she doesn't love you." He said and she sighed, "Not even six months ago she was in love with Stefan." Katherine said and Matt sighed looking down at his lap.
"Well you do have a point." He said as he took a drink. "But that technically doesn't mean that she doesn't love you." He pointed out and Katherine ran her hand through her hair frustratedly.
"I'm scared." Katherine admitted and Matt stared at her with a shocked expression. "What could you possibly be scared of?" He asked still shocked. "Elena fucking Gilbert." She said taking a drink.
"Katherine Pierce, is scared of Elena Gilbert?" Matt asked teasingly and Katherine sighed as he took a drink. "I'm in love with her. And I can't help but feel like as soon as I let myself go completely, she'll leave me for someone else." Katherine admitted and Matt sighed.
"I get it." He said softly and she looked down. "What do I do?" She asked quietly and he stared at her, "Whatever your heart tells you to do." He answered softly as she continued staring at the floor.
"I stopped listening to that old thing five-hundred years ago." She said softly and he shrugged as he continued drinking, "Maybe its time for you to start again." He said lightly and she stared at him.
"What if I do and it ends in complete disaster?" She asked and he stared at her for awhile, "Then you still have me at the end of the day." He said softly and she sighed as she grabbed his arm and put it around her. She leaned into him, laying on his chest and he sighed. "Oh Matty Blue, what did I ever do to deserve a friend like you?" She asked and he chuckled.
"Maybe somewhere along one of your killing sprees you spared someone and I'm your good karma." He joked and she giggled.
Elena stood outside of the grill watching the two intensely, she didn't hear what they were saying but as soon as Matt started holding Katherine her blood started to boil.
Elena sped off back to the Salvatore house. She sat by the fire place, with a drink in one hand and the bottle in the other.
About an hour later Katherine entered the door and noticed Elena sitting by the fire place. The bottle she was holding almost empty.
"Did you have fun with Matt?" Elena asked almost bitterly and Katherine stood behind her, wondering how the hell Elena knew where she was. By the tone of Elena's voice Katherine could tell she wasn't happy.
"I needed someone to talk to." Was all Katherine said, but Elena still didn't face her. Elena wasn't upset anymore- well not about the Matt thing, she was more upset about the fact that Katherine still didn't believe her.
"I don't know how to make you love me." Elena said bitterly and Katherine only stared at Elena's back. "I do love you." Katherine said bluntly and Elena shook her head, "Then why can't we be together?" Elena asked and Katherine looked down.
"Because you don't love me." Katherine said bluntly and Elena then turned to face the older woman. "I don't love you?"Elena asked in disbelief. "So you're telling me that every time I look at you and my heart races it's not love? Or every time you touch me my stomach does weird little twists and turns, that's not love? Or how about the fact that every time you're not around I am completely and utterly lost. Or the fact that every time you smile I just wanna kiss you. And every time you stare at me, with those big brown eyes- like you're doing right now- I just wanna look into them for hours- days even. Is that not love Katherine?" Elena asked almost desperately, "Because if it's not then I don't know what is." Elena added and Katherine only stared at her.
"Do what your heart tells you to do." Matt's voice ringed in Katherine's head like a bell. She walked over to Elena and grabbed her face as she passionately kissed her. Elena was shocked at first but she soon started to kiss back. Katherine felt as if fireworks just exploded in her head, she had never felt that before- with anyone.
Elena felt as if all the butterflies in her stomach were trying to escape. Katherine soon pulled away leaving Elena a bit disappointed that they weren't kissing anymore. "I love you too." Katherine said softly as she smashed their lips together again.