Chapter 31
(Name's) POV)
I wake up alone in the bed. I roll over to see Hannibal trying to spoon feed Mischa and Abigail. It is a cute sight as the spot the food back at him. I smile at that and get up. I smiled, I don't know why bit I felt less mad at this moment as I took Abigail.
"They are always difficult." I said as I took the spoon and fed her while praising her as she swallowed and smiled.
"They are always good for their mother though." He tells me.
"Maybe cause I have been the one feeding them the last six months." I say kissing her food covered cheek.
Even Hannibal's homemade baby food is Delicous. It luckily has no meet in it. I sigh and sit next to him holding Abigail. Mischa holds her arms up to me wanting to be held as well. I pick her up. They start pulling at my shirt. They know where the food they like is.
"Smart children." He said as I laughed.
"Of course they are, they are my children. I'm sure you possibly helped along the way with like a brain cell or two." I said.
"Of course they are the perfect mixture of us." He tells me smiling.
I hand them back to Hannibal and take of my top and bra. I take them and they start nursing right away. I am going to need a shower after this. Though.
"Would you have changed any of this?" He asks.
"Yes and No." I tell him. "I would change you from being a murder and a Cannibal. But I wouldn't change the fact I married you and had these two. Some small part of me still loves you. Though it is clouded by anger and fear." That was the truth too. Not just something to please him.
He looked at me with a smile, there was a small part that hoped maybe now that he knew I wouldn't leave
He wouldn't kill anyone anymore.
"I love you no matter what." He said as he kissed my forehead.
"Well if this is going to work. You have to try to change." I tell him. "You can't going killing the rude just because you detest the rude. When there is murders and rapists and other things I don't want around our children. You have to accept that people are sometimes going to be rude. I don't want our children growing up with that mindset. Where you kill people you don't like!" I tell him firmly. If he still going to kill. He has to at least kill people who desreve it and learn to deal with the rude."
He kisses me on the lips.
"I'll try but know that there are people who deserve to die." He said once he pulled back. "But I can try for you, I love you (Name)." He said as I smiled.
"You better!" I tell him laughing. "You are a father now. You have to protect this family." I kiss him on the lips. "I know I can't change you from being a murder or a Cannibal. Like I said, 'For Better or For Worse'. But you can at least channel you energy into rapist, pedophiles, and murders. Make it a safe place for our daughters."
He smiles at me Mischa and Abigail stop nursing and smiled up at us.
"Okay it is bath time for all of us. You two got yourselves and your parents messy." I tell them.
They just grin and giggle at me.
They held their arms out as I laughed and picked them up as Hannibal ran a bath for them as I smiled at them, I knew something was wrong with this situation but...I loved him... though I don't like how he killed people. I can't change him. I know that. But I at least can learn to accept it. I won't leave or turn him in. He is my husband. I vowed to stay by his side and support him. I won't go back on my word. I slip into the bath and so does he. Mischa and Abigail between us giggling away as they play in the water. I smiled as I kissed their foreheads as they smiled and splashed water at each other as we cleaned them.
Soon they were done and I clean myself as Hannibal keeps the busy. We then switch. I could not help but look at Hannibal. Blushing a bit. Seeing him naked and wet is a bit arousing. We finish and dry all of us off. I dress them and get dressed myself. As does Hannibal. Mischa and Abigail are tired as the are rubbing at their sleepy eyes. Hannibal leads me to the door and unlocks it. He leads me upstairs. We put Mischa and Abigail down for a nap. He takes me to my room and kisses my neck lovingly.
I blushed as I smiled at him while I looked at him from the corner of my eye. No matter what he was always so loving towards me.
His hands trail along my body. I could not help but lean into his touch. He leads me to the bed and he starts to undress. I knew what was on his mind. This is the first time we will be making love. Without him using drugs.
[Warning Sexy Time Ahead]
And I was much more glad that I would remember this. I also began to undress as well. If I knew we would do this I wouldn't have bothered to get dressed. He lays me on the bed touching my naked body. I moan as he played with my nipples and kisses me at the same time. It was so good. He starts to bite, kiss, and suck on my neck. Leaving love bites everywhere. I moan as I became more and more aroused.
(Hannibal's POV)
This was the first time that we would make love properly and I couldn't be happier. I left multiple love notes on her neck and each time I did so I'd mutter the same phrase "I love you (Name)"
I could smell her arousal. It was so sweet. Filling the room, our room with her want and need.
"Please Hannibal." She moans I tease her nipples.
"Please what?" I ask.
"Please hurry!" She shouts. "I waited over a year for this! Don't tease me!"
I was glad to hear those words, and too hear them come from her but she looked cute like this too. I nod my head and lower myself to her sex. I was going to make her on the brink of cumming before I took her. She blushed, she was new to all of this, a blank slate for me. Knowing I was and am going to be the only one to see her like this. I lick at her already wet folds she moans. I hold her thighs out as the shook as she moaned. And I are her out. She was so delicious. Though I would never kill her and eat her in a cannibalistic manner. She looked down at me with a blush before she managed to wrap her legs around my neck. I moan into her as I stuck my tongue into her. She was enjoying every bit of this. I knew she was close to dimming the way she was panting and gripping the sheets. She needed it but I pulled away and she whined. I put myself into position and start to enter her carefully. She gasps at the feeling.
I waited for a bit, I was still worried I could hurt her but she whined making me realize that she was ready. She flips us over and smiled devilishly down at me. I lift a eyebrow up at her.
"I am taking top today." She says. "You lie back and let me pleasure you." She says.
She sank onto my cock once again and was soon bouncing up and down on my cock. She mound and I was moaning enjoying the view as she did this. I didn't think she'd ever take charge so this was quite the pleasant shock to me. She leaned down and kissed me. She tightens around me and I am close to coming. As is she. She moans and her bouncing becomes erratic. I looked at her, I didn't know if she would be okay with possibly having another child... she did say she wanted a son. I flip us over and start pounding into her she moans and wraps her legs around me. Soon we are both cumming. I sink deep into her holding my seed Into her. She kisses me and soon we are lounging about holding her close.