Chapter 12
(Hannibal's pov)
I woke up however to find out I had fallen asleep,luckily she was still asleep. When I got dressed and looked around I saw a note from abagail saying that Alana had taken her to question her as well as to teach her as she couldn't go to a normal school yet. As I looked back at (Name) I thought of how she would probably be hungry and I knew JUST what to make her... well more like WHO.
I quickly leave seeing it was still night and it gave me enough time to do a kill. I quickly get dressed in my clothes and rush out the house. I go to the house of the man who hurt my (Name), by calling her insane. She had told me of him last night. She said he was retiring since he was an older man and he lived with no one. I broke into his home holding a knife from his kitchen. Wearing gloves of course. He did not deserve to live after he hurt her that is for sure. I first cut out his tounge so her cannot call for help. I then began to place it in his hand sewing his first around. I cut off his foot and shoved it into his mouth. Next I slowly cut out his heart. Which is brilliant condition, leaving his lungs since they are poor and taking out his liver as well. This will do nicely. I make sure I left no trace of my being here and leave to get cleaned up and begin to make (Name) her breakfast.
I cut into said organs, it was surprising that the man had a good heart for being a smoker. He honestly didn't even deserve to be eaten by my lovely (Name) if you ask me but he was close by. I wanted her to accept her soon to be lifestyle. Of course I won't force her to eat it all the time.
She deserves to be happy. And until she adjust to this lifestyle I will not force her to do it all the time. I make the meal as best as I can, since I never worked in this kitchen before. I am glad that (Name) is careful in which she puts into her body. To not put unwanted chemicals in her body. Too many people let all those unwanted unhealthy chemicals in their body. Then I pause and wonder if she is on birth control since that is another unwanted chemical in her body. Or does she just trust to not have sex, she is a virgin, but she could still be on the pill to be safe. I hear a noise behind and turn to see (Name) walking in rubbing the sleep from her eyes.
"Morning, Hannibal." She says yawning cutely. "I hope I did not keep you up last night."
I turned over and let a very small ghost of a smile on my face. "Not at all, even if you did I would not mind, in the office we are psychiatrist and patient but outside of work we are friends."
And I meant it, somewhat, I wanted to be more than friends. I'd make sure of it. "I noticed you don't have very many chemicals, I assume you're careful about that?" She nodded as she stretched.
"Yeah I am, I guess I don't want to put harmful things in my body."
I nodded as I thought of a way to ask her this question. "Are you on birth control? I heard that it can cause problems later on in life."
She nodded "I'm not on the pill, never needed to be. It's sweet of you to worry though."
I nodded and said it was not a problem.
"I see you went out to get some meat." She says sitting at the table. "I have been getting more comfortable with meat since you started making it for me so often. You may just change my view on it all together."
I smile, she has no idea that I am and have been serving her human. But it is good this way it will have her more accepting of my, no our life style in the near future.
She would be more comfortable then, though I hope I can soon get rid of Abigail... I know (Name) loves her, and Abigail looks up to her but, I can't have Abigail give away my secret and take (Name) away from me.
I will let her know when she is ready to accept my world. The world that we would soon share. Just the tought makes me exstatic. The thought of not having to hide everything from her. Letting her know just how much I love her and want to be with her. If I were to kill Abigail I know she would be heartbroken, but she would understand why. She has to. If she does not I would take her move to another country and keep her locked away where only I could see her. No one would ever lay eyes on her aging except for me and our future children.
All though I do wish she would understand. She was an understanding person besides, Abigail could easily be replaced. It was for us, surely she would understand why it was so important then.
"You know,sometimes I wonder about this Hannibal" I glance over at her. "About what?"
"Well two things, one, if I'll ever find the right person for me and two, if I'm a good enough mother for Abigail"
"I see you are doubting you will ever find the right person and that you may not be a good mother to Abigail." I say simply. "I am certain there is someone out there for you, maybe closer than you think. What makes you think you will not be a good mother to Abigail?"
"Well for one, I killed her father. The closets person she was with and I have to much baggage. I once thought of having a egg downer so I could have a child. Then I thought do I want to have a child brought into this world with me as a mother. I think some people should not be care givers. Even if they are good at it." She confesses to me.
I plate the food then wrap my arms around her as she sits. I never knew she felt this way. "You will make a brilliant mother. Your first instinct was to go to stay with Abigail when she was in a coma. To go to her when she woke up. And to protect her when she took a life in self defense all parents makes mistakes when they are having children and that you are aware of this. You show that you will be a brilliant mother."
She smiled lightly at me, I could understand her worry in a way or two. Sure I've never had children but I think I could understand.
"It's just... she needs a fatherly figure in her life, I can't be everyone for her... I don't even have a job right now for God's sake!"
I suddenly got an idea that would benefit us both. "I may have something that solves both our problems." I tell her.
"And what would that be Hannibal?" She asks.
"You become my secretary, just until you find another job. That way you will have a job and you will not have to worry. I also have been lacking one since my last followed her heart to Europe." I tell her.
She bites her lower lip in thought. "I am not sure, not only am I your patient, but I am also your friend would it not be weird for me to work for you?" She asks.
That was a bit of an issue but I didn't care, I needed her close to me.
"I'm sure it'll be fine besides, if you ever need help with Abigail I don't mind helping you." I said.
"Well, if you are sure. I guess I can work for you, just until I find a job though!" She says smiling reluctantly, then frowning. "It is not going to be easy though, more teachers are getting laid off than hired right now."
"Take all the time you need." I tell her as we began to eat. I am hiding my triumpth as I eat. Knowing I will see her almost everyday now.
-Small time skip-
We are busy cleaning up when the phone rings she goes to naswer it and begins to speak to someone on the other line.
"Yes, I remember dinner at seven tonight. Yes dress formally, thank you for telling me Fredrick. I will see you then."
I titled my head, Chilton? What did he have to do with her? I knock on the door as she turns around and hangs up. "Who was that?"
"Oh, it was, Fred- Dr. Chilton." She tells me. "He asked me to have dinner with him the other day. I assume he wants to talk to me about my mother. So we are having dinner tonight."
"I see." I say simply. I do not believe that he just wants to have dinner with her. He may want to be more with her and now our love is being threatened by him. "Are you sure it is not a date?"
She looked at me confused. "No way, he's my mother's doctor so he couldn't date me." She said as I was both annoyed bit also adoring of her oblivious nature. "Besides he would not see anything in me. I am far to simple to attract a guy like that." She says.
I simply nod as her phone begins to ring aging. I swear if it is Chilton I will sever his head and disembowel him.
"Hell... Jack what is it? Another Ripper murder. Yes I will be there right away." She says into the phone then hangs up.
"I thought you were suspended" she nodded
"I was but Will is also busy so I have to come in instead" she said.
"I got to go, there has been another murder and it was someone that I had met. At least that is what Jack said" She goes upstairs to get dressed.
I leave knowing that (Name) is going to have a hard time with the body, I did start these public murders because of her and if they knew the 'Cheasepeake Ripper' was fixsated on her then she would break down. I of course would be there to pick up the pieces. Sure it hurt me to see her like that but I was there to help her. Though they got it wrong, I didn't want to kill her. I wanted her, not dead but her to love me.