Small Town, Big Love

Clarke and Lexa spend the next week inseparable. Every second they have free, they spend it together. All their friends constantly make fun of them but they don’t care.

Wednesday rolls around and Clarke and Lexa haven’t had sex since Sunday. Clarke and Lexa decide to go over to Lexa and Laurel’s house after school. They don’t have practice so they decide to go hang out there.

Lexa misses living with her sister. She knows this setup of living with Clarke is only temporary until she gets emancipated so she doesn’t mind it. She loves living with Clarke but she also misses her sister.

“Hey you two.” Laurel chirps out, looking up from her book. Laurel squealed when she heard that Clarke and Lexa got together. It turns out they didn’t need her help getting together after all.

“Hey Laur.” Lexa says smiling, going to hug her sister. They see each other in school all the time but it’s still so weird not seeing her at home too.

Clarke comes up and hugs Laurel next. Lexa is no longer jealous of Clarke and Laurel, knowing that their friendship is completely platonic. Lexa is secure in her relationship with Clarke. She knows it’s early but she really loves the blonde. And Clarke loves her too. The thought of Clarke loving her brings a smile to the basketball player’s face.

“I’m going out in a bit.” Laurel mentions casually.

“Oh yeah where?” Lexa says with a smirk on her face. Laurel’s face grows a little red.

“I’m going to study with this girl from my history class.” Laurel says with a sweet smile. She pushes her glasses from falling off her nose. “We have a test coming up.”

“Mm? What’s the mystery girl’s name?” Lexa asks, enjoying teasing her sister.

“Maggie.” Laurel says with a blush on her face. “She’s nice.”

“Wait Maggie? This isn’t the same Maggie who writes for the school paper, is it?” Lexa says.

“Yeah it is.” Laurel says slowly. “Why?”

“Nothing, she’s hot.” Lexa teases, trying to get a rise out of her sister. Clarke lightly punches her arm.

“Did you forget that your girlfriend is right next to you?” Clarke says, pretending to be annoyed.

“I was just kidding. I’m sorry baby.” Lexa says with a pout on her face. Clarke just huffs and folds her arms. “Please, I’m sorry.”

Clarke pretends to scowl and Lexa just whines. “Clarkeeeee, I didn’t mean to upset you. Here let me make it up to you. How can I make it up to you?”

Clarke just chuckles. Lexa looks at her suspiciously. “Were you messing with me?”

Clarke bites her lip and nods. “You’re cute.” Clarke leans up and kisses the pout off Lexa’s mouth.

“Wow you’re whipped Lex.” Laurel says and Lexa pouts some more, mumbling about how she’s going to go take a shower. Clarke smiles and sits down next to Laurel.

“Soo who’s Maggie?” Clarke teases, waggling her eyebrows up and down. Laurel giggles.

“She’s a new friend.” Laurel says quietly. “We’ll see what happens.” Laurel shrugs, trying to act nonchalant. Secretly though, she’s buzzing with nerves. Clarke smiles.

“Well I’m happy for you.” Clarke says sincerely. Laurel has become a good friend to her.

“So..how are things going with you and my sister?” Laurel says with a devious smile on her face.

“Good..really good actually...well we’ve gotten closer lately.” Clarke says with a blush on her face and Laurel’s eyes widen.

“Oh wow. So you two have..?” Laurel trails off and Clarke bites her lip.

“Yeah..Saturday was the first time.” Clarke mumbles with a blush on her face.

“Wow...wow well I don’t really like thinking about my little sister like that..but was it everything you were expecting?”

“It was so amazing. She was so..soo sweet and gentle and just perfect.” Clarke beams and Laurel fake pukes.

“Who knew that my sister could be such a romantic.” Laurel teases.

“I did.” Clarke mumbles sweetly and Laurel smiles softly. Clarke really is perfect for Lexa, and so it seems, Lexa is the same for Clarke.

///

Lexa and Clarke are doing homework on Lexa’s bed. Laurel left about a half away ago to go study history with her crush. Clarke is really really horny. It’s amazing. She never felt horny a day in her life until she met Lexa. Clarke scoots a little closer to Lexa and the brunette smiles.

Clarke closes her book and starts kissing Lexa’s neck. Lexa shuts her eyes and sighs out. Lexa angles her head so she can passionately kiss Clarke. Lexa rolls on top of Clarke and takes of her muscle tee, revealing her toned abs and a sports bra.

Clarke bites her lip. She loves Lexa’s body. Clarke’s one hand moves down Lexa’s body, feeling her abs, going lower and lower until she’s rubbing Lexa’s dick through her sweatpants.

“Fuck..” Lexa mumbles. “Oh fuck..” Lexa feels all the blood rushing to one particular member. Clarke smiles onto her skin. Lexa sucks on Clarke’s collarbone before shedding her girlfriend’s top. The blonde kisses Lexa feverishly.

They had lots of sex this weekend. Sometimes slow, sometimes fast. Jake was really busy at the office so they had the house to themselves for the most part. It was amazing to not only be physically close but emotionally close as well. Neither girl has ever felt anything like it.

Lexa jerks her hips, eager for more contact. Lexa pulls down Clarke’s bra and sucks on the blonde’s nipples. The blonde moans out softly at the wet lips wrapping around her hardening pink nubs.

Lexa places a soft kiss on Clarke’s breast before completely taking off the blonde’s bra followed by her own. Clothes are shed and hands roam. Heavy breaths and panting fills the air.

Lexa and Clarke are completely naked with Lexa fingering Clarke. The sound of wet skin slapping as Lexa pushes her two fingers in and out of Clarke’s pussy fills the air.

“Lex..” Clarke softly moans out, her back arching. Lexa kisses Clarke’s neck. “I’m here ai niron.” Lexa mumbles against Clarke’s overheated skin. Clarke comes hard, pulsing around Lexa’s fingers a moment later.

“Can I try something?” Clarke asks shyly once she recovers from her intense orgasm. Clarke is burrowed deep in Lexa’s embrace.

“Of course love.” Lexa sweetly says, curious to what Clarke wants to try. Clarke removes herself from Lexa’s warm embrace and slowly kisses down Lexa’s chest. Lexa’s eyes flutter close at the sensation.

“Clarke..” Lexa whimpers out, feeling her erection rub against Clarke’s stomach. Clarke is doing wonders with her mouth wrapped around one of Lexa’s breasts. The brunette can’t help but move her hips softly against Clarke’s bare skin.

Soon enough, Clarke scoots down lower on Lexa’s body until her lips are oh so close to her girlfriend’s dick. Lexa gasps out from underneath Clarke as soon as she realizes what Clarke wants to try.

“Are you sure baby?” Lexa whispers gently. Clarke looks at her and nods.

“I might not be good at it.” Clarke mumbles insecurely.

“Everything you do is good.” Lexa says lovingly. Clarke blushes furiously and bites back her wide grin.

Clarke wraps her perfect wet lips around Lexa’s tip and the basketball player groans quietly. Clarke takes more and more of Lexa in her mouth, reaching all the way to her throat. Clarke is really fucking good at this. Lexa moans loud as soon as Clarke’s mouth sucks and starts bobbing, taking her in so good.

“Oh..ugh...yes Clarke!” Lexa moans and moves her hips up slightly as Clarke sets a maddening pace. Lexa doesn’t think she has ever felt this good. Lexa has had lots and lots of sex but for some reasons she never liked receiving blowjobs..well before this that is.

Lexa always thought blowjobs were too intimate or something. And she didn’t like the idea of someone she barely knew going down on her. Costia is the only other person who has given her one before and it certainly didn’t feel like this.

Lexa feels her balls tightening and she realizes she’s really close to coming embarrassingly quick.

“B-baby..yes oh my god...I’m gonna - fuck Clarke! I’m gonna come.” Lexa moans out loudly, trying to warn Clarke that she’s close. Clarke doesn’t stop though. Lexa’s one hand is firmly in Clarke’s hair, holding onto the blonde’s hair like a lifeline. Clarke loves this side of Lexa, the totally uninhibited side.

Lexa’s back arches and her other hand tightly grasps the sheets. Lexa screams out Clarke’s name and several expletives as she comes in her girlfriend’s mouth. Clarke takes in all of her before removing her mouth and lightly kissing the tip.

Lexa’s eyes are half lidded, watching dreamily as Clarke crawls back up her body. Lexa kisses Clarke languidly, not caring that she can taste her own essence on Clarke’s lips.

She loves her girlfriend and her girlfriend loves her back. They are in a love bubble, their relationship’s honeymoon period. Little do they know, it’s all about to come crashing down.

///

It’s after school on Thursday. Lexa just got out of practice and is heading toward the locker room to go shower. She’s exhausted and can’t wait to go back to Clarke’s and take a nap with her love in her arms. Clarke has been so amazing.

“Lexa.” A familiar voice calls out her name. Lexa turns around and sees a nervous looking Mercedes walk towards her. Lexa’s facial features scrunch up. She hasn’t talk to Mercedes in weeks since they ended their little tryst.

“Whatsup?” Lexa asks casually, eager to end the conversation and get back to Clarke.

“Can we talk for a sec?” Mercedes asks nervously.

“Uhh-” Lexa checks her phone. “I guess..I’m kinda in a rush.”

“I’m pregnant.” Mercedes blurts out and Lexa’s eyes widen. The basketball player's heart starts beating fast.

“W-what?” Lexa stutters out. “It’s..it’s not mine...right?”

“It’s yours.” Mercedes says evenly, refusing to look at Lexa. “I haven’t been with anyone else in months.”

“What?..N-no we used protection. I always use protection.” Lexa splutters out.

“Well it’s not always effective.” Mercedes sighs out. Lexa stands there in shock. This can’t be happening.

“Are you sure?” Lexa says quietly and Mercedes nods sadly.

“Yes.. And I am keeping the baby.” Mercedes says calmly. Lexa moves to lean on the wall for support.

“I... I can’t deal with this right now.” Lexa is freaking out.

“Lexa we have to talk about this. It’s your baby too.”

“I just...I can’t do this right now Mercedes!” Lexa shouts as she stumbles into the bathroom, on the verge of a panic attack. Lexa runs into the empty locker room and hunches over, breathing heavily in and out. She just got Clarke, the love of her life. Everything was finally looking up and now she’s going to have a baby. A baby.

Lexa can barely take care of herself let alone another human being. And she’s having this baby with some girl she barely knows, a girl she doesn’t love. Lexa forces her breathing to slow. She takes a shower, numb. Head over heart. Head over heart.

She can’t tell Clarke..not yet. Their relationship is still so new and this might destroy them. She loves Clarke. She doesn’t want to disappoint her. But she doesn’t want to lie to her either. She will tell her..eventually. But first, Lexa needs to figure out what this means for herself.

///

“Hey baby. I was waiting for you after soccer practice but you never showed.” Clarke said as she sketched on her bed. Lexa is silent, putting her duffle bag in the corner of the room.

“Sorry. I was talking to coach.” Lexa mumbled, her mind somewhere else.

“Oh okay. Come here. I’ve missed you all day.” Clarke says seductively. Lexa smiles softly but inside she’s freaking out. Lexa obliges and lays down on the bed next to Clarke. Clarke puts down her sketchbook and lays down next to Lexa.

“Talk to me. Tell me about your day.” Lexa says softly, desperate to talk about anything else than what’s on her mind.

“Nothing crazy. Mr. Jeffreys assigned me a photography spot in the next gallery showing.” Clarke says offhandedly and Lexa smiles.

“That’s great baby.” Lexa says sweetly, genuinely excited for her girlfriend. She is sick to her stomach though. She hates lying to Clarke. Lexa loves how honest they are with each other. She’s terrified that Clarke will leave her though. Lexa doesn’t want to disappoint Clarke.

“What’s wrong? I can tell something is off.” Clarke says gently, pushing the hair out of Lexa’s face.

“I just..” Lexa sighs deeply. “I miss Laurel.” Lexa lies weakly, a sad smile on her face. Clarke has a look of understanding on her face.

“Well how about you stay over there for the night? My dad won’t mind. Maybe you need a sister’s night.”

“Yeah maybe.” Lexa mumbles. She kisses Clarke goodbye before she hops on her bike and starts driving, except she doesn’t drive home.

“Lexa?”

“I fucked up.”

///

“Hey Laurel, how’s Lexa?” Clarke asks worriedly after class. Lexa hasn’t responded to her texts ever since she left Clarke’s last night. She figured her and Laurel were having a sisters night but she knew something else was wrong that Lexa didn’t want to tell her.

“I don’t know. I haven’t seen her since yesterday afternoon when you two went back to your place. Why? Is she okay?” Laurel says now concerned. Clarke’s face pales.

“You mean, she didn’t come stay at your house last night?” Clarke says anxiously.

“No Clarke, she didn’t. What’s going on? You’re freaking me out.” Laurel pulls out her phone and dials Lexa’s phone. It goes straight to voicemail.

“Well she seemed bothered by something last night. I thought since she didn’t want to talk to me about it, maybe she’d talk to you. Now I’m worried though because she was suppose to stay the night at your house. Where is she?” Clarke starts to freak out. Is Lexa okay? Where is she? Is she in a ditch somewhere?

“Lexa.” Laurel says Lexa’s name like a curse. “She does this a lot Clarke. Lexa likes to run away from her problems.”

“But she’s been doing better. She trusts me. We - we talk about everything.” Clarke mumbles sadly, tears forming in her eyes. “What if she’s hurt?”

“I’ll call her again. But Lexa usually does this when life gets to be too much for her to handle.” Laurel pulls Clarke into a hug, calming her a tad.

By lunch, Clarke is a nervous wreck. Finally, by last period Clarke gets a text from Laurel. Lexa texted Laurel that she’s okay and at a friend’s. Clarke is relieved that Lexa is safe and wasn’t in some crazy motorcycle accident. Clarke’s stomach shifts into knots still.

Where is Lexa? Who is this friend she’s staying with? What happened that Lexa can’t trust Clarke with? Clarke wipes away her tears and hurries outside once the bell rings.

Not paying attention to her surroundings, Clarke runs into someone and their books go flying.

“Shit, I’m sorry. Here let me help you.” Clarke bends and picks up the other girl’s books. A baby sonogram picture falls from the other girl’s folder. Clarke looks curiously.

“Sorry, you dropped this too.” Clarke looks up and sees the girl is none other than Mercedes, the girl Lexa used to sleep with.

“Clarke, hi.” Mercedes says with a smirk on her face. “Do you mind giving that to Lexa for me? I think she’ll want it.” Mercedes winks and walks away. Clarke stands there helpless and confused. Why would Mercedes want Lexa to have a -

Oh. Clarke gets it. This is what Lexa was upset about last night. This is what Lexa felt like she couldn’t tell Clarke. This is why she ran off.

And so the shit storm begins.