Weekend
Tuesday 17th of January 2017
Dear Diary,
This weekend I was at my best friends House. My best friend, Kurt, celebrated his 18th Birthday. We made a little party. Just he, me and a friend of him I haven´t met before. Sam.
We played a few games and afterwards Sam and I slept at Kurt´s.
In these two days I had so much fun! In the evening maybe around 9 pm I texted Quinn a message with a “I love you”.
I checked really often for an answer And finally. One hour later there was an answer. “Too”. Just one word but it made me happy.
One or two hours later I texted a new message. I reminded Quinn of the song we heard really often together. “I believe in a thing called love”. And I sent her a line. “I wanna kiss you every minute every hour every day”. And then a “But I mean really.” Because this really was the one thing I thought about all the time.
She didn´t answered.
Again a few hours later. Maybe 3 am. Kurt, Sam and I got bored.
Sam started to talk really stupid. But also funny. Most of the time he asked: “Hi. Do you came here often?” And he asked it A LOT.
And I´m still laughing…
One time he asked me: “What do you do in your free-time? Besides being good-looking.” All of us laughed because it was a joke. And he was talking this bullshit the whole night.
But this was the moment when I realized that this was the first time I get a compliment. This guy I just knew for one day had made me more compliments than my own girlfriend. And he just made one. And it was just a joke.
In the next morning Quinn had answered my text.
She asked if I´m drunk.
I said no.
Then I asked again about our one year anniversary.
“Would you like to see a movie in the cinema or to go ice skating.”
I asked that on Sunday morning. She answered Tuesday evening. But she was really active on WhatsApp the whole time. She was really often online and texted in Group-Chats.
I´ll be honest: I´m really pissed. Because why does it take her 44 hours to don´t even think about it and then just to text a short “Don´t know”?
I have to go to bed soon. But one last thing:
I just saw an episode of the 9th Season of “The Big Bang Theory”. This episode was about Sheldon and Amy. They broke up and got back together in this episode. I think it was the 10th episode…
I saw the kiss after they said “I love you” and I began to cry. Because that was the moment when I realized that Sheldon Cooper from “The Big Bang Theory” has a better and more real relationship than myself. And everyone who just saw a few episodes of “The Big Bang Theory” knows that this means A LOT!
I think I have to text Kurt. I need my best friend now…
-Rachel