Tyler and Jay
Tyler's Point of View
"I'm not Snow White,
but I'm lost inside this forest."
Fuck is all I can think of when I trip over....well my own two feet technically. That's all there is to trip over. I've been acting like this lately whenever i'm around Jay. I've been feeling lost in this forest of love.
"I'm not Red Riding Hood,
but I think the wolves have got me."
"Are you okay Ty?" Jay asks, helping me up. My cheeks heat up as he smiles down at me. It's not fair! He has no idea that this is all his fault! Sure we're close but these feelings are ruining my life, what with the hold they have on me.
"Don't want your stilettos!
I'm not, not Cinderella..
I don't need a knight,
so baby take off all your armor!"
"Y-yes" I stutter, wincing at how weak that sounds. It makes me seem like a love struck 12-year old girl. I pull away from him the moment i'm off the ground. I don't need him to help me with this! I think. Maybe..............
God I feel like a pervert!
"You be the beast,
and I'll be the beauty beauty.
Who needs true love,
as long as you love me truly"
"I don't believe you for a second." He says, mood suddenly changed. My eyes widen as he pushes me onto a nearby desk. Shit. No one else is here. I scan the room for any other students but it looks empty. I'm forced into a sitting position atop the desk, Jay leaning in through the space between my legs. Now i'm scared.
"I want it all,
but I want ya more!
Will you wake me up boy
if I bite your poison apple?"
I want to back down, just let him get this over with. Let him do whatever. It's not like he'd hurt me, right? I've been hoping he'd be the one person who didn't hurt me. Maybe I thought wrong.
" I don't believe in fairy tales..
I don't believe in fairy tales..
I don't believe in fairy tales,
but I believe in you and me!"
His smile turns into a smirk as he pushes himself on top of me. I gasp, but don't dare to move. I'm not usually like this. Heck, he isn't usually like this. Most of the time he brushes off my weird behavior as.........well, nothing really. I think he's close enough to kiss me if he wanted to. Like that would ever happen. We've stayed in this position for long enough for me to not be too surprised when he leans in closer. I can literally feel him breathing.
"Take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
Wonderland wonderland!"
"Ty, remember when I told you that my family has a bad history with love, and that I didn't want to fall in love for that reason?
Oh Yeah. I almost forgot that problem.
"When I lay my head down
to go to sleep at night..
My dreams consist of things
that'll make you wanna hide.
Don't lock me in your tower.
Show me your magic powers!
I'm not afraid to face
a little bit of danger, danger!"
"Y-yeah. but what does that have to do with me?" I ask. He shrugs before resting his head on my shoulder. That was not the reaction I expected. At all. He wraps his arms around my waist, causing my body to tense up. It isn't the most unpredictable thing he does now though.
"Well, it has everything to do with you. I kinda went against that dream of mine and fell for someone. Hard" Jay says, mouth directly next to my ear. It doesn't help that he whispers that statement. Besides, he doesn't actually mean..............
"I want the love,
the money and the perfect ending
You want the same as I, I.
So stop pretending!
I wanna show you how
good we could be together..
I wanna love you through the night,
we'll be a sweet disaster!"
"W-who is i-it? That you, um, like that is~" I trail off, taking in a sharp breath. Because he starts leaving little kisses along my neck, working his way up to my mouth. Before he can reach I push Jay off me. We can't do this! I might want to, but I know we're both gonna regret this later.
"J-Jay! You can't just do that! I-"
"You wanted this too, so don't act like i'm the only one feeling these things!" He exclaims, tightening his hold on me. I grimace, refusing to look at him. I can't. He's not necessarily wrong. I really do love him. This is gonna be a disaster!
"I don't believe in fairy tales..
I don't believe in fairy tales..
I don't believe in fairy tales,
but I believe in you and me!"
"B-but you can't just do that! What if someone walked in?"
"Then we scar them for life" Jay answers, leaning his head on mine. I'm breathing hard now. How is he cool with all of this. How late is it? We might be locked into school by now. G-good.
"Take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
Wonderland wonderland!"
I'm not able to think anymore as Jay kisses me. Full blown kiss. On my lips. What can I think!? Besides the feeling of those warm lips on mine, nothing else can go through my brain. Soon enough i'm kissing back. Feverishly.
"I don't believe in fairy tales..
I don't believe in fairy tales..
I don't believe in fairy tales,
but I believe in you and me!
Take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
take me ta' take me ta'
take me ta' wonderland!
Wonderland wonderland!"
"Where were you guys? I've been waiting here all day!" Yale exclaims as Jay and I walk out of the building, face to face with her and Lana. Lana winks at me before pulling Yale ahead, not sparing a look at me and Jay. He smiles at me and wraps an arm around my waist, pulling me closer and running after Yale and Lana.
I must be in wonderland.