Not Accepting??
“You and Miranda get dressed and we will head out to dinner” Allie smiled before she stood up and made her way to her girlfriend
Bea Allie Debbie and her girlfriend were all on their second plate. Allie had told them about a all you can eat restaurant and they all agreed on it wanting to eat all they want. Bea and Miranda gave up after their second plate, Allie and Debbie put a bet on who could eat the most food without having to throw up; Bea told Allie to give up now because she hasn't seen how much Debbie can eat, Allie refused and took on the bet.
Bea was enjoying watching her favorite two girls get along, Bea Began to laugh when Debbie threw her hands up in Defeat letting Allie take this win.
“I told you I may be small and older but I can hold a whole grocery store!” Allie laughed as she wiped her mouth
“The first person who was able to beat me i'm so shocked” Debbie sat back in her chair holding her stomach.
“Good job babe.” Bea high fived Allie “I can never compete with you guys gotta keep this shape up.” Bea winked at Allie; Allie bite her bottom lip as her eyes roamed freely down the redheads body.
Debbie coughed bringing both of her mom's out of there thoughts. “Mom I have something to tell you” Debbie cleared her throat before taking her girlfriend hand and intertwining their fingers. Debbie searched Bea’s face for any reaction finding None she continued her sentence.
“I am dating Miranda…” Debbie left the sentence in the air.
Allie sat up in her chair and watched her girlfriend reaction, Bea was just sitting there with her arms crossed across her chest not blinking. Allie placed a hand on Bea chest to see if she was still breathing which she waa. It's was silence for a few minutes; so Allie decided to speak.
“I'm really proud of you Debbie and I love that you decided to tell us instead of hiding it from us. I mean Miranda here must be very special for you to introduce her to your parents.” Allie smiled as she went to reach for Bea but Bea pulled back from Allies touch and walked out of the restaurant. Allie closed her eyes before turning her attention over to Debbie who was just as confused as her. Allie pulled out her wallet and paid for the food and left a tip on the table.
“Miranda and Debbie hun I'm sure she's just in shock I'm going to go look for her you don't worry. Go home and we'll be there Shortly” Allie said as she stood up and gave a slight smile before going to look for Bea.
After a few Minutes Allie found Bea sitting in the park on a swing. Approaching Bea slowly Allie spoke not wanting to startle the older woman.
“You know you shouldn't have Stormed off like that you're making Debbie think you don't accept her.” Allie said as she sat down on the swing next to Bea.
Bea didn't reply for a moment before she let out a chuckle to herself. Allie was confused she looked as Bea but Bea stilled didn't make eye contact keeping her eyes locked onto the ground.
“I don't accept it” Bea spit out with a small chuckle.
“I don't understand.” Allie furrowed her eyebrows together.
Bea lifted her head and made eye contact with Allie.
“I wanted grand kids Allie. Debbie can't have kids with a girl,you know I would support Debbie in anything but this I can accept. I was fine with me dating a girl. You know it's a sin to date the same sex I'm fine with me having a sin but I want Debbie to be so much more than a sin. This whole girl on girl thing is so new to me. Me growing up seeing that as a bad thing. I don't want Debbor to have to deal with the people giving her nasty looks while she holds a girl hand in the streets. Allie I'm fine with people looking at me like that because I'm used to it. I don't want her to be put down because she's dating a girl. That's a sin and I want Debbie to be nothing but perfect.” Bea chuckled as she picked at the skin on her nails.
Allie saw red as she sat there and listened as flashbacks of her childhood played in her head. Allie stood up as she lost all patience and temper.
“I REALLY CANT BELIEVE YOUR GOING TO SIT HERE AND SAY THAT YOU CANT ACCEPT DEBBIE WHEN SHE ACCEPTED OUR RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT ANY PROBLEMS! I REALLY CANY BELIEVE HOW SELFISH YOUR BEING BEA! HOW DEAR YOU MAKE UP AN EXCUSE ON WHY DEBBIE SHOULDNT DATE A GIRL DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY YOU SOUND RIGHH NOW? I CANT BELIEVE YA! THE LEAST YOU COUKD HAVE BEEN IS ACCEPTING. AND DO YOU FEEL SOME WAY ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER? IF YOU DONT REMEMBER I AM A WOMEN BEA! AND YOU MUST HAVE SOME ANIMOSITY TOWARDS OUR PUBLIC AFFECTION. WHO CARES ABOUT HOW PEOPLE SEE US. AND WHO CARES ABOUT A SIN! EVERYONE SINS ONE WAY LR ANOTHER. YOUR ACTING JUST LIKE MY PARENTS BEA! " Allie caught her breathe before continuing her sentence taking down her voice while she fought back the tears.
"Why are you even with me if you feel this way? .. you know what don't answer that. I'll see you Bea." Allie turned on her heels walking the opposite of BEA wiping her tears as she made her way over to Kaz's house.
Bea was in shock as Allie never screamed at her before. Bea body began to shake as tears flowed down her face. She doesn't know why she reacted that way towards Debbie and why she said those things to Allie. Bea realized that she may have just messed up everything that mattered to her as her world began to fall apart.
Allie walked down the street her heart pounding so loud in her chest that she could hear it in her ears. All the words Bea spoke to her are repeating in her head mixed with her parents harmful words, that open wound that never healed still there. Allie fell to the ground as she felt her legs leave her and the tears escape her eyes. She called Kaz she needed her or else she would turn her pain to the road that she didn't want to go down again.
"Hello" Kaz spoke
"Kaz" Allie spoke her voice raspy from crying
"Hey bubba what's wrong?" Kaz replied worry evident in her voice
"I need you.. I'm afraid" Allie broke down crying again
"I'm on my way now just tell me where you are" Kaz dropped what she was doing as she grabbed her keys and headed out the door.
"I.. I don't know.. a few blocks down from my favorite restaurant." Allie slurred her words
"Okay I'm coming hold on tight bubba" Kaz hung up the phone as she got into her car and made her way to Allie.
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Debbie and Miranda was back home. Debbie sat in the living room wrapped up in her robe as she watched a blank screen on tv. Miranda sat next to Debbie and placed her arm around her.
"It's going to be okay. Maybe she just needed air." Miranda spoke as she rubbed her thumb on Debbie's forearm.
"I'm sorry" Debbie spoke
"Why are you apologizing?" Miranda asked confused
"I don't know" Debbie replied as she turned her head towards The brunette. Miranda rubbed her hand on Debbie's face.
" you know you look so much like your mother I could mistake you guys as twins. Your both so beautiful. I'm glad she gave birth to you." Miranda smiled as she kissed on Debbie's strong Jaw.
"Let's just hope you don't end up kissing my mother since we look so much alike" Debbie chuckled trying to lighten the mood.
"Lets hope that doesn't happen I think it will be weird" Miranda laughed. Debbie and Miranda turned their attention to the front door that was now opening. Bea stepped into the house looking straight over to Debbie and Miranda.
Bea closed the door behind her as she made her way to the living room. She knew she had to fix what she messed up. Sitting on the opposite chair she looked into Debbie's eyes.
"I'm sorry for reacting the way I did. It was selfish of me.. and I noticed that. You have been nothing but supportive to me and Allies relationship I realized I should be supportive to yours. You never disappointed me and you never will. I love you Debbie. " Bea smiled sightly as she saw Debbie eyes light up before she jumped off the couch and hugged Bea tightly.
"I love you too mommy " Debbie placed a small kiss on the redhead cheek before she pulled back and looked at Miranda with a smile.
"Welcome to the family Miranda" Bea spoke smiling as she stood up and took Miranda into her arms.
"Thank you miss. smith" Miranda smiled
"Call me Bea " The redhead replied
"Okay Bea" Miranda smiled
"Mom where is Mama?" Debbie's questioned. As she watched Bea reaction, she noticed Bea eyes were red and swollen.
"Um I don't know right now deb." Bea nodded her head as she tried to fight back her tears.
"Um I have a headache so I'm going to head to bed okay?" Bea said as she rubbed her forehead.
"Um okay Mom love you" Debbie replied before Bea made her way up the stairs. She turned her attention over to Miranda and Miranda shrugged her shoulders.
"Something is off" Debbie spoke as she grabbed her phone and texted Allie.
(Debbie)
Mama where are you? Mommy is back but you weren't with her so I'm getting worried she doesn't know where you are either.. is everything okay? Im going to stay up and wait for you.
Debbie sat on the couch and told Miranda that she would be to bed soon she just wanted to speak to her other mom.
It's been a hour and she still didn't get a reply.
(Debbie)
Mama is something wrong. I noticed mommy eyes were red and puffy looks like she's been crying. Did something happen between you too? Please I'm really worried now.
Debbie waited for her phone to beep but it never did. She turned off the lap and placed her phone next to her pillow as she laid back onto the couch. She tried to guess what could have possibly happened but nothing she thought about could be the possibility eventually sleep claimed her body.