What goes on on supergirl's mind?
Lena's POV
I can tell she's mad at me, supergirl can be a tough girl, but its not hard to tell when something's up with here. She may be the girl of steel, but even supergirl can be pretty transparent about her emotions. But what was I supposed to do then? I needed time to cure sam, and kryptonite did just that, I bought some time for me to look into sam's weird human/kryptonian situation. Out of all the people, I thought supergirl would be able to understand, I wasn't trying to provoke her, I was trying to save sam from herself. As far as I know, a few agents of the DEO wanted Reign gone, no matter the cost. I could tell Mon-El and his super friends wanted sam dead as well, I was not going to leave sam's destiny to a bunch of strangers. If you want a good outcome, you have to do it yourself.
I get why she's mad, I did tell her that it was Lex's when it was actually mine, that was my screw up. But after all of the thing I have done to help the kryptonian, she didn't appreciated the fact that I am on her side, that I want to get Sam back as much as they do. That's what got me the most, she was one of the few people to see past my last name, and it meant the world to me to have the girl of steel watching my back. Now she doesn't trust me, if supergirl lost faith in me, what's stopping the rest of the world to do so as well.
As the day went on, I kept getting some pretty bad vibes coming from both Alex and supergirl. Not even Kara's sister believed I was doing the right thing by creating kryptonite on my own. I knew it was a sensitive topic, but I didn't think she would take it so damn personal. I tried to understand her point of view, I get that the Luthor's don't have a clean background with the kryptonians, I get that it's a dangerous substance that threatens the supers' lives, yet she needs to understand that kryptonite is meant to protect us (including her) from other aliens. As far as I know, the super cousins weren't the only of their kind to survive Krypton's destruction, we don't know if there's more of them hiding in the shadows getting ready to strike.
We got Reign back into our custody, and by our I mean the DEO's, it's not very comfortable having 5 agents constantly watching my work, still I had only agreed to supergirl's terms because of Sam. Nothing else, nothing more. The tension couldn't get worse, we were running out of time and I could tell a certain blonde alien was upset. I don't get why though, why is she so concerned about our working relationship, I understand that she may need me from time to time, but it's not like I would deny them my help if they ever need it. She could be worried about Reign too, after all I'm not the main problem supergirl must have, but it's certainly intriguing as to why a super would be so intrigued by a Luthor.
After visiting Ruby alongside Kara, I went back to L-corp. As long as Sam continues to be treated I need to get all of the work done by myself, even if it means less hours of sleep and more stress. I was lucky to have that beautiful balcony right outside my office, at least I could go out for a couple of minutes to stretch my back and rest my mind. As I did so I messaged Kara to see if she got home safe, it was quite late for us to be hanging around from apartment to apartment, so I got worried if my favorite Danvers got home. And no, Alex did not become my less favorite Danvers because of today's incident, she was just doing her job I guess. No response from Kara, she might as well had fallen asleep. I don't blame her, having me as a boss is not easy, and her job isn't a piece of cake either.
I was heading back inside when I perceived a flying silhouette, curiously watching from a distance. Great, now I have a fucking babysitter. Wait, let me correct myself, a fucking super babysitter spying on me. Something's telling me im gonna run out of wine tonight.