You're now chatting with a random stranger.
You both like bread, bands, Michelle, and girls.
Stranger: hey!!!
You: hey :9
Stranger: how are you today??
You: lil down actually
You: hbu
Stranger: hmm!!!
Stranger: h- im ok!! so lets talk about you instead, ok??
Stranger: whats the matter??
You: heh
You: yknow. lady troubles
You: you ever really like someone but you think they probably think youre different than you really are
Stranger: mm, nope!! i like people and worry they wont like me because they DO know what im really like
Stranger: why dont you tell me about this girl?? maybe thatll make you smile :)
You: maybe...
You: thinking about her makes me feel all. wah
You: and weh
You: you know?
Stranger: yup!! i know very well!!
Stranger: what makes you wah and weh about her??
You: hmmm
You: well, she's like. a big ray of sunshine
You: i'm not big on waking up early
You: but if it was her waking me up, i'd get up any time of day
You: she's so. bright and happy
You: when she smiles it makes my heart beat faster than any drum i've ever heard
You: and my friend beats the shit out of drums at like sonic the hedgehog speeds. crazy shit
Stranger: so shes got a pretty smile, and makes you happy... what else?? :)
You: well
You: she makes me feel like. idek
You: she makes me feel like i matter even when i don't feel like i matter
You: no matter how down i am she always listens and makes me feel like the most important person on the planet
You: even when i feel like the most worthless one
You: it's like. she doesn't care about the bad things i see about myself. she sees through to some good part of me like she's got x-ray specs
You: (if i had x-ray specs i'd look at booty)
Stranger: aww she sounds really sweet!!
Stranger: i definitely think she's probably right, though :) you're probably great
Stranger: why do you think she doesn't know the real you if she can see through you like that?
You: because she. h
You: she puts up with me
You: i have friends who put up with me but they've known me a long time. they've had time to get used to me
You: they've had enough time to make a decision on if the pro/con is worth it for ol' mo- me
You: this girl though. she likes me too much to have thought that through
You: she cares about me and doesn't seem to even notice that i'm a lazy snarky bitch
Stranger: or maybe she just sees that as part of you that's important
Stranger: someone taught me... not everything about you has to be positive. some people have bad traits too!! some people... some people give up too much of themselves, or don't study right, or fall asleep in class
Stranger: some people care too much about others and not enough about themselves, and it makes them hurt people sometimes
Stranger: but people still care about someone like that!! because the bad things don't get rid of the good ones
Stranger: so this girl... this smiley girl who sounds really like someone who wants to be close to you... she must see the good things about moca-chan, too
You: wh
Stranger: the parts that make people smile. the parts where you're a good friend, or the parts where you always have a joke
Stranger: the parts where when this girl is exhausted, you always know just the thing to say to talk her into relaxing with you
Stranger: the parts where you know the best bread, the best places to nap, the best hugs
You: h
Stranger: the things that would make someone fall in love with you, sleepy and sarcastic and all
Stranger: it's all part of the painting thats you!!! the splotches and the marks, they might not be "perfect", but the art wouldnt be the same without them, right?? thats what kaoru-kun says
You: uh...
You: hagumi?
Stranger: yes??
Stranger: um i mean
Stranger: who's hagumi??
You: hagumi.
Stranger: ... um... moca-chan?
You: get the fuck over here
Stranger: ehhhh??
Stranger: is hagumi in trouble??
You: nah
You: i just wanna tell you something. face to face
You: and then. maybe do something else face to face
You: :)
Stranger: ... :)!!
Stranger: be right there!!!!!!
Stranger has disconnected.