I only want you.
After everything that happened in therapy, Gwendolyn was finally ready to admit her feelings to Amy, but she just didn’t know how to. She was overwhelmed so much one day that she decided to tell Amy to bring her kids home from school, of course Amy being who she was she brought Gwendolyn’s kids home for her, not questioning why.
A week after that happened, Gwendolyn felt overwhelmed again and had a breakdown in her car alone, her feelings for Amy were a lot to handle especially for someone like her, who was tough and had to force herself to stay together for the sake of her family, it was a lot. But Amy decided to check up on her, she knew Gwendolyn hadn’t been herself lately, she noticed it when no one else did. Gwendolyn pulled herself together before Amy came up to her car window, Gwendolyn rolled down her car window and acted like everything was fine as if she didn’t completely lose herself around Amy, ‘are you okay?’ Amy asked the blonde, ‘yeah, I’m fine’ the blonde responded, ‘you don’t seem fine’ Amy said, noticing she wasn’t okay. ‘You know what actually, I’m not fine’ the blonde said, scared of what she might say next. ‘Amy, I’m in love with you, I always have been. The reason I’m such a bitch all of the time is because I was hiding who I was, I’ve wanted to be with you for so long I just never knew how to say it.’ Gwendolyn said, scared of what the brunette might say, she was scared of what could happen if she said how she actually felt and who she actually was, it was terrifying. Amy didn’t know how to respond at first because she had those feelings too, ‘I love you too Gwendolyn, I always have and I’m sorry I didn’t realize it sooner.’ Gwendolyn got out of her car immediately, she kissed Amy sweetly and didn’t look back on anything after that, she loved Amy and the feeling of being with her was a safe feeling, she felt less scared to be herself now. She didn’t have to hide, and the feeling of not having to hide anymore was liberating.