Challenge Accepted: College

Sam laid still sleeping in their bed, his big frame curled up in a loose ball, Gabriel watched his boyfriend with a pained look, he'd been meaning to speak to Sam about everything but he wanted to at least give him some time to maybe come to him instead

Things had been interesting to put it one way, after Dean and Cas got engaged Sam and Gabriel's relationship ran smoothly with it's occasional bumps but then all of a sudden Sam changed, at first Gabriel thought it was his fault but Sam was still genuinely affectionate with him so he got rid of that thought 

Sam was covered in a large hoodie and thick sweats over the blanket -thank god for the AC or he probably would have been boiling- Gabriel sighed and quietly entered shutting the door behind him

He sat by Sam tucking a strand of hair behind his ear, Sam winced slowly beginning to wake- "..Gabe?- I thought you were with Dean for the night?" They were cramming for their last major test before summer break

Gabe nodded "Yeah I know, we finished early..decided to come back" He looked Sam over "You okay?"

Sam frowned "Y-yeah, why?" Gabe sighed "You wanna tell me what's going on Sam?"

Sam shrugged "What do you mean?" He asked nonchalantly, even though he knew exactly what Gabe mean't, he was just hoping to avoid talking about it

But Gabriel didn't back down "I mean you've been acting different lately..distant" Gabe said and Sam flinched, he sounded so sad "..Not to mention all you've been wearing are hoodies and sweaters, even when we're in bed you wear t-shirts"

Sam sighed "-You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.."

Sam bit his lip "It..It's not you" He said shyly, dug his hands nervously into the pocket of his thick black hoodie "I..just..I feel weird about my body sometimes so I cover it up"

He had body insecurities and he never said anything about it though he'd been doing it for years, he's a little muscular and on the skinny side and he's super tall which doesn't help, even though when they have sex or just in general Gabriel is always praising his body and telling him how much he loves it

Which does make Sam happy for sometime, feeling loved and protected but evidently he goes back to feeling depressed and numb, so that's why hoodies, sweatpants and anything else long sleeved or that covered him up were his go to

When they made out or had sex Sam just felt so vulnerable, even when Gabriel was so caring and gentle with him, treating him like he was glass even though he was this 6'4 being who could hold his own and throw some very good punches- and at eighteen at that, he felt ridiculous

"I know it's stupid-"

Gabriel shook his head "It's not" Sam sighed "Yes it is, to other people I'm perfect but to me I'm far from it" He whispered harshly "..So I bury myself in sweaters and hoodies"

He chewed the inside of his cheek "..Do you feel comfortable with me?" He asked, building up to the real question

Sam nodded "..Yeah I do," Gabriel leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Sam's lips, Sam was surprised but he didn't pull away, Gabriel did and looked up into Sam's eyes slowly he pulled down Sam's hood and rejoined their lips, they kissed soft and gentle for a few minutes, Gabriel mostly took the lead but Sam let him

"..Can I?" He asked quietly and Sam nodded shyly letting Gabriel lift his hoodie over his head, he immediately felt too exposed and his cheeks tinted red

Gabriel didn't stare but he noticed that Sam had gotten a little skinnier "Sam?"

"..Yeah?" He whispered a little awkwardly rubbing his arm, "Are you okay with this?" Sam nodded "Yeah I am..we can keep going" Sam didn't actually know what Gabriel's end game was but he trusted his boyfriend

Gabriel nodded back, they began to kiss again when Gabe whispered quietly "..I want you inside of me" Sam swallowed, a little surprised- he'd never topped Gabe before, never even thought about it "What?"

Gabriel flushed a little "I want you to..if you want" Sam nodded awkwardly "..But slow right?"

"Whatever pace you need Sammy" He kissed Sam again "Feel like losing the pants?" He asked gently, "..Yeah, okay" Sam whispered, and laid back onto the pillows letting Gabriel pull down his sweatpants

Sam felt so vulnerable, which should've been weird because Gabriel had seen him naked before and they've had sex tons of times- why was this so hard?

Gabriel played with the waist band of Sam's boxers, "Sam?" Sam nodded shakily "..Keep going"

But Gabe didn't- not yet anyways, he quirked a brow "Are you okay?- you're kinda breathing hard"

"No, yeah I'm-..fuck" He was shaking and Gabriel noticed this, he quickly tugged off Sam's boxers, "Sam give me your hand," He said and Sam did almost instantly intertwining their fingers, "Sorry..it's just so..much- I can't.."

"Sam, breathe"

Sam took a moment and he felt his breathing slow down as he got a warm feeling in his chest, finally somewhat relaxing himself

Gabriel raised his brows "Okay?" He experimentally rubbed Sam's growing erection, and Sam moaned lowly "Okay"

Gabriel squeezed his hand, and took Sam into his mouth, he bobbed his head slow and Sam thrusted his hips up into Gabriel's mouth

"Sorry" He apologized and Gabriel gently stroked his leg silently telling him it was okay, so Sam let himself pull gently at Gabe's hair watching Gabriel take his cock so perfectly

"Gabe..that feels g-good" He whimpered kneading his fingers into Gabriel's hair and suddenly the warmth around his cock was gone as Gabriel pushed off Sam, he gave an apologetic look "Sorry..I have other plans"

"Okay, yeah"

Gabe grabbed some lube and slicked up Sam's cock with a generous amount since he wasn't stretching himself

Gabriel groaned "Fuck, that's fucking tight"

"You okay?" Sam asked concerned, Gabriel nodded "Yeah, yeah I'm fine" The feeling was tight because Gabriel hadn't been stretched, Sam hooked his arms under Gabriel's knees and began to gently thrust up, making both of them moan

Gabriel closed his eyes and bit his entire lower lip as he spread his legs more for Sam moaning quietly

Sam was nervous, of course he was- but..it felt good like really good, Gabriel's tight walls around him, pulling in his cock with each thrust

'God this must've been how Gabriel felt inside me', Sam thought but a small ask of his name pulled him from his mind "Yeah Gabe?"

Gabriel blinked lazily "I wanna see you," He whimpered, damn Sam hadn't even thought about that, he wanted to see Gabriel too

He carefully pulled out dragging a small whimper of loss from Gabriel before got Gabriel off him so his head was back against the pillows and he kissed Gabriel he first chance he got and Gabe kissed back just as enthusiastically

Sam fumbled to take hold of his cock and guide it back to Gabriel's hole, it slid in easy and Sam once again continued to bring the both of them pleasure

Gabriel involuntary clenched down on Sam's cock, he was close but he didn't want to touch himself and he was trying so hard to hold back, suddenly position changed again and they rolled over in the bed still attached as ever though now Gabriel was on top and riding Sam's cock with meaning

Both of them were sweaty and nearing their orgasams but that didn't stop them from wanting to attack each others lips, each kiss was sloppy but passionate

Sam brought a hand up to rest on Gabriel's neck deepening their kissing, and they lazily fell onto their side, but instead of getting back up Sam wrapped Gabriel's leg around his waist and held onto his ass to fuck up into him

Gabriel was surprised, Sam really was pulling out all the stops, and he didn't even seem to realise it, "Sam..I'm gonna cum" He managed softly

Sam was too he felt it, but nothing was happening, he literally could not come, he shook his head- breathing hard for air "I can't..-" He tried to explain

Gabriel nodded "Yes, you can" Sam shook his head, why couldn't he do it?- not even to make Gabriel happy?

"Stop..mm-fuck-stop overthinking it Sam..just let go, it's not about me okay?- this is for you"

So Sam tried, he took a deep breath, and he kissed Gabriel one last time and he let go, burying himself inside of Gabriel as he spilled his cum into the smaller man, he even grasped Gabriel's cock and milked him through his orgasam

And god it was amazing

Sam pulled out slowly and Gabriel grabbed his favourite butt plug from the drawer  and eased it into himself humming contentedly

"How do you feel?- any difference?" Gabriel asked after a moment, "Yeah, actually..I kinda do" He'd been disgusted to even touch himself let alone have sex for a long time

Gabriel gave a genuine smile "Good, for a second there I thought I put too much pressure on you"

Sam shook his head "No..you were amazing" He furrowed his brows "How did you know how to do that?" Sam asked and Gabe frowned "Do what?- have sex?" He chuckled a little

"Yeah..well, like...that"

Gabriel sighed "I spent most of my early drugged up teens experimenting, with a lot of different people..I was looking for something, that deep down I knew I was never gonna find.."

Sam knew what that mean't, it was kinda like sex therapy "I love you so much" He announced but Gabriel didn't say it back, instead he said something else that ended up sticking with Sam for years

"Y'know I like your hugeness Sammy" Gabriel said softly "..I know it probably sucks to be the biggest person in the room sometimes- but I like your size" Gabriel smiled "You're easy to find at stores and super intimidating even though you're a total softie inside"

Sam chuckled with a smile, "Sam," Gabe whispered to make sure his boyfriend was listening and Sam hummed a small yes, "This," Gabriel kissed at Sam's neck with his finger tips circling around Sam's hard nipple "Is perfect," He squeezed Sam's nipple gently and Sam gasped

"Your body is so beautiful Sam..don't let your brain tell you otherwise" Gabriel let go of his nipple and with one soft kiss to his jaw (because he was too lazy to reach up)

He grabbed his boxers "I'm gonna run you a bath, and then we're gonna eat icecream..I really want icecream" He elaborated and Sam chuckled "Got it" He smiled watching his boyfriend go

~

The next morning Gabriel slowly blinked his eyes open, he looked up and found Sam staring up at the ceiling, "Hey.." Came his hoarse voice

Sam looked down at him with a smile "Hey,"

"What you thinking about?"

"..You"

Gabriel hummed "Ooh, tell me more" Sam blushed and looked away for a second "Just..I was thinking about what you said yesterday"

"..And?"

"..I'm gonna try"

"You promise?- as hypocritical as this sounds I don't like seeing you hurting Sam"

Sam nodded "Yeah, I'll try" They both leaned up for a short kiss, Sam gave a warm smile "Love you"

Gabriel smiled nuzzling deeper into Sam chest, they started talking about something else when Dean abruptly opened the door to find them laying peacefully in bed, as the sun shined over them

They were both shirtless and had the fluffy white sheets covering their clothed naughty bits, Gabriel layed on Sam's chest and his boyfriend had an arm slung around Gabe as his other hand played with the ring attached to his necklace that sat on his chest

Dean's abrupt intrusion shook them out of a quiet conversation they were having "Dean what the hell are you doing?" Sam asked, head whipping to look at the door

"Me?- what are you doing?"

"Talking- why?"

"You're late" Dean looked at Sam, "I'm supposed to be training everyday!- we were supposed to start and hour and a half ago"

Sam sighed "Yeah sorry..I'll be out in a few" Dean looked at Gabriel "Cas, wanted me to tell you that your parents flew in last night- they wanna meet up"

Gabriel sighed sinking into the pillows "Great, just what I needed"

~

Sam walked out of the bathroom towel hanging low on his hips as he shifted through some workout clothes in the dresser

Gabriel sat on the edge of the bed palms flat as he leaned on his hands, watching his boyfriend get dressed; he just pulled up his boxers he took a deep breath "I think I'm gonna tell them-my parents"

Sam blinked as he got his shirt over his head "Like tell them- tell them?" Gabriel nodded nervously "Yeah about..everything" He said "-What do you think it's a bad idea?- because I can totally not tell-"

"No!- I actually think it's a great idea" Sam smiled sitting with Gabe "Are you sure that you're ready?- it's fine if you're not"

He played with Sam's damp hair "No I'm ready- moose" He giggled lightly "Your hair is getting longer" He chuckled pushing Sam's bangs from his face

Sam shoved him playfully "Shuddup" He said and grabbed his hair brush but Gabriel took it from him "Lemme do it"

Sam shrugged "Okay, but make it quick or Dean will kill us both" Gabriel smirked "Only way I know how" Sam blushed "That's not what I mean't"

"Whatever" Gabriel muttered and started to brush Sam's hair

~

Sam grunted yet again ducking another one of Dean's punches, he'd been happy to help out his brother with extra training but he didn't realise it'd give him flashbacks to when their father taught Dean, Michael and him how to fight as well as hunt 

"Hey did you tell Gabriel anything about me?" Sam asked as they took a break in the gyms break room "No why?" Dean questioned unscrewing the cap off a water bottle "Did he ask?" 

Dean shook his head, "Why?- something happen?" Sam sighed "I told him about me" 

Dean didn't need an elaboration with the look his brother gave him, "Oh, o-okay- we're you doing it again?" 

Sam scoffed, frowning at his brother "I wasn't ever really going to stop" Dean raised a brow "Why didn't you come to me?" 

"Because it's embarrassing- it's been what seven years?- this isn't like the anger it's my brain" Sam protested, "Sammy, there's nothing wrong with you" 

"Dean-" 

"No Sam I need to say this, I'm not going to be there anymore- you need to let Gabriel or Cas in, you need to trust them like you did me and Michael"

Sam scoffed "Yeah and get sent to therapy again?"

"Michael was just doing what he thought was best- and it helped didn't it?" 

Sam went quiet when Dean said that, "Sam- it did help didn't it?- you weren't just faking it for mom and dad?"

"No, it helped it did, but then I met Jess and I lost my virginity- having sex it brought it back I guess, at first I didn't mind- hell I liked it but Jess wanted to do it all the time and I convinced myself I was okay with it but over time I just got bored" He grimaced "And then Toni happened which just made it worse" 

"Sam.." 

Sam shook his head stopping Dean from saying whatever he was going to "I trust Gabriel with my life- it's not letting him in that scares me it's the if he'll understand part..what I did- I never wanted him to know, especially with what he's going through now he doesn't need my problems"

"But he has to know- I thought you two are supposed to be honest?"

"Dean just- no- okay?- I'll tell him when I'm ready to" And just like that the conversation was over 

~

Gabriel took a long look at the restaurant, staring at his parents before he finally entered sitting down across from them with a shy greeting

"Where's Castiel?" Chuck asked, "He'll probably be here soon" Gabriel took a long breath "Listen- I have to tell you guys something"

"Something, I never wanted to tell you in a million years" He willed himself not to show too much emotion as he told them- he wasn't gonna shed tears for something that he had gotten over "..When I was fourteen, a junior- at school raped me"

He watched the look on their faces change slightly "He made me do some stuff I didn't want to- even though I cried and.. screamed..but before he could go any further Luci found me" He swallowed sadly "I told him not to tell anyone, so he didn't"

"Gabriel..." Becky was shaking- the thought of someone doing that to her son, even his father couldn't believe it " ..I'm sorry mom"

He couldn't even look his dad in the eye, "Does Sam know?" His father asked firmly and Gabe nodded "Yeah, I told him a while ago"

"And he took it...?"

"Great, he's been really nice and understanding" He put his head down "Especially after-..it happened again"

Chuck blinked "What?" He sounded angry, something he never got "I had no idea he went to Stanford, I just let him-"

His dad cut him off "You didn't let him do anything Gabriel"

"Yeah- sorry, I know- I know I didn't do anything wrong but I just keep thinking 'what if?'"

"Do you know who he is?"

His mom looked sternly at his dad
"Chuck-"

"I'm not gonna let him hurt our son again!" His voice was a hushed whisper "Dad- it's fine, I'm fine- I'm okay..Sam and Dean took care of it- he's not gonna hurt me anymore"

Becky frowned "What do you mean they took care of it?"

Gabriel swallowed shamefully "..Doesn't matter look he's in jail now okay?" He took his mom's hand and gave a genuine smile "I am fine okay, it took a few months but I'm me again, same old Richard- Gabriel Novak- I just finally wanted you to know everything"

His mom smiled "You hate that name" Gabriel nodded "Yeah only because you guys didn't give to me"

All in all- the lunch was great, it was a huge secret Gabe had come clean about at it felt amazing, his parents didn't pressure him or make the lunch uncomfortable especially when Cas joined them they had a nice normal day and that was awesome

Gabriel pranced around the apartment in nothing but a large 'Straight Outta Cookies' tshirt and boxers, his blonde hair uncombed and messy listening to 'You give love a bad name' by Bon Jovi

He danced into the kitchen pulling out some milk from the fridge and pulling out freshly made chocolate chip cookies from the oven just as the front door opened though he didn't hear it

He pulled off the oven mitts and cooled off the cookies with the mitts, "Hey" Sam entered the kitchen, pressing a kiss to Gabriel's forehead "Ooh cookies-" He reached for one but his hand was swatted away "They're still hot"

Gabe looked up at Sam and was taken back, he gave an amused whistle "Nice shiner" He chuckled and Sam scoffed "Yeah Dean got me by accident while were training" He explained the purpling bruse under his right eye "Although it might of been because I made a comment about his aim"

"Aww" Gabe stood on his toes to kiss Sam cheek "I'm sure he deserved it" He poured a glass of milk and grabbed a warm cookie, taking a bite and mouthing along to the song as he headed out the kitchen

Sam smiled watching him go, he grabbed a cookie for himself, "So how'd it go with your parents?"

Gabriel frowned and turned down the music "Great actually- really great" He smiled faintly "They even asked if you were treating me right"

"Yeah?- and what'd you say?"

Gabriel gave a light shrug, but his lips were widened into a smile, "I'm not gonna tell you"

"What?- why not?"

Gabriel shrugged "Because" Sam stared at his boyfriend- half in awe and half adoration at the way Gabe smiled, he finally sighed shaking his head "I'm gonna take a shower"

"Have fun!"

~

Sam stalked down the steps, stopping only a few steps before he met downstairs as a thought came back into his head

He had to tell Gabriel

Luckily for him his boyfriend had just gotten a phone call, but he didn't move just stood there listening in

"Hey Luci" Gabriel said bringing the phone to his ear "I take it you talked to mom and dad" He said calmly as if he was expecting the call 

"You told them" 

"Yeah I did.." 

"It happened again?" 

"Yeah it did"

"Stop that Gabriel- why didn't you tell me?" 

Gabriel sighed putting his phone on speaker so he could set it down and lie on his back on the soft cushions "Because you would've flown down and killed the guy" 

"Of course I would've because apparently my first 'message' didn't get through" 

"Luci I'm okay, Sam has been helping me- he's been really supportive" 

"Sam" 

Sam grimaced at Lucifer's tone, Gabriel chuckled "Why you don't like him?" 

"He just seems so different for you-"

Gabriel nodded, sitting up "I know, he's a boring eye rolling tall ass moose- but I like boring- eye rolling tall ass mooses" He explained "And besides he's not always like that, he's an adorable drunk and when he wants to he can be really fun..he makes me laugh- amongst other things- and I trust him with my life"

"That whole 'opposites attract' thing really does apply to us, and I wouldn't trade my moose boyfriend for anything" He smiled briefly and Sam smiled too, he'd never heard Gabriel talk about him to other people "So don't think I'm going to break up with him just for your sake- he is your boyfriends brother after all" 

He heard Lucifer sigh over the phone "Fine but at least promise me that you'll call every week- you're still my little brother Gabriel" Gabriel paused for a moment before nodding his head "Deal" 

When Sam heard the call end he took a minute to gather himself before taking the deepest breath of his life and heading down the steps, "Hey" 

Gabriel smiled "Have a nice shower?" Sam shrugged join Gabriel on the couch "Could've been better"

Gabriel raised a questioning brow "How so?" Sam kissed him on the cheek "You weren't there"

Gabriel rolled his eyes though his cheeks told a different story "Real smooth Winchester"

Sam grinned "Who were you talking to?" Gabriel waved a dismissive hand "Oh just Lucifer, I was expecting him to call anyways- it wasn't important" He huffed "Enough about me- anything you want to get in?"

Sam's lips parted to respond with the answer that had been running around his head ever since he'd gotten back from the gym with Dean but they just fell back into a thin line and he shook his head

He could tell Gabriel some other time, right now they were good, and that's all Sam cared about

Gabriel looked at him reaching for one of the cookies that sat in a small pile on a plate on the coffee table before them "So, how are you doing?" Sam could tell that the question was laced with concern from what had happened the day before

He smiled "I'm great" But Gabriel was still eyeing him "What?- you don't believe me?"

His boyfriend shook his head "No it's just..it's been a while since you've smiled like that is all..I missed it"

Sam wrapped and arm around him kissing him on the forehead "Well you're going to be seeing it a lot more"

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